Sunday, December 20, 2009

How to be less addicted to Dota...

I duno whether this will work but it sure worked for me thou...

You have to change the way you view dota. For me, I believe dota is something like a portal, in which I can plug myself in and enter a whole new world. Interact with different players, a plateform in which skill speaks for itself. A place for players to cooperate and defeat the opponent, a place where we can enter the soul of the hero and become them, a place for everybody to gather together and do something in common.

I rmb plaing with working adults, with teenagers of my age. I bet everyone of us have our own lives. Adults have to work, we have to study... But then, we all have something in common, Dota...

When time allows, we can plug ourself in and enjoy ourselves, interact with one another. But once we plug out, switch off our com, it is time for us to resume our normal lives, dota is just a place to plug in when time allows, when it is time, we should plug out and continue with our normal lives. We cannot hide in the hero forever, we are still us. We should be the one controlling the hero and not let the hero control us...

Feel the joy and pleasure when you plug in and play, but rmb resume your normal life once you plug out. Your mind should not with the hero anymore, it should be with you. When you are Xlr8^DaYing on garena, you are Xlr8^DaYing but once you plug out, you are Ryan. No joke. You are Ryan and you should be going for tuition and playing floorball.

What I'm trying to bring across to all of you is that you are 2 person. [DaR]ReLL in game, and Darrell in real life.

As [DaR]ReLL, I should be giving my 100%, farm well and gank. Push! Defend!

As Darrell, I should be doing my duty, doing my homework and going for floorball training.

If you can control your 2 identity well, you will have no problem managing your time.

You should know [DaR]ReLL is part of Darrell and [DaR]ReLL should not control Darrell.

In order to seriously absorb all of this, I advise you to read this again, slowly, put yor mind in every word you read... If you can get this, you can then control your addiction... Hope you can feel what I felt after I plug out...

Should be hard anyway... Haha

Nites...

My sunday... Suckday...

That's me>>> Your one and only > Handsome yet charming > Author>Darrell, AKA > W.
Hi readers. Hmmn, finally got to blog... Thats a good thing...
Ah, let me tell you about TODAY!
Firstly, it suck
Secondly, it seriously suck
Thirdly, it suck even more
Erm, well the day started with me WAKING UP at 8.30 to finish up my chinese HW. Not very cool...
Watch a bit of TV and set off to chinatown with my family.
Ate lunch and went for my Beijing trip briefing.
Here comes... My DAD told us it was 3 and we end up rushing there. Then when we reached, we were told it was at 3.30. It is so damn obvious my DAD was afraid we were late and told us an earlier time... Thks ALOT DAD... End up stoning thr for the next 30 min...
The briefing was worse... Was freaking boring!!! Plus, no babes around... Guess my trip will be a little boring...
Finally ended with me and my sis yawning uncontrollably...
The next thing was what seriously destroyed my day~~~
Went to cut my hair.
Darn~! I swear I'm gonna sue my barber!!! WTH!!! Anybody got a law agency number? >.<
My fringe only left like 20% ? Look like an alien? Quite close I believe >.<
Nites...

Thursday, December 17, 2009

I'm feeling ~~~ slack?

Haven I slacked my whole holidays? Dota + Floorball = My holiday...

I believe it is time to START working. Haven started on HW, yet to do stuff I wanted to do before the holiday like cycling, swimming and many more.

Just wanna make my holiday more meaningful. BUT...

I got little time left!!! I'm leaving next friday and when I return, school gonna reopen soon so....

Darn! I messed up my holiday!!! Hope I can enjoy the rest of it >.<

Hope you can do so too >.<

"Lost time can not be recovered, so better make good use of it."

If you are reading pls tag, I feel as if I got no readers... =(

Nites...

Monday, December 14, 2009

Success...

Do you ever wonder how people become successful in life?

Effort + Time + Focus = Success

In order to be better, you have to spend effort over a period of time with focus to be able to succeed.

I'm gonna work hard, to be better in Dota, Floorball and my studies. I'm sure I can do it.

I'm gonna to successful!!!

Be confident...

Nites...

Losing, don't feel good~~~

Well, just lost a friendly game, don't feel good...

Well, I'm okay with losing but what we just lost is our pride...

Apparently the match was very physical and a fight almost broke out. Everybody was bodi-ed and shoved around. Wasn't really friendly out there, little hard to keep our cool...

Winning the game could prove that we are the superior, but we lost. It was 4-3 in the third period but they came back in the fourth period with 3 goals...

The next time we meet them again, I will make sure I win them...

I'm gonna train hard, even harder, so the next time we clash again, I will own them hard~~~

Nites...

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Our future...

Dun feel like talking about the friendly, we won 11-6 thou.

So, another inspiration post... Our future...

i believe by now, most of us can visualise our future... This is a good thing.

"Only by visualising our future, then can we progress towards it..."

Can you visualise yourself in 5 years? When you are around 20? Near adulthood? The days where you will start your new career, find a girlfriend, start a family, buy a house?

Can you visualise yourself in 10 years? When you are around 30? The period where you start to settle down, get babies, get a car, taking care of babies?

Can you visualise yourself in 20 years? When you are around 40? This time frame where you will be you trying to reach the peak of your career? Taking care of rebellious child(Like yourself)?

Can you visualise yourself in 40 years? When you are reaching the end of your career? Retiring? Watching your children grow up and settle down?

Can you visualise yourself in 60 years? when you are 75? With white beard? Only with your wife with you, with all your children having their individual families?

If you can visualise that far, you will then understand life is so short... So make good use of it...

Live a life without regrets.

If you are afraid your children will abandon you when you are old, then make sure the same thing don't happen to your parents cose GOD is watching and you will get your retribution. If you are afraid your children will be unfillial to you, then start being fillial to your parents now, don't w8 till (touch wood) they are dead then start regretting.

I'm starting to TRY to understand why my parents are doing such things, by putting myself in their shoes. Imagining me myself having my own children. Definitely you do not want your children to play computer games from 8am -11pm right? So try putting yourself in their shoes, soon you will get to understand them better.

Be a good son, do the right thing, don't regret not treating your parents well in the future, all because of COMPUTER GAMES... When you grow up you will realise how dumb it is...

But now, We are on the same boat >.< Dota FTW!!!

"Life is short, live without regrets.."

Being able to visualise yourself in the future gives you better knowledge of what is to come. You will then know how to work towards your future... Although it will give you extra pressure by setting your goals high, but look at things from a different perspective, you are reaching your goal slowly, closer and closer!

People without goals, or people who can't visualise what they will be in the future, will live a happier life without worries but WITHOUT GOALS. Their life will be pointless.

When they grow old, they will then think" Why did'nt I do this when I was young? Why did'nt I do that when I was young?"

They will live with regrets FOREVER.... Always looking back and regretting. And I think most of you know how it feels to live with regret...

In conclusion, plan your future, so that you will live without regrets...

For Dota-ers only: Then Oneday, you can say MTViLOVELive = Move The Van! i LOVE my Live!

As I live it without regrets!!! ( Just for laughs, and showing how retard CERTAIN ppl IGN is... Bet he will zap me after reading this) LOL

"Only by visualising our future, then can we progress towards it..."

"Life is short., live without regrets.."

Nites...

Saturday, December 5, 2009

A saturday WITH my parent Without floorball..

tODAY SUCK TOTALLY!!! No life~~~

Well, I had to wake up early... Cose my whole family had to go collect our passports. Going Beijing during last week of the holidays... XD Freaking EXICITED!!!

They kept on nagging that I play too much computer games and psp so, to prevent further nagging, I had to leave my psp at home... The whole thing was freaking BORING!!! W8 like for 2 hours?(Seemed longer)...

After tat, we drove my sis to her driving lesson. Lol, feel damn sorry for her. She forgot to bring $ and skipped lunch...

While she was having lessons, my parents and I went to chinatown to have lunch. Was drenched by the rain then... Bought some winter clothing...

Went to pick up my sis. Had to w8 for half an hour and went back home after that.

Dota-ed 2 rounds. 1st rounds played axe, 11/0/5. Beyond Godlike I think...

2nd round played Sladar, tried tanker build. Not bad... Forget score le but sorta own. Team zai.

End up surfing internet, reading blogs and searching for music...

Today was so boring, adding up all the time I spend w8ing(On the car only), I finished reading 100+ pages of my book...

If you have a more boring life then me then...

GET A LIFE!

Friday, December 4, 2009

Creating a build for a hero...

Few things to note when deciding a build for a hero(In order of importance)...

1) HP. You have to make sure your hero have sufficient HP throughout different stages of the game. For me, I normally make sure my Hp is equal to my level, EG: Lvl 12 = 1.2k Hp(At least, if you are the tanker or carry, make sure you have more to avoid dying).

2) Map mobility. Is your hero able to travel across the map fast enough? Heroes like AM, QoP have blink which enable them to travel across the map easier while heroes like Furion or Pit Lord have teleportation skill. Heroes with high movement speed like sladar can move around faster too. Heroes with BoT or Tp will enable them to get more FF opportunities or ganking possibility, which results in more gold. With better mobility, the better his farming ability gets... That is Y all heroes should get boots, more speed, lesser time spend on travelling... In addition, it helps in chasing heroes which enables you to have more kills. Items like blink dagger are good to chase heroes.

