Idiots

Parents...

They are just a bunch of idiots that do not kow how to care and how to love their child. Their narrowed minded thinking that studies is everything, is retarded. They do not know how to care, or how to love. All they did was to suspect and blame me for everything that went wrong...

Today shall be the last day I will smile when I'm with my family. From now onwards , I will be cold towards them. If they don't talk to me, I wouldn't talk to them if they isn't a need to. If they want an answer, it will be a sentence long at most. I can't face them anymore, they are getting more and more ridiculous and overboarded. Anything about me is none of their business anymore. I will not respect or treat them as my parents, as they did not treat me as their son as well.

Everything stops here. I wanted to build up a good relationship with you guys but you said something you should have never said. You siad it out, your words from your mouth. It was painful but it shall be the last time. You said it out, you lose your son, I'm sorry.

When I grow up, I'm going to treat you the way you have treated me. You may still be able to control me now but I'll be free soon, once I grow older. I had enough.

I did not make this decision myself, you forced me to. You may say I'm getting too emotional or too sensitive but what you had said had hurt me deeply.

You caused it, you brought it upon yourself. What I'm doing now is just in order to protect myself, to prevent myself from getting hurt again. I've already lied to myself countless of times, always blaming myself, always thinking that it was all my fault. Time to put an end to it. It was all lie. The problem lies with you, not me.

What you have done to me, it is time for me to pay back. Not now maybe, but eventually.

You people don't deserve to be my parents anymore. If oneday you are going to ask me why I've suddenly became so cold, I'm going to say back what you said to me in your face. " What you have done, you know it yourself."

The computer spoilt because the graphic card was faulty, not be'cose of my games. I've never touched it for 5 months already... What did I do? I know it myself? _l_

Friends, they are the ones I have left. But no matter what I wouldn't fall, I'm Darrell remember?

I will not get tricked by you people again, cose in the end I will only get hurt more deeply. You did not trust me, you even suspected me, you don't deserve to be my parents anymore. I kindly suggested a solution, you turned it into an excuse against me. I had enough, seriously.

Family? Give me enough $ and I swear I will move out of here.
Home? It's just a house.
Love? Don't exist here.
Trust? Everything I say is a lie.
Parents? I don't have any.