I bet many of you were very EMO after you got your results back right? C'mon! It is not the end of the world! Since it is already over, there is nothing you can do with it, there is no point crying over spilt milk! Cheer up people!
Since the exams are already over, the marks would'nt change, there is no point being EMo about it. Be positive, rmb to look at things from a different perspective! Life still goes on! If you did not do well this term, then promise yourself to work even harder for next year! Use this hatred in your heart to push youself even further next year! CHEER UP PPL!!
Friday, October 30, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Are you addicted to Dota?
The pictures are not related or anything , just wanna you to see this handsome author's face=)
Have you been rushing home everyday after school to play dota? Feel very bored at school cose you can't dota? No mood to do anything else cose the time can be better spent playing dota? If you got any of the 3 above, YOU ARE ADDICTED! Just like me now...
Actually, there is nothing wrong playing dota now as EOY is over and now should be the time we enjoy ourselves to the max! But excess of anything (including Dota) is bad. I'm not saying at playing dota is bad, but we can also spend time on other activities as well, such as going out with friends, catching a movie or playing basketball or something. Don't let Dota control You, let You control Dota!
I know that my holidays will not be spend entirely on the computer as I have training almost everyday so I dun have to worry much. For those of you who stays at home everyday, pls do something meaningful. Dun be like when ppl ask you what have you done for the holidays, you can only say "DOTA".
Actually, there is nothing wrong playing dota now as EOY is over and now should be the time we enjoy ourselves to the max! But excess of anything (including Dota) is bad. I'm not saying at playing dota is bad, but we can also spend time on other activities as well, such as going out with friends, catching a movie or playing basketball or something. Don't let Dota control You, let You control Dota!
I know that my holidays will not be spend entirely on the computer as I have training almost everyday so I dun have to worry much. For those of you who stays at home everyday, pls do something meaningful. Dun be like when ppl ask you what have you done for the holidays, you can only say "DOTA".
Sunday, October 25, 2009
PB camp...
Came back on saturday, mum say sunday morning let me blog, in the end, "he"(You noe who) use the com till dinner. Until now, then i get to blog...
5.45 - 6.00: Play dota at home till very late, had to take taxi to school. I thought it will be like 7,8 bucks. WTF, 11 bucks! Rob my $!
6.00 - 7.00: Mark attendance bla bla bla...
7.00 - 8.00: Had to teach the rest of the Sec 2 the cheer which we will be performing to Mr Teo later... Spit blood, wanted to shout but dun wan offend ppl so just keep quiet... Sore throat sia...
8.00- 9.00: Dinner! Buffet! Rocks to the core! Was super nice. Ate like 15 pieces of watermelon and 5 piece of dragonfruit so that I will not fall ill. There were tarts and a lot of nice food!
9.00 - 10.15: Waiting for mr Teo in the auditorium, was super boring...
10.15 - 12.45: The performance! Farwell performance for Mr Teo. Starting with Bryan Ong giving a super funny speech, Sec1 did a skit, then a video dedicated to Mr Teo, we did the cheer, Sec 3 formed a band and sang 2 songs... Then a lot of crap, speeches bla bla bla.... i was getting very sleepy then. Was cold and tired. BTW, Miss Hua will be the new discipline teacher in-charge.
12.45- 1.30- Treasure Hunt! We had to go to various places base on the clue given and search for the riddle and guess a letter. 12 letters in total, it forms a word. It was super fun, Sec 3 were hiding and scaring us. My group rocks to the core, we were super fast and we even hid and scared the other groups, lol. But we were not 1st thou, haha.
1.30- 2.00: Wash up! Had like half an hour to bathe, so shiok!
2.00 - 6.30: Sleeping =/
6.30 - 7.30: Woke up and dressed up!
7.30 - 8.30: Was suppose to be morning PT but it was more of game=) Quite lame la.
8.30 - 9.00: Breakfast.
9.00 - 1.00: Went to floorball training. court was nice, played with Aguernnauts(Duno how spell), J.B was super Zai! Damn fast, damn skillful!
1.00 - 1.45: Lunch! was super tired le.
1.45 - 3.00: Watched the 2nd half of the movie, totally did not understand as I missed the 1st half. Was sleeping...