3) Escaping device. All heroes should at least have 1 or more escaping device, so that he or she will not die so easily. Heroes like PoTM or BH have escaping skill. Heroes like Lion or Rhasta have disable, which enable them to run away. Make sure your hero can run away from heroes when dying or it will be very diffcult to farm up big items like Eaglehorn or Mystic staff. Dying constantly will also reduce the hero's farming time and ganking opportunities, which both result in $...

4) Dmg Per Second. How much dmg can this hero release per second. Like AoE dmg, targeted dmg or Dmg by normal attacking. If a hero is unable to release huge Dmg within a short time, it will not be useful during gank fight, which will result in lesser gold due to the inability to kill. Buying items which help the skill snychronise better and release more Dmg would be good. This will normally be your CORE itmes. EG: Butterfly, SnY, Dagon.

6) Counter items. This items cannot be decided before the game start. It depends on the opponent line-up. Get gem to counter Riki, blademail to counter ursa, hex to counter am and stuff like that. This items normal come after the above few...

Hope this above information helps=)

Nites...

How to be YOURSELF...

Many times in life, I have tried to imitate others. Doing "cool stuff" that I did'nt really want to do, going to places which my friends want me to go, doing stuffs to make sure I fit in among my friends...

I bet all of us have times like this, so not to get isolated from our friends. In the end, we end up as THEM and not ME anymore...

Why bother doing stupid stuff to try and fit into the pack? Why not try to be YOURSELF and make people join your pack instead? Cose people like the REAL side of you and not the other...

Be yourself, if you are chatty, don't try to ACT cool and don't speak up, you will end up killing yourself. You are born with a unique character, different from anyone else on earth. It is you that people like, so be yourself!!!

Feel like wearing pink cause you like it, don't care if people call you GAY cose IT IS YOU! Don't try to eat spicy food if you can't, COSE THAT IS YOU! Don't try to watch horror movie if you can't take it. Don't worry, if people say you NO BALLS, just take it, COSE IT IS YOU!

"It is you that people like, so be yourself!"

Nites~~~

VOTE* Who think I should get a girlfriend, just asking only...

Thursday, December 3, 2009

[DaR]

Hi ppl, Today me and Darryl (Primary School Friend) formed a clan!!!

[DaR]

If interested to join, you will have to take a test.

And that is to 1v1 Darryl and down his second tower, thats all.

We will not be recruiting but feel free to take the test and join!!!

Nites...

Monday, November 30, 2009

Derek, reaching the limit of DOTA~~~

Today I have finally seen the true potential of Derek, in dota... He amazed me... Read on and you will know why~~~

PA...

His Phantom Assassin was GOD! The game we were playing, there was no cheat. Simply -apspso

Even with crappy score, 2/9. He managed to farm out a build which none of us could even think of... I could hardly believe my eyes when he appeared like a shadow and disappear when I was NEARLY( See the word nearly) dead...

His PA,was no joke, he could kill a Beastmaster with 3.8k Hp, in 2 hits. Down a tower in 3. Highest crit was 4.5k. GOD...

His build = 5 Divine Raiper, 1 Helm of Dominator. Simple yet, imba~~~

There was no cheat code, no goblin greed, no test, no wtf. The game was only 68min when it ended. How did he do that>? With such a crappy score too 2/9?

When he was interviewed on the MRT, is answer was simple and yet realistic.

" Aiyo, so easy. Min Hao got 2, Darrell got 3. I borrow from them lor."

Just for laughs (true thou) >.<

Nites...

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

CHS floorball camp~~~

After the lesson=)
Hi all readers! Know why am I MIA(missing in action) for these past few days? Floorball Camp!

At 1st I was so looking forward to it, thinking it would be a FUN camp. Unfortunately, it was a TRAINING camp... Never mind that, it was still rather fun... I hope...

I woke up early in the morning, fearing that I might be late (Like always)...

I was on time!!!~~~ Phew, late comers had to run 10 rounds~~~

It started with the 'C' Div having court training while the 'B' Div doing circuit training. The Sec 3 did not have their file with them so we KINDLY lend them our's. In the END, the file was lost and the Sec 3s all kindly denied that they had the file with them... Thanks alot... The punishment did not come straight then, it awaited us till the next day morning...

After that, we did court training and went out for lunch... A few of us returned early and played Bball for a while...

After that, we went to 2-8 classroom as instructed by Mr Han. We had 2 hours of lesson, basically teaching us more about our muscles, what is in our body, nutrition, how to deal with injuries and stuff like that... I would'nt say it was boring, I just saw ppl yawning that's all... XD

It was around 3 whe it all ended. "YAWN" We were told it was REST TIME...

So Bball? Nope.
Floorball. Nope.
Running around? Nope.

It was AFTERNOON NAP! Woots. Have you heard of afternoon nap during a camp? Well, tis was my 1st time XD... Me and Eugene went to bathe. After tat, Ryan and I were slacking in the hall, while the rest went to the primary school canteen to fool around and disturb the canteen auntie. Seemed like they had fun~~~

We were given 1 and half hours to have our dinner. We went to get chips too, for the movie later...

The much awaited movie... It was "The Titans(I think)"... I watched it before during Carpe Diem ,Plus, It sucks!!! I think it was at least filmed 10 years ago... We ended up eating snacks instead of watching the movie...

After doing some reflection on the movie, it was shower time! Isaac and Jie Ying had a wonderful plan and it was to shower at the indoor sports hall while everyone else go bathe somewhere else. Somehow this plan was leaked out and everyone went thr to bathe instead. In the end, Jie Ying, Isaac, Warren(Sec 1 DSA next year), and I went to the toilet next to the DnT workshop to bathe... Haiz.

We were told to tucked in at 10.30. Hey, when did you have a camp and sleep at 10+?

I was sleeping with Cren, Ryan and Derek. Derek slept early, Ryan and Cren were listening to the radio. Dude, the songs were nice, a bit loud thou... Slept Slept Slept...

The next morning, after washing up and breakfast, the much anticipated thing happened...

"Where is the Sec 2 file?"

Good Game. 100 rounds... Thank alot agn Sec 3s...

We ran 23 rounds and went for court training at 9. We will run the rest of them at the next training.

After a short court training and an early lunch, at 10.30(Dude, normally, I would be having breakfast), it was time for the friendly match against HillGrove (Kept saying mangroove XD)...

It was the 'C' Div to play 1st. They were losing 3-1 at the 3rd period but managed to win it at the very last second. 3-4. I was thinking, the sec 1 could have won much easier...

Joshua was saying," Those ppl had like the words""Own Me" on their faces. Yea, I agreed...

The 'B' div did much better, we won 10-0. I scored the opening goal only, had quite a handful of chances but some hit the post. Dickson got a hat trick, Jarryl and Dion got 2. Jarryl did a super GAY half court shot! Nicholas and Isaac also made it on the score sheet...

Mr Han was rather happy with our performance, however, he said we could have destroyed them totally, instead of giving them some hin the third period where we managed a 0-0.

After that, we packed up and went home by MRT...

And I would like to thank Ryan, for lending me his socks for the friendly...

Bye people!!!

Pictures will be uploaded soon...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Train HARD and stay UNITED... To all CHS floorballers...

Recently, I have been watching "hotshot" like mad. It was not the storyline or the characters that I liked. It was how the team stayed united at all times and how they slowly progressed and trained till they were No. 1. How I wished our floorball team could be exactly like theirs. United and hard working...

I believe if everyone of us were to work hard and stay united, CHS floorball team would be formidable team.

We have talents, a great coach (Yes, Mr Han is a good coach), great training facilities, an advantage over the rest, Div 4. A plateform for all of us to play against opponents much bigger stronger and faster than us.

We have to train hard, to be faster, stronger. TO be better...

The upcoming season is full of hope, we can win it. There is no doubts... we can do as long as we give in all we got during training and in the game...

Guys, let's bring our standard up to another level... And show the world what we got, LET'S give in our best. And all of these, starts with training...

Take a look around you...

It is time everybody take a look around themselves... But look at what?

1) Look around you, look out for people who you never met before. Everytime you take the mrt, I believe none of you will take a look around you right? Look at different people, their facial expression, their attire and many more... Soon, you will realise that you are no longer alone, you will seem to be able to understand how they feel... Read on...

3 days ago, I was on the MRT. I saw a white man. I peep over his shoulders to see what book he was reading. I could not read as it was french (I think). But I decide to take a closer look at this man. He was smiling, probably at the book's content. His eye brows were at ease, he seem to have no trouble in mind. I could feel his euthusiasm for his work as he seem to be look forward to his work... I seem to understand him...

It seem that I was no longer alone... The world seemed to be a much better place afterall...

2) Look around you, look out for people who care about you. A "thank you" would be good. Can you imagine your world, without your friends and family. Will it be bearable? Don't wait till you lose something and realise how important it was. A simple "thank you" or "I love you" will be more than enough...

3) Look around you, look out for people who are in need... An old lady is having trouble getting up the stairs, go help her. You help her, and later, she gave some sweets to a little girl. After a while, you were a stomache in the toliet. t was the little girl wich gave you some toilet paper. The kindness you gave will somehow return back to you. If everybody does the same thing, that would make the world a much better place. Spread kindness around you and kindness will return to you, that is what I believe...

"Spread kindness around you and kindness will return to you"

Sunday, November 15, 2009

The up-coming year ahead...

The year ahead seem tough...

And I believe it is gonna be even tougher than I think...

I swear I'm gonna work hard... I swear...

I have faith in myself...

I know I will be able to it...

Good luck to all of you guys next year...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

2-4 CLASS CHALET@ Downtown East~~~

Me and Wilson sleeping together....
No expo anymore, OK!
Want the class chalet and WWW, OK!
Cose~~~ As long as you are willing to read, I'm willing to write!!!

Let's start with Tuesday Morning then. I was enjoying my dota happily at home when Mr Han sms-ed me.

Mr Han: "Who's holding on to the gym file?"
Me: "Dunno."
Mr Han: "Lost file is a 100 rounds."
Me: "I have the old gym file with me thou."
Mr Han: "Yes it is that file!"
Me: "Can I pass to you next training?"
Mr Han: "One session without gym file is 50 rounds..."

So I went to school just to pass him the gym file, you may say that I'm a responsible captain=) I seriously don't mind=) Btw, I was swearing the whole journey to and from the school...

Derek, Elliot, Wilson, You Hong and I met at Northpoint, ate lunch and after that, we rushed to meet the rest at Paris MRT. Hao Zhe and Duck left 15 minutes before us but we still reach at the same time=) Cose I'm so clever=) They took mrt while we took bus to Tampines then MRT to Paris which is much faster=) Seriously, I have to say that I'm a genius!

Some of us walked to Downtown East while some of us took the bus thr. I walked. We checked in and after that, we slacked in the chalet for a while. Most of us were like watching You Hong owning the Public in Dota on Zhi Qi's laptop. After that, we went to play soccer, was rather fun cose the place was very spacious. after showering, it was near Dinnertime~~~~

Didn't really BBQ much, Ben Chua and the rest were BBQ~ing while some of us were slacking in the room. I was somewhere in the middle. Food was nice, but sadly, we only had 1 pit and wasted around half of the food available. After the BBQ, some of us TRIED to find a lan to play but failed miserably... Instead, we went to CHEERS to buy somethings before we went back... Wanted to buy Maxim but no balls to buy~~~

It was close to midnight then, was freaking boring!! Everybody were like playing PSP, seriously nothing to do. Ben Chua and the rest went or a movie. So I TRIED to sleep... See how I stress that word " TRIED"? It was immpossible to sleep.

Every 10 seconds, Wilson will try to touch my cock.
Every 10 seconds, Derek will be telling Duck to shut up, cose..
Every 10 seconds, Duck will be sneezing...
You Hong and Elliot will scream about the PSP game every 20 seconds.

=) But somehow, I managed to sleep for a while. In the morning, after I woke up, we played mahjong. Owned! Won all three rounds that I played.

Went for breakfast at Mac before checking out. We had like 3 hours before Wild Wild Wet was open. Tried to find a basketball court but to no avail. Slacked around till 1. I was also having a flu, ate medicine so I was very sleepy. But once I stepped into WWW, I was refreshed! Cose, I can't afford to close my EYES~~~~

Ben Chua, Darius, Bo Wen, Viclaus, Derek, Wilson, Kelvin, Duck and I had a lot of fun. Saw a slut there too. There wasn't much people there so it was easier to move around. Around 3, we decided to leave. Went to bath. After much persuasion, Wilson finally got a glance of my cock~~~ Said that mine was bigger than his=) I KNEW IT!

After that, we went home. Slept on the bus. Was super tired...

That all, Nites~~~


Thursday, November 5, 2009

Desires...

Ever since the day we were born, we all had desires. When we were young, our desire was to get attention, care and love. As we grow up, our desires change too. Once we become grown-ups, we want to have big car, big house and many more... Desires may be the pushing force for one to work hard, this is a good thing. BUT Desires are often WANTS and not NEEDS...

Living in a modern city, things that we need to stay alive are all present. We do not need to hunt for food, find water or seek shelther. Thus, more often than not, our desires are our wants. AND this Wants, are burdens...

Tom's desire is to have a branded jacket and he got it. When he brings it out , he fear to lose his jacket or to dirty his jacket. If he was wearing a normal jacket that meet his needs by keeping him warm, he do not have to worry about losing it or anything...

Tom's desire is to have a big car. When he drives it, he is afraid to scratch it or dirty it. He still have to pay installments. Sometimes, he even scold his friends for spoiling his car. He still have to wake up every morning to wash his car. The car is suppose to serve him and now instead, he is serving the car. If he stick to his old but comfortable car, he would not have so much burdens...

Sometimes, we just have to be satisfied with what we already have before our desires cause us to have WANTS which turn outs to be burdens for us. We should keep life simple and make the best outta what we already have. People from the city go for luxury to make their lifes better while people from the countryside make the best out of what they already have to make their lifes better.

If one slog hard his whole life to get luxury and end up having no time to enjoy them, compared to another enjoy his whole life by making the best out of what he already have, which is better? Living to meet one own needs is more then enough. We should always bear in mind that desires often lead people astray, as these desires for luxury will cause one to to have more and more burdens... Bear in mind next time you get something, see if it is a need or a want, if it is a want, I wish the best of luck to you that it will not become a burden to you instead...

Nites...

Monday, November 2, 2009

My weekend...




Okay, lets start with Friday...

FRIDAY- The last day of school! Got back my results, wasn't really bad or very good thou. But Derek and Nz kept on saying that I did very well bla bla bla.... There were many sad faces including Derek, Wilson and many more. C'mon guys! CHEER UP!

Went home to Dota for the whole afternoon. FINALLY! I wasn't owned and was owning ppl ass(like I ALWAYS DO)! Finally got back my confidence. YES! It was 6.15 when my mum came back, seem like she is in a bad mood... I tried but failed miserably to not show her my report book. ERUPTION! I WAS FU*KED IN THE BUTT for the next 2 hrs for scoring badly tis term. SOB SOB. But I told myself to cheer up!!!

SATURDAY- Went for floorball training in the morning. Saw Nz at the MRT station so we went to school together. Got our new jersey shorts and holiday training schedule. My holiday = 80% floorball training.

After training, Eugene, Ryan, Jony, Derek and I went to lan. Wasn't much time to play cose only had 1 hour. Kept switching and rmk until thr was no time to play. Just found out spectre and ES is fun=) After tat, we made our way to Bishan Park where the Bloody Massacre awaits....

No la, Jony called for the Combat Skirmish. A game which is all about shooting. We were split into groups and all were armed with guns. By shooting the opponent through the gun's scope, their life will reduce. When they are dead, they cant shoot anymore and have to go back to their base to respawn. My team owned all three rounds.

1st round was easy. Our mission was just to shoot down as many enemy as possible. Eugene and I was like sitting on the rocks shooting ppl UNTIL we realised that we were actually being shot too. Cool, died once. Our team won, OF COURSE, they had me...

2nd round was cooler, me and jony was the so-called V.I.P. Had lesser life and if we die, it b count as 3 respawns. Ouch. They are told me to stay at the back but No.... I went straight up front, right in front of their base and stood their and shot. I died once. Told ya I was good. Oya, Eugene and I were sitting on the bench this time round...

3rd round was the round without any respawns but we had more life. We were owning flat. Thr were 7 of us and we killed till they had left with 2 while we still had 5 of us surviving. We searched the whole area and found that they were camping in the toilet! (Just like me in CS) We all went in and spammed. Btw, thr was friendly fire. We killed them but Derek and I died COSE OF Ken Loong. Wtf, he killed his own teammate! No points for Denys! We were so pissed!

After the game, we ate hotdog, drank Coke and ate the cake. Oya, we also formed a clan named CS( AKA Combat Skermish). That is our new Dota clan! Members includes: Jonathan Ong(captain, he has the necklace which says captain), Darrell Er, Eugene Lee, Ryan Cheng and, last and least(Joke), Derek Sng.

We went in search of a lan at the golf area there, foud none but saw the pool club. Derek and I both swear to play pool once we are 16. The girls there are so freaking ______ (Insert a word that describe something that make your nose bleed). Just look at their ______(Insert a word of any part of a females's body).

We went home after that.

SUNDAY- Slacked at home playing psp in the morning.? BTW, you guys shld have watch GUESS at channel 7 every sunday morning. It OWNS. Yesterday's one was on bikini babes. My dad came in to put his stuff but never went out=) So obvious.... Anyway, the show is cool, funny and good to watch=)

Went to Queenstown in the afternoon in search of my new indoor court shoes!!! Addidas PREDATOR!!! Whoosh! Thr was at least 30 stores selling sport shoes... So I got the best choice. Next time if you are gonna buy shoes, pls get it from here. You can get the best deals...

Nites. If you read my blog, pls tag so tat I know that thr are readers out thr! TY

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Sorry to all my readers...

I have to say this. I'm sorry.

WHY? Cose I have realised tat my post are getting shorter and shorter, less interesting and boring. WHY? Cose I spent most of my time on Dota and neglected my blogging time. I'm SORRY ALL MY READERS. If you decide that this will be the last time you are going to read my blog, pls dun do that. I swear to GOD that from now on I will not neglect my blog! Btw I'm a free-thinker=) So...

I hope that all my readers when they surf the internet, the very 1st website they will come is to my blog. That's my wish of course... LOL. I will try to make my blog as interesting, as funny, as exciting as possible. I will not let my readers down I SWEAR! (Again).

I will try to capture every single moment of my life on the camera and share it with you guys. As long as you are willing to read, I'm willing to write=)

Nites...

Friday, October 30, 2009

Cheer up...

I bet many of you were very EMO after you got your results back right? C'mon! It is not the end of the world! Since it is already over, there is nothing you can do with it, there is no point crying over spilt milk! Cheer up people!

Since the exams are already over, the marks would'nt change, there is no point being EMo about it. Be positive, rmb to look at things from a different perspective! Life still goes on! If you did not do well this term, then promise yourself to work even harder for next year! Use this hatred in your heart to push youself even further next year! CHEER UP PPL!!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Are you addicted to Dota?




The pictures are not related or anything , just wanna you to see this handsome author's face=)
Have you been rushing home everyday after school to play dota? Feel very bored at school cose you can't dota? No mood to do anything else cose the time can be better spent playing dota? If you got any of the 3 above, YOU ARE ADDICTED! Just like me now...

Actually, there is nothing wrong playing dota now as EOY is over and now should be the time we enjoy ourselves to the max! But excess of anything (including Dota) is bad. I'm not saying at playing dota is bad, but we can also spend time on other activities as well, such as going out with friends, catching a movie or playing basketball or something. Don't let Dota control You, let You control Dota!

I know that my holidays will not be spend entirely on the computer as I have training almost everyday so I dun have to worry much. For those of you who stays at home everyday, pls do something meaningful. Dun be like when ppl ask you what have you done for the holidays, you can only say "DOTA".

Sunday, October 25, 2009

PB camp...

Came back on saturday, mum say sunday morning let me blog, in the end, "he"(You noe who) use the com till dinner. Until now, then i get to blog...

5.45 - 6.00: Play dota at home till very late, had to take taxi to school. I thought it will be like 7,8 bucks. WTF, 11 bucks! Rob my $!

6.00 - 7.00: Mark attendance bla bla bla...

7.00 - 8.00: Had to teach the rest of the Sec 2 the cheer which we will be performing to Mr Teo later... Spit blood, wanted to shout but dun wan offend ppl so just keep quiet... Sore throat sia...

8.00- 9.00: Dinner! Buffet! Rocks to the core! Was super nice. Ate like 15 pieces of watermelon and 5 piece of dragonfruit so that I will not fall ill. There were tarts and a lot of nice food!

9.00 - 10.15: Waiting for mr Teo in the auditorium, was super boring...

10.15 - 12.45: The performance! Farwell performance for Mr Teo. Starting with Bryan Ong giving a super funny speech, Sec1 did a skit, then a video dedicated to Mr Teo, we did the cheer, Sec 3 formed a band and sang 2 songs... Then a lot of crap, speeches bla bla bla.... i was getting very sleepy then. Was cold and tired. BTW, Miss Hua will be the new discipline teacher in-charge.

12.45- 1.30- Treasure Hunt! We had to go to various places base on the clue given and search for the riddle and guess a letter. 12 letters in total, it forms a word. It was super fun, Sec 3 were hiding and scaring us. My group rocks to the core, we were super fast and we even hid and scared the other groups, lol. But we were not 1st thou, haha.

1.30- 2.00: Wash up! Had like half an hour to bathe, so shiok!

2.00 - 6.30: Sleeping =/

6.30 - 7.30: Woke up and dressed up!

7.30 - 8.30: Was suppose to be morning PT but it was more of game=) Quite lame la.

8.30 - 9.00: Breakfast.

9.00 - 1.00: Went to floorball training. court was nice, played with Aguernnauts(Duno how spell), J.B was super Zai! Damn fast, damn skillful!

1.00 - 1.45: Lunch! was super tired le.

1.45 - 3.00: Watched the 2nd half of the movie, totally did not understand as I missed the 1st half. Was sleeping...

3.00 - 4.30: Games planned by AIC( I'm AIC btw, Assissant In-Charge). 2 games in total, 1st game was to look for items around the school. 2nd game was to blindfold a group member and lead him around the school. Was kinda fun.

4.30-5.30: Dimissed!

Overall, the camp was super fun, super relaxed. I seriously enjoyed myself but was a bit tired. Food was nice=) The Sec3 were all very nice too, including Marcus Teo=) Had a lot of fun...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Sick at home...

It was purely boring. Woke up at 11.30. Played PSP till lunch, watch TV till 4. Dota till 6.30.

Nothing much to write on, and start to find dota rather boring now... Result were still not bad, got an A1 for chinese!!! A1 for geography but got B3 for maths and failed science paper thou...

2morow will be prefect camp, hope I can get well soon=) I also hope that I will enjoy the camp too=)

Step 1 of "becoming a pro in dota" is OUT! Do check it out at www.darrellfb2.blogspot.com

Nites! And ty for all your concern for me. I be okay...

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

A typical after EOY school day...





As usual, I was late when meeting Wilson at the Mrt station, btw Nz was also thr. When I was in the train, Derek called me and told me tat today we are suppose to report at 7.00 instead of the usual 7.20 due to some prefect camp issues.

I was like OMG, since I was already late, no point rushing, so the three of us walked to school at a normal pace. I went for the meeting and was not noticed late, I dunno y also. I went to ask around and the reply was" Did'nt do anything...".

Phew, then morning duty as usual, then it was class. play a bit of chinese chess before ACC. OMG, half the class did not bring their books so there was a hectic rush to borrow books from other classes. Here comes. Nan Zheng came back to class, walked in super naturally. I was like thinking, He is gonna get through this so easily. Without warning, the book dropped out of his shirt with a lou 'plat' sound. The entire class burst into laughter. LOL, he is GOOD. Here comes the even better one, Elliot was like camping outside the classroom w8ing for a chance to slip in. Finally, the teacher looked away and I signalled him to get in. Good job, he is in! As his nickname(Bai Chi) speaks for himself, he went to drink water... Btw, you are not allowed to drink water during ACC class! Nice one Elliot... spend the rest of his time outside class.

After recess, the whole class was at the music room talking. we played truth or dare. Was retarded. Pumped right beside the teacher, WOW.

Back to class was still the same thing. After that, we played a number game, dun bother to explain the rules... Was kinda fun...

After school ended, Derek and I used Nz's com to surf the net and went for floorball training after tat. 'Pant' 'Pant' Was rather tiring after such a long break. Was kinda off form.

Dinner at Mac wif the floorball gang and went back home....

Btw, I be having prefect camp this friday and saturday so no point trying to contact me=)

Nites... God bless everybody that we will get good results for our EOY.


Will be posting the 1st step out of 9 step in "Becoming a pro in dota" soon, watch out, I wrote out everything but got no time to post it... Will inform you guys once it is out!

Monday, October 19, 2009

A HOT sunday at bugis...

The sun was freaking hell burning me to death! Plus, I was wearing jeans and black T-shirt! Darn....

It was rather ok, many girls were looking at me, guess I was too smartly dressed + Handsome=)
Actually, Bugis is a good place to catch up with fashion and stuffs and the stores thr are meant for young teenagers like us and we can also go there and see how people dress up too...

In the shopping mall was still ok but out at the streets, I almost died...

Took a bus to chinatown, parents wen to shop AGN, while me and my cousins went to hide somewhere and spam psp, dinner then came home=)

Nites... Short and sweet.

Friday, October 16, 2009

WTF...

Know why I put WTF as the title? Read on I think you will start saying WTF too....

Tuesday after the maths paper, did gym and then team meeting then LAN! Exam just end then got training straight( 1st WTF) But its still ok la. Lan was kinda fun... Did'nt really own or get own=)

Here, comes the real WTF, I just came back home after lan. Mum told me not to use computer( 2nd WTF! Hello, exams just ended...) Hu cares, I just switch on the com and played my 1st dota match ever since I deleted dota. Hurray! I was playing for 20 minutes when my father came in and tell me to stop ( 20 minutes stop? Haven even started WTF)...

After the 1st game, I decided to go bath and switch off the computer cose I don't want to anger my mum. 10 minutes later, Mum came home, oops still bathing. Here comes! "Boy! Why you now then bath?"

"Erm, was playing computer mah... Exam just over leh.."WTF, she kao bei-ed for the next half an hour....

Oops again, mum found out that I haven take off the buttons on my uniform!
Dunno wat happened to her, she took away the keyboard and mouse. WTF!

Reason being: Play com till like that, don't want bath and did not take off the button! Dun let you play... WTF, stupid and unreasonable...

Exam just over, the 1st day that I can finally play com then it was gone...WTF

I was damn EMO, then I went to nego with my parents to get the keyboard back.. Failed damn it...

Super EMo-ed, I could only play with his rubix cube on his bed. Was damn hot and went to ask Dad if can switch on the air-con. Dunno what got into him, he came to my room and scolded me for like half an hour straight. Of course, Darrell was not to be messed with, the arguement began like this:

" Weather not hot, on air con for what? I not hot you hot meh?"

"You not hot does'nt mean I not hot right?"

"I say cannot means CANNOT"

"..."

"Just now say hungry right? Did'nt eat dinner right?"

" Walao, I got eat la. Don't believe can call my friends la. 4 of us eat together de!"

"I just repeat what you say.."

" I said I ate McDonald with my friends and I'm now hungry... What I say?"

"Means you did'nt eat then will hungry la..."

"I didnt say that lor, is you say one hor. Don't believe can call my friends!"

"You threatening me isit?"

" Whr got, is you don't believe yr own son. Eat dinner aso don't believe.. Before exam, keep keyboard and mouse, after exam aso keep keyboard and mouse, might as well don't put the computer in my room!"

"Computer not yrs, ppl need use. Put your room cannot meh?"

"Exam just over you keep the keyboard and mouse, Ppl finally can play com then you keep it. What is this?"

Bored, took out rubix cube and played while arguing...

" I dun like you play com leh"

"Nvrm, I can dun play de (Mind think of jony and lan)"

"I TELL U> I DUN LIKE YOU PLAY COM LEH> I DUN LIKE YOU PLAY COM LEH!" Hitting my rubix cube on the floor... Scream his voice out loud.

When I was about to speak, he just shout louder than me, "I dun like you play leh!" What could I do? Punch him meh? wanted to but can't...

So I just stone thr lor, then he thought that he loud then he win and continue to kao bei me, but I decided to keep quiet cause in the end, once he shout I have to shuttup or punch him meh so I switch off the light and out on my earpiece and emo...

Then he continue his kao bei spree by coming to my room every 2 minutes to kao bei me for the next hour, finally he gave up....

I cried. This is the 1st time I cried in 4 years. I cried not be'cose I'm afraid of him but felt sad be'cose I have a father who do not understand me, do not trust me and do not know what I really need... He do not know who I'm really am... Does he know That I scold vulgaries? He know I go lan? He don't even know my CCA is floorball, he keep saying softball. He know any of my friends? He know wat is SNSD? He know I only got a dollar for lunch? He know I play dota? He know I got a blog? he know computer is my life? He understand me at all?

NO, he don't know anything? Unreasonable, stingy( After eating recess, I only got 1 dollar for lunch WTF), Fu*ked up! Eat dinner also need supect... If I everyday have to skip lunch then obviously I be hungry at night, stupid...

Can you feel my sorrow at that time? Have you ever really seen me cry? I'm always the kind that laugh laugh laugh, emo awhile then ok le. I was never sad.... This was the 1st time...

I was crying really badly under my blanket... Why did I have such a father? One that keep the keyboard and mouse straight after the exams, suspect his son all the time, give his son 1 dollar for lunch, kao bei like shyt? Why me?

Luckily, Wilson accompanied me throughout the night through sms me, made me feel slightly better thou. Then suddenly he came to my room and want to talk to me. Waste my fu*king 1 hour talking to him and in the end he still did not give me back my keyborad and mouse...

Fu*ker, from then on I did not talk to him in the face or call him"dad" when we meet, cose he don't derserve it. The only reason I will lie is be'cose of the fact that he do not understand me thats y I lie and this cose him not to trust me. I told him studying is my job, Dota, blogging and floorball is my life, if he takes away my com then he will be taking away 2/3 of my life... But he never understood any of them and still tries to discourage me from using computer...

My future ambitions all lies with my interest now...(blog= Writer, Dota=join MYM oneday, Floorball=National team oneday)

But he never undrstood any of this, he will never understand me...

I'm the kind that talks alot among friends rite but it is totally different for me at home. I go home bath and go to my room and stone( No light somemore cose mum say waste electricity)
Got food then go eat, go TV then watch, Nothing then go back room and stone. I nvr speak at home cose once I open my mouth, I get scolded... No com, No games, No nothing...

That's why I nvr say I'm going home, I always say that I'm going back to my house. Home is a place whr thr is love, warmth, trust and understanding. House is a place whr you keep yr things, bath eat and sleep...

Marking day that day I was EMO, but I did'nt show it, except to Wilson thou... I was dreading not to go home. I may always seem to be cheerful but you nvr know how much I hate to go home... How bottled up my sadness is....

I'm never gonna speak to my father face to face again, NEVER Ever Again!

Btw, view update dota strategies at www.darrellfb2.blogspot.com

EOY finally ended!!!!

Finally, EOY have ended!!! Huray!!! Erm, sorry to all readers, I was unable to blog for a period of time due to the above reason...

Plans for after EOY? Dota, Dota and Dota... Haha, no life right? No la, it will be dota, floorball, basketball, and maybe movies ba.

It turned out rather boring after EOY, school activities are totally lame, board games and even more board games... Dota is starting to get boring too. Life seem kinda meaningless, slightly I mean. At least it is better than mugging=)

Guys, hope your can make use of your holidays better and don't let computer games terrorise your holidays, try doing something else other than gaming, this way, life will be a bit more meaningful=)

Nites...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

The girl I once liked...

Hi readers, if you ever metion anything about this post in front of me, I will just tell you that I don't know anything... So don't try to ask any questions regarding this topic after you read it... I may turn EMO if you persist... The only person I told was before was Isaac, due to some conditions and negiotiations...

Well, I knew her since 1 year ago, around this period, just before EOY> We got to each other at the library. She was Nz's de fren de fren. The first time I saw her, I was already attracted to her. Btw, she is korean. Yes, by now, maybe a few of you will noe her already, especially, Darius, DEREK, Wilson and Nz. LOL. It was about the time when I was about to ask her out for a date or something when many things happened. I found out she got a ex-boyfriend, thr was internal conflict between Nz, Li Nan(Nz primary school friend) ,Wilson and Derek for girls. That totally messed me up pretty badly. No offense to Nz, but he simply like all the girls out there, I decided to rest and wait...

Realising that friendship and boy-girl relationship were closely related, I decided that in order not to harm brother's relationship, I will not like her anymore. Things did not end then. Although I knew that I should not be falling for her again, I made her my JIE. At least that sort of keep us in contact. We went out as a group. Movies, ice-skating, so much fun... I will never forget, her smile, the way she speaks or the way she try to act cute... But not anymore, cose I'm gonna forget her...

After SOME incident, she distanced from us. She didn't even reply my messages. I was utterly sad, I was at least her DI...

We did not talk for a long long time since then until yesterday night. I sms-ed her. She replied for the 1st time in 7 months. I replied to her message, and I told myself if she reply to this, I will confess. But for the next 2 hours thr was nothing.... Suddenly, she told me her battery was flat and sry for late reply. I was so freaking happy she did not dao me anymore, I sms her again and told myself she is giving me a chance. But the sms was never replied again. Dun think her battery ran out again... I from then on decided to give up on her, she gave me hope and broke it again...

You might say that I do not have the balls like Nz, Wilson or even Derek to tell a girl that I like her, even thou u might get rejected... I sort of admire them for their bravery... Maybe I should have told her then but it is too late to regret now...

I decide to forget about her and move on with life. There is always another girl which might be better=) I'm so glad that I at least have the courage to write on this blog. RMB what was written in the 1st parargragh. Btw, do you think I should at least tell her that I once liked her or wat? Leave a message in Cbox. Nites.... Haiz...

Thursday, October 8, 2009

EOY

Right now, I'm in the middle of the worlds' worst nightmare anybody can imagine... I'm in the middle of EOY! Basically, I was semi prepared for this exam. Still okay la.

DAy 1- English compo was a breeze, kinda aced it. Geo was still kinda ok, not bad.

Day 2- Chinese compo and letter writing was Okay, nothing much. Ok here comes, SCIENCE. Firstly, I think that they may have given us a sec 4 paper. It was freaking hard!!! All the questions were like WTF la... LoL. Hu cares..

2morow will be English compre, nothing much to learn thou. 2day went to Eugene's house was kinda slack. Played half a round of dota, sharing with Eugene and stalker. Got one damn nice, Nz chasing me, I enter the fog then he can't find me. I move and lure him till my creeps block his escape route, You Hong came and then we killed him. Damn nice, finally did one of Merlini's move.... Merlini is an EX-mym player currently in EG, he is one of the best in the world, he is also the reason why I'm playn Zeus now, his best hero=)

4 down, 3 to go. Nites.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Lend me your ear...


Me


















I'm so glad that I can be posting again. Over this few days, so many things to me and I wanted so badly to share what happened to me...

Firstly, I'm still alive and kicking...

Thursday night had been a horrible night for me = [My gf la... so late still dun wan sleep... X) ]
No la, my sis just told me about things regarding my subject combination and whether to take double or triple science. In the end, I decided to take double science. Suddenly, I do not feel the urge to work hard anymore. That is why people saw me online yesterday.

I was having dinner yesterday and was reflecting on my thinking. I decided to work hard for EOY anyway.

I feel that life is short and there is serious no point mugging whole day and not enjoying life. I believe that life is suppose to be fun not a boring one. I decided to split my life in 30% Responsibility (which is studying for now) and 70% fun. That should be it=)

Today was weird(Dunno y). Breakfast then mugging. My parents were like nagging me that they have to hide the keyboard so that I would not play com (Which I found of course). Say I dun noe how to think. RIDICULOUS. I was so pissed that I stone thr for an hour. In the end after much pleading, they allowed me to go to the library to study.

851 brought me straight to AMK library. It was rather crowded. I manage to find a spot to study. I seriously studied for 2 and a half hour straight=) Suddenly, my phone played a super sad music and I feel so alone. I have nvr felt so alone before. I have always been surrounded by all my friends, suddenly I was alone. I actually felt scared... I then realise how impt friend were... Recalling those days where me, Derek, Nan Zheng, Darius and Wilson with the girls at Bishan library, made my heart drop. I packed my bag and left the library.

I went to the raiders after that... If any of you were wondering if you saw me online in the afternoon, it was me alright. I did not have time to play inhouse or whatever so I played with public. 13-4, was godlike with Axe. Fun and btw, dagon sucks. Suddenly, the loneliness overcame me again. I recalled the usual dota clan having fun and laughing, I left Raiders...

KFC was nice=) Darn, I was surrounded by people who are chatting happily. I miss all my friends. Those days at KFC, after and before lans... I left for tuition with tears almost dripping out from my eyes...

Tuition was on Gaming. Zzzz, actually gaming is harmless unless addicted. So its ok to game. Argh, last lesson, gonna miss the girls.


Mrt back home. Bought a herbal tea cose KFC is heaty=) It was drizzling. Just like my mood.

Anyway, do you think I'm handsome? Yes , No? This is very impt to me. Cose if 70% say yes, I'm gonna find a gf.

Dunno how much I wrote=) Nites...

How well you know me? NEW

Take the test below and see how when you know me... Rules changes. This time the answer will be a code not a word. GLHF...


1) What kind of girl do I like?

Q) Horny Girls
D) Innocent Girls
R) Chio Girls
X) Gentle Girls


2) What is my dream stick?

3) Silfer Z
9) Bow 28
5) Volcano
4) Doggy 33

3) What is my favourite item in dota? (Ask DotaErs)

I) Dagon
K) Bottle
S) Dagger
O) Bloodstone

4) My jacket is ___ with ____ hood.

H) White, a
D) White, no
K) Black, a
E) Balck, no

5) what do I like to do second best?

I) Look at girls
A) Play dota
D) Play floorball
G) Hangout with Friends

6) I stay at ______...

O) Kahtib block 798
H) Kahtib block 799
D) Kahtib block 796
Z) Kahtib block 797

7) Hu broke mine Excel stick?

E) Derek
A) Division 4 League
H) Dickson
O) Eugene

8) What do I hate most?

G) Prefect duty
Z) Mugging
W) To be lonely
H) All of the above


9) What is my dream (for the holidays)?

A) Slack
Z) Form a dota clan UIC.
E) Play Floorball
D) DOTA LIKE SIAO

Done. You should have 8 LETTERS, 1 number. join them together and post it on the cbox. Its a code btw=) Discussion on the cbox is allowed. Hope that your can solve it asap. Answer will be reveal once somebody solve it, except for Derek...

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Don't feel the urge to study? Feeling depressed? Feeling afraid? Enlighten me...

Hi readers, I think this will be my last post until the EOY ends... Before I crawl under my blanket and start mugging the hell out of myself, I hope to help those ppl out thr who don't feel like studying to start now. So read closely...

The reason why people can't seem to get the urge to study is simple. They are not MATURE enough to look at the bigger picture. They are just not mature enough to realise what is happening around themselves. They are the people who can't seem to realise the importance of this up coming EXAM! Grow up people, this is the final lap.

IF you don't wanna work hard now, I think u are gonna regret it. For those losers that have been fooling around for the past 9 months this will be the final chance to PROVE yourself. This is the final chance to redeem yourself. Wake Up before its too late...

This is no time to be playing dota or maple. Just 1 more week to the first paper.... 2 more weeks to the freedom you long for... Can't U JUST STUDY for the next 2 weeks? Those muggers out there have started mugging few months ago and you are way behind time BUT NVRM. If you are willing to work hard, putting in your 100%, NOTHING GONNA STOP YOU. 5 more minutes of studying may just get you an extra mark in the exams. The 1 mark may just be the crucial mark that get you to triple science or for you to get an A1.

Leveling up for your stupid maple character NOW is purely DUMB. Now should be the precious time for all of us to prove ourselves and redeem ourselves. No time to fool around cose trust me, ya gonna regret it. This is for those idiots out there who are clearly not mature enuf to think for themselves. Grow up ppl. Time to look at the bigger picture...

For those ppl feeling depressed out thr, it can only be two reasons. It is either you did not mug and feel scared or you are just worried you might not do well. If you are afraid cose you didn't mug, its nvrm too late to start now, thr is still time. As long as you are willing to give in your 100%, NOTHING GONNA STOP YOU!

If you are afraid you will do badly, as long as you try your best, there is no nid to be scared. You tried. Its ok to score badly when you give in your best shot cose you noe you tried=) But trust me, if you serious put in 100%, you will get back 100% too=)

People, it still not too late to start studying now. There is still time. Do not do things that will make you regret in the future... I wasted 30 minutes writing this post just be'cose I hope that all of you can do well for EOY. Start now before its too late...

Nites...

Saturday, September 26, 2009

How well do you know me? (NEW)

Hi all readers. Take the test below and see how when you know me k? Just take the letter representing the answer you think is right and join them up. Should be a word. After you are done, post it in the cbox. Answer will reveal this friday. Morderated.

1) What do I like to do when I'm free AT home?

I) Watch TV.
D) Dota!
S) Surf internet.
F) All of the above

2) How many goals did i score during the season?

O) 7
R) 9
N) 10
U) 8

3) What is my first hero that I got a triple kill?

S) Yunero
E) Axe
T) Razor
C) Viper

4) I bought ____ for Crystal Maiden the 1st time I play dota. (Easy La)

E) Gem of True Sight
D) 3 Boots
K) Desolator recipe
A) 3 Ultimate Orbs

5) My jersey No. is?

R) #37
S) #21
W) #19
O) #23

6) How many silver trophies do I have in swimming? (Me, my house, my friends)

O) 3
A) 2
T) 1
D) O

7) When did I changed my stick to Lash34?

W) After the season
A) Right before the season
Y) After qualifying for second round
C) After winning East View Sec.

8) What is my favourite and best award I got in Primary School? ( Not bragging, all true)

L) Sports Boy of the Year 2007.
I) 3rd for the Annual Australia Swimming Competition for 50m breaststroke.(National level)
S) 3rd for Cross Country.
K) Best indivual performer for my house during 2006,2007 swimming carnival.

9) I entered _____ Secondary school with ___ for my PSLE score but came to Catholic High in the end.

S) St Joseph Institution, 251
A) Anderson Secondary, 251
K) St Joseph Institution, 261
E) Anderson Secondary, 261

Done. You should have 9 LETTERS, join them together and post it on the cbox. Its a word btw=) Discussion on the cbox is allowed. Hope that your can solve it before friday. Taking it to the next level... Nites...

Friday, September 25, 2009

I choose the way I live my Life...






















Ah, sry to all readers. Due to EOY(And the so many tests) I was not able to post. Yea, I'm back=)

Today began with prefect duty lessons then PE. F*cked up la. Everybody was swinging the stick like a tennis racket, so freaking painful la. Lessons then school ended at 1.30. After that, me, Isaac, Derek, Eugene, Min Hao went to J8 for lunch. On the way, we were walking in front of a bunch of CO members. We decided to Kao Bei them. We all stopped in front of them and act as if we are tying our shoelace. One of them shouted at us but then his voice went hay wire. LOL.


Min Hao ate the super spicy korean spicy noodle for GG! He actually finished it! all the way!


Isaac went home after lunch due to some issues with his mum and the rest of us went to the library. Damn crowded. We finally managed to find a spot to mug. Half hour later, stalker came and join us. Somehow, stalker and Eugene went to Mac while Min Hao, Derek and me continue mugging. Finally it was 5.20. The three of us went to the bus stop to meet Isaac to go back to school for "Sports Appreciation Night". On the way, we were all trying to speak in a vietnamese accent which we learnt from 1 of Eugene's videos. Retareded. It was like " Big Boi, I one tu tok to sum boday!"


The sports appreciation night was kinda nice. Joshua Lee was nominated as one of the best performer among the sports CCA, glory to floorball!!! Got some short clips on all the CCAs and I was video-ed scoring twice=) LOL.


Went around J8 wif Eugene to get a present for his Mum. Dinner then went home. I told the cashier that I want it a BIT spicy. In the end, it was like super spicy? Stupid..

Reflection: 2 more weekends to EOY. It is just round the corner. When I was in the shower just now( Think no where else), I recalled my wonderful primary school days.
-I was a freaking gay swimmer( I tink fastest in school ba),
-Kinda own on the track,
-Was a prefect(thou no duty is done),
-Always top 10 in class,
-Was super popular.

Not that I'm bragging or what, my secondary school life is not as successful as mine primary school life. I dun noe why too. So i decided that I CHOOSE THE WAY I LIVE MY LIFE... I decide to plan my life and live on a few values that I believe.


1) "Life is destined so make the best outta it", Be optimistic. Positi

2) "Lying complicates things while honesty simpifies things" Honesty. Got the balls to do then got the balls to face it. But can reject answering but do not lie.

3) "(Hardwork) X (Over a period of time)= (Success)" Wanna succeed then work hard.

4)"Focusing is the key to succeeding.." Stay Focused when doing things...

5) "Count to ten when angry, count to a hundred when very angry", control your emotions, dun let them control you..


Base on this 5 values, I shall choose the way I live my life..... Nites

Monday, September 21, 2009

Look at things from a different perspective...

Things might not look like what it is if you look at it again. (Chim rite) Sometimes it is always good to look at things from a different angle cause things might not be as complicated as it looks. Dun think tat EOY is coming in 2 weeks but imagine that you still have 2 more weeks to work hard, 2 more weeks to redeem yourself.

Looking at things from a different perspective is a matter of optimism. Being optimistic only makes you happy and less stressed. Optimism as gives a person a clearer view of the whole situation as he can look at the bigger picture. Quoting from the famous and genius boy named Darrell Er, he once said: Life destined so make the best outta it! Yea, I seriously believe that my life is destined and there is no way it is gonna change(I’m a free thinker btw) but I can change the way I view my life. An accident might not always be a bad thing, It is up to how you view it.

Eg (personal life experience): When I was 10, I slipped and fall (Not b’cose of Derek’s oil, w8 maybe) on my chin. Blood spill and cries were heard. Yea, 6 stitches. Damn, It hurt and it is freaking ugly. But did you know how I view it? Cool, a scar is so freaking cool. See how the whole thing changes?

Look at a different angle to view a something at a different light, things will then seem to be not as complicated as before (Chim agn rite?) Thus, I decided to delete words like stressed, sian, this sucks and more from my dictionary.

Life is like a girl’s skirt. Not point stressing over what’s under there, change your angle towards it, things might just seem easier=)

“Life destined, so make the best outta it” Nites (Afternoon now but tats my sign off WTF)…

O ya, did a axe dota guide. Click on the link to view it.Finished. http://www.darrellfb2.blogspot.com/

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Get a break...

Yo readers, I decided to GET A BREAK from mugging!

I bet all of you are starting to mug for the EOY. Well, mugging is of course important in order to score well, I'm also mugging really hard now. But mugging continuously for endless hours is gonna get you nowhere cose nothing will get into your brain. Maybe you should try to Get A Break from studying. A short break would'nt affect your revise right? Instead, It will get you to focus even better. Try the next few options:

1)Put on your ear piece, lie on your bed. Enjoy the music and relax for about 10-15 min. Definitely put your mind at ease( But don't be dumb to listen to music that make you more stress)

2)Put on your sneakers and jog around your neighbourhood. Feel the wind on your skin! A experience like no other!

3) Get NAKED!( JOKE) I mean get a bath with hot water and relax. Do not think of your homework or exams OR ANYTHING that is arousing...

4) Dream! Close your eyes, imagine that you are in a grassland with white skies. You walk to a door and open it(The rest you go imagine yourself, don't wanna restrict your creativity)

5) Write a diary to pour all your stress and sorrow into it.

Actually everybody have their own ways of dealing with stress and mine are only a few ways. Don't feel afraid to post your own method of relaxation at the CBox.

Rmb, studying is important but it is also good to take a break! And never ever, never ever,never ever and did I mention never ever? NEVER EVER play dota or maple as a "WAY" to destress.

Firstly, losing in dota make you kinda more stressed.

Secondly, It takes a few hours...

Thirdly, It is addictive and you will not be able to concentrate later when you are studying.

Staring at the computer for long hours strains your eyes and brain.

Good luck for your EOY preparation! Might wanna try make a timetable for your revision.

Nites(ZZZ, it is afternoon now...) Watever...

Friday, September 18, 2009

Girl Generation...






Taeyeon



Girls Generation!!!

AKA SNSD, is now the way to go. Forget about Koni Chui and get on with GG. They are a korean female band. Go try their songs, I would recommend Etude and Tell Me Your Wish... I do change idols rather quick don't you tink=)

No offensive to all my female readers but do u guys tink tat they are serious very attractive? And just look at their legs. Shoot, my nose bleeding again.

And take special notice to Taeyoen! She is my favourite=)

Friday

The resturant...

Me...







Well, have to make this a quick one, no time, EOY is approaching faster than it should be...

Well school was boring as usual. Thou floorball for PE was rather nice... Then came home to study and I end up surfing the net... Went for dinner at a resturant, was rather nice and I took a few photos on the way to my dad's car...

I should be studying and mugging now. Hardwork and sucess comes in a set, if I don't work hard for the next 19 days, I think I'm gonna regret it. Better not... Nites.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

WednesDAY...

Yesterday begin with school as usual. Got HEAVY flu and sore throat. Finally it was 2 o'clock and went for lunch. After tat, we boarded the bus to Victoria Sec. Seh Hian miss the bus and was left behind. Crenshawn, Eugnene were not going. Did warm-ups then BRING IT ON. The match ended 2-2, 3-0, 2-1, 5-1. Lost miserably but it was a good match. I scored 1 even tough I was ill.
Ryan, Dickson and Jarryl also made it on the scoresheet.

Went back home then dinner.

Today was just normal school life. I recovered a bit. Came back home to blog. Nothing much.

Haiz, EOY is only about 2 weeks away, All The Way!!! I might not be blogging for the time being due to EOY, sorry to all my readers. Nites.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

3 in 1 Day...

The 2-4 hunks(I tink tat the one in the middle most handsome)...





Oops, did not have the time to blog, sry to all my readers Let's combine 3 days in 1 post.

Sunday- Nothing much, basically just slacking at home.

Monday- School reopen! w8, is it suppose to be a good thing? Morning began wif prefect duty then lessons. O ya, our classroom was newly painted. Home-econs was fun, my rock bun totally failed(problem wif the oven la). After school, few of us took photos at our classroom. Decided to go to Derek's house to mug. Waaa, his house damn difficult to go... Reached thr ate lunch under his block. went up to his house. Rather messy but very clean. Did no do homework, instead it was a bit of blogging and dota(Don't come bomb me saying that I did'nt keep my promise or whatever). Stalker left at 6, we went to play badminton but thr was wind. Actually, Derek aso cockeye lor, he dunno miss how many shots... Took free bus to Yishun Mrt. Wilson took Mrt, me and Nan Zheng walked back from yishun to kahtib. 10 min walk ba. Reached home, eat sleep.

Tuesday- School as usual. Argh! I was sick 2day! Sore throat and running nose with a little fever. Hu cares. Took a nap during ACC and felt better after recess. Went to science center in the afternoon, boring lab... Went back to school for floorball training then dinner at Mac. God bless me that I don't fall sick 2morow. Friendly match against Victoria Sec. stupid la, phone de camera got problem... AH, EOY coming and I still don't feel the urge to study! I nid to start working now. 22 more days before it starts. Jia You!

Nites...

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Friendship...

I bet everyone of you have friends right? Did it feel good when one of your best friend is leaving you? Nope... Sadly, its happening to me, Nan Zheng is going to NjIp and there is nothing I can do with it but to say good-bye... I will never know whether I will be seeing him agn or what but I hope he will always rmb me... Rewind those memories...

Sec 1- 1st time we met, I was sitting behing Nz and Derek in class. Had so much fun, talking and playing around....

SO was formed, recruiting so many members( start to go home 2gether)

The sec 1 burst camp will nvr be the same without Nz, the camp helped me know Nz better( And he also taught me alot of STUFF) Yea, Nz called his girlfriend at midnight=)

The sec 1 interclass debate. We won, me Nz and zhi qi=)

OOps, I'm in debate now! Much thanks to Nz for guiding me in debate...

More and more debate training...

Maple! Haha, Nz woke up at 2 am just to train me in maple=)

Went swimming 2gether! (much debate on how coc* shld be, up or down)

EOY!!! Haha, went to library to study( Tats when we got to know Diana, Seorin and Lynda)

We entered PB together!

Ice-skating during december holidays!!!

Debate Camp!!! Woots, so fun!!! Soccer, spam debates, movies)

More and more debate!

PB! Talking during duty=) And in debate room=)

Lol, Nz quit PB.

I quit debate.

Started to distance but still very good friends=)

DOTA!!!

Lans be4 concerts!

Came to my house for soccer! then chambers!

Wilson's Birthday! So much fun! Cant finish the food!

NOW... Nz going to NjIp...

Thr is definitely more than this to our friendship but tats all I can rmb for now. Bye Nz. Hope we can cherish our friendship forever... Lets enjoy and make fun use of ths last term we have together=) I hope tat everyone can cherish every friend we have cose we nvr know when they will leave us... BB... sob

Saturday, September 12, 2009

A saturDay?

Gym session...














Haiz, late for training AGN!(As usual) Warm -up le went to gym. Stomache. Lol, went to teacher's toilet=) After training, went to kfc for lunch then went to the usual "hangout"(u know whr) and played 2 rounds. Dun ask me y I'm a hyporcrite I also dunno y I jus can't seem to control myself...

Went back home. Got a new phone!!! Yes!!! Sony Ericsson slidephone(dunno de model). Went for tuition then blogging now. To all 2-4 ppl who are reading, pls go Nz's blog... A whole post to us, sob, so touching...

Friday, September 11, 2009

Good boys don't lie...

Lol, check our Marilyn's blog, it is good girls dont lie... Haha...

I bet everyone of you reading tis post have lied before right? Don't say that you never lie before cose you are only lying to yourself now... I have to say that lying is not something good, everybody should face everything that is thrown in their way bravely, lying does not get you out of the whole thing but complicates it even more.

But are all lies bad? YES! Lying itself is bad, not matter what the purpose of it, is for. Honesty is impt, everybody shld be honest. Although sometimes lying can help to get your ass out of deep sh*t, it is wrong. We should face our problems bravely. You u have the balls to do it(Sry, I tink tat my main audience are guys...),have the balls to face it! This is lfe...

As a teenage, obviously I lied to my parents countless of time(w8 hu was the one saying that lying is bad).... but the only reason I lied to them rooted from the fact that they do not noe me well... I decided to write everything in my life into this blog(personal diary). Whether they want to check if I'm lying, whr did I go, they should at least have the brains to read my blog. Tats all I got for them. From now on, I WILL be honest to everybody, lying is bad. As for my parents, If they wanna noe whether i went lan or what, they should start by reading my blog, cose I will never lie to my fellow readers!!

I noe that not lying is very difficult sometimes but at least try your best not to lie, honesty simplfies things while lying complicates thigs. You have to use another lie to cover up for your 1st lie and so on... It is an endless cycle, don't start it!

Nites...

What are friends for?

WHAT are friends?
Are they 1) the people who stand by you when you need them or are they
2) the ppl who you enjoy being with?

I cant seem to decide... Let's go down the list( alphabetical order)... may gonna miss out some ppl, cant write all. I will just have to write those that i can rmb for now.. Will, be adding more..

Arturo- 2) He is so full of information he learnt from Hwa Chong,as in the boys' stuff=) So cool...

Bryan Tang- 2) Freaking humorous!!! Man, can't seem to stop laugh when he is around...

Crenshawn- 1,2) A friend that I often hang out with. In term of dota or talking, his comments often result in a smile on my face=) A friend who is always willing to help me when i need him..

Darius- 1,2)My Da Ge!!! Though a bit painful to be with him=), he is the kind of friend who is willing to help me in studies or any other area.

Darryl- 1,2) He definitely helped me alot in dota, trying to teach me how to be pro... Nice yu gi oh btw, the old times...

Derek-1,2) !!!<-- hyper active!!! Well, he may just be one of my closest friend=) Though a BIT hyper-active... and retarded at times, he has always been my brother=) Cant help not to smile when he is around. Always more than willing to help me=)

Elliot-2) Bai Chi=) tats wat I call him, w8. Its everybody=) He is so retarded in such a cute way! Always make me smile=)Entertaining and noe wat? He is even more cute when he is serious=) which he nvr can=)

Eugene- 1,2) Before i even start, the scene whr he is jumping up and down with a smile on his face will pop up in my brain=) He is always smiling, cheering ppl up, always a brother, willing to help me. Thr is so much more=) Being around him, frowning is not an option...

Ferlyn- 2)Long time no see, zzz still haven see each other... Erm, so fun with you? Erm, i mean being with you=) Though a bit painful... punches...

Gibson, Hao Zhe, Ivan- 2) Always smiling...

Isaac- 2) Altough talking to u might be a bit straining... ( my neck, ouch) =), erm you have always been a great friend, always cheering me up... Doing floorball drills with me, although most of the time I'm fooling around and u seem to be able to tolerate me. yea and teaching me dota=)

Jarryl- 3? Noe you not for long but always a great friend and a teammate=)

Jie Ying- 1,2) Who is he? O ya, stalker=) ALWAYS smiling, seriously always. Tell me one occassion he is not smiling and i give you a hundred bucks... Helpful, fun and following me?Though it have only been half a year, I think i noe him rather well, so well tat I even noe tat he wears his shirt the wrong way=)

Jonathan- 2) I MUST serious ty u for all the lan u treated=) Always smiling too=)

Joshua- 1,2) Always smiling and teaching me how to improve in floorball. And ty for the help with the blog.

Lander- 2) So fun guy to be with. And so hungry guy to be with=) Ty for dota tips as well. Gonna score against u soon=)

Lynda, Diana- 1,2) Ty for teaching me how to ice-skate=)

Min Hao -2) Such a great friend, such a fun friend=) So fun to dota with you.

Nan Zheng-1,2) waa, y mus go nj? gonna miss you... So fun to be around you, debate, dota, classes, outside school, library, maple, thr just seem to be so many memories i cant seem to recall...

Nigel-2) Master of suaning!!! Haha. Ty for all the great time with you suaning duck and all the football stuff. And I'm gonna beat you on fifa one day...

Ryan- 1,2) Such a good brother and VERY painful=) Always going to dinner, unlike boss... Great time with you even since we met, dota, floorball, Eugene's house, school, recess duty, haha...

Scott- 2) Dun tink he b reading tis but i have to include him. Such a cute boy...

Shi Ni, Shi Yu- 2) Rewinding the old days... so fun and so comfortable with you guys, w8, you girls=)

Wei ren-2) Mr videos and nice dota!!!

Wilson-1,2) I seriousy have to thank u for w8ing for me every morning( I'm always late) and all the great time i have with u... PPL, he has a lot of dark secrets...=) Ty for all the maximum ride books=)

You Hong- 2) I sort of count you as my dota shi fu... Ty for teaching me Dota!!! And all the great time doing duty and talking dota with you=)

Zheng Wei- 2) We have dark secret too=) Bathing 2gether is so damn cool, plus, twice ; )

Zoe 2) My mei mei=) So cute!!!

If i left out any of you, pls tell me on cbox ty.

Friends i hope nvr to c agn...

KIM SEORIN- U f****** dao me like 3 times!!!

Wow, took me 30 minutes to write tis post. Phew, i tink tat i have more friends who I enjoy being wif than friends who help me when I'm in nid=) U ppl might wan to consider whether you have more of which types of friends? Nites

A Fun Day...

Shoot, I'm gonna finish all the " A ____ Day", zzzz. Day began wif me rushing to school, always late... When I reached, warm-up was already starting... Did warm-ups then gym. Got a new gym programme, more tough thou.

Went for lunch then went back to school for court training... At 1 sharp, Mr Han told us to keep the balls, put our stick outside the court... ALL OF THIS= Sucide Drill !!! I was like WTF, just ate lunch... TO our dismay, we actually played handball (something like that, only wif a rugby). Started off fine but then we were losing, Mr Han suddenly grabbed the rugby and ran. Handball >>> Rugby. Freaking fun. BANG, SCREAM, BANG!!!

Training as usual, came back home and started blogging... Nothing much 2day...

Reflection: Although I may have deleted dota, but my mind is still with it. I'm reading guides and watching videos to relieve the pain of quitting dota. I find this very annoying, quit dota to study well but my mind is still with dota and my playing time is replaced by reading guides... Is'nt it the same... Haiz, I will try my best to get rid of any thing related to dota... 32 more days to the end of EOY, 32 to dota....

Haven started revision yet, better catch up...

Thursday, September 10, 2009

A ok Day...

Training at 10.30... Reach on time(Late as usual) During training, I got the same problem wif my ear(pressure in my ear) and could not train properly... Sad, training was very tiring as usual...
Woots, getting friendly with VS next thursday... Cant w8..

After training, the usual clan(Min Hao, Eugene, Stalker, Ryan, Isaac, Lander, Cren and me) went to KFC to lick people's finger. Erm sry, went thr to have lunch...

Went to Eugene's house after tat... ( Lander,Cren,Min Hao,Isaac left 1st) Watch a few dota replays... Bathed, Halo(Got owned... Agn...) Went back home... Dinner... Maths Quiz....(Rmb do ah) took me 2 hrs. Could only blog at 10+... Tats all... Nites... 33 more days to Dota... 33 more days of mugging!!!

Is it possible to change personality? Is it needed?

Have you ever tried acting cool in front of girls (Sry, I think my main audience are guys), and end up doing retarded stuffs like what you used to do? Yes, that's you. You are born to be yourself, not a duplication of another person. Be yourself. You may feel that you are not as cool as the other guys (unlike Darrell) , or not as humorous as(Darrell agn), not as talented as(Darrell), nvr get the girls(unlike Darrell,how does he do tat?) But THAT Is You!!!

You do not have to change yourself to suit the ppl around you, but change the ppl around you to suit youself. (Nice long sentence agn=) As you can see from above, I hopelessly like to praise myself but no matter how retarded ppl may think of me, I don't change myself, but change the people around me. I hang out wif people who actually enjoy being wif me! If you actually know me well enuf, I THINK(emphasize) that I have a rather huge bunch of friends, cose I do not change my personality, I'm always me! Nobody else, just me.

IDOLS!!! Erm, i bet most of you have idols rite? (You may want to make Koni Lui yr idol now, join me=) So is idol-ing sort of not being yourself? Actually, I think tat it is up to you how you view it...

1) Idol-ing is copying!!! Be yourself!!!
or
2) It is just admiring somebody, nothing to do with copying the personality and stuff...

Vote at Cbox,ty. Nites(Zzz, my only sign off)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Slack Day

Bball court, Isaac wif cheese fries..


To Eugene's house...













The day began with me rushing to school(as usual I'm always late) when i reached, it was already 9. Training starts at 9, phew. I look around and realised tat derek and some ppl( erm actually thr is alot) ppl who are not here. I called derek and the conversation being like tis:

Darrell: Yo, whr are u?
Derek: (Cooly) At home la...
Darrell: training start at 9 leh
Derek: (not as cool) wat! i thought at ten?
Darrell: change le la
Derek: Ok, bb. (rushing...)

Sadly, Derek, Min Hao and a few other had to sit out for training. Mr Han don't let them train... After training, Mr Han gave us lecture on bla bla bla...

After that, Isaac, Lander, Derek, Cren, Min Hao, Stalker, Ryan, Eugene and I went for lunch. After lunch, Lander, Eugene, Ryan went to get the basketball while the rest of us waited at the basketball court. Me, Derek, Min Hao and Stalker hide at a corner hoping to scam Eugene and the rest tat we went home. Fail.

Played Basketball, kinda own. We played Sec 2 n 1 vs Sec 3. Totally OWNED. While playing, we discuss about wat Mr Han had told us( Vaguely remembering something about sand)

Went to Eugene's house after tat. On the way, I hid the Bball behind me and Ryan started to ask whr the ball is. Everybody start looking for it and everybody saw it except for Eugene=) Took him around 1 more min to notice it=) Reached his house and bathed. Cool, stalker and Cren are afraid of Mandy(Eugene's Dog). Played poker with Min Hao stalker and Derek.I won both rounds. Won Ryan and Cren in chinese chess but TOTALLY GOT owned in Halo(Me and Derek) Haiz, went home, made spagetti(Not Bad). Do hw, then blogging=) Nites.