3.00 - 4.30: Games planned by AIC( I'm AIC btw, Assissant In-Charge). 2 games in total, 1st game was to look for items around the school. 2nd game was to blindfold a group member and lead him around the school. Was kinda fun.
4.30-5.30: Dimissed!
Overall, the camp was super fun, super relaxed. I seriously enjoyed myself but was a bit tired. Food was nice=) The Sec3 were all very nice too, including Marcus Teo=) Had a lot of fun...
5.45 - 6.00: Play dota at home till very late, had to take taxi to school. I thought it will be like 7,8 bucks. WTF, 11 bucks! Rob my $!
6.00 - 7.00: Mark attendance bla bla bla...
7.00 - 8.00: Had to teach the rest of the Sec 2 the cheer which we will be performing to Mr Teo later... Spit blood, wanted to shout but dun wan offend ppl so just keep quiet... Sore throat sia...
8.00- 9.00: Dinner! Buffet! Rocks to the core! Was super nice. Ate like 15 pieces of watermelon and 5 piece of dragonfruit so that I will not fall ill. There were tarts and a lot of nice food!
9.00 - 10.15: Waiting for mr Teo in the auditorium, was super boring...
10.15 - 12.45: The performance! Farwell performance for Mr Teo. Starting with Bryan Ong giving a super funny speech, Sec1 did a skit, then a video dedicated to Mr Teo, we did the cheer, Sec 3 formed a band and sang 2 songs... Then a lot of crap, speeches bla bla bla.... i was getting very sleepy then. Was cold and tired. BTW, Miss Hua will be the new discipline teacher in-charge.
12.45- 1.30- Treasure Hunt! We had to go to various places base on the clue given and search for the riddle and guess a letter. 12 letters in total, it forms a word. It was super fun, Sec 3 were hiding and scaring us. My group rocks to the core, we were super fast and we even hid and scared the other groups, lol. But we were not 1st thou, haha.
1.30- 2.00: Wash up! Had like half an hour to bathe, so shiok!
2.00 - 6.30: Sleeping =/
6.30 - 7.30: Woke up and dressed up!
7.30 - 8.30: Was suppose to be morning PT but it was more of game=) Quite lame la.
8.30 - 9.00: Breakfast.
9.00 - 1.00: Went to floorball training. court was nice, played with Aguernnauts(Duno how spell), J.B was super Zai! Damn fast, damn skillful!
1.00 - 1.45: Lunch! was super tired le.
1.45 - 3.00: Watched the 2nd half of the movie, totally did not understand as I missed the 1st half. Was sleeping...
3.00 - 4.30: Games planned by AIC( I'm AIC btw, Assissant In-Charge). 2 games in total, 1st game was to look for items around the school. 2nd game was to blindfold a group member and lead him around the school. Was kinda fun.
4.30-5.30: Dimissed!
Overall, the camp was super fun, super relaxed. I seriously enjoyed myself but was a bit tired. Food was nice=) The Sec3 were all very nice too, including Marcus Teo=) Had a lot of fun...
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Sick at home...
It was purely boring. Woke up at 11.30. Played PSP till lunch, watch TV till 4. Dota till 6.30.
Nothing much to write on, and start to find dota rather boring now... Result were still not bad, got an A1 for chinese!!! A1 for geography but got B3 for maths and failed science paper thou...
2morow will be prefect camp, hope I can get well soon=) I also hope that I will enjoy the camp too=)
Step 1 of "becoming a pro in dota" is OUT! Do check it out at www.darrellfb2.blogspot.com
Nites! And ty for all your concern for me. I be okay...
Nothing much to write on, and start to find dota rather boring now... Result were still not bad, got an A1 for chinese!!! A1 for geography but got B3 for maths and failed science paper thou...
2morow will be prefect camp, hope I can get well soon=) I also hope that I will enjoy the camp too=)
Step 1 of "becoming a pro in dota" is OUT! Do check it out at www.darrellfb2.blogspot.com
Nites! And ty for all your concern for me. I be okay...
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
A typical after EOY school day...
As usual, I was late when meeting Wilson at the Mrt station, btw Nz was also thr. When I was in the train, Derek called me and told me tat today we are suppose to report at 7.00 instead of the usual 7.20 due to some prefect camp issues.
I was like OMG, since I was already late, no point rushing, so the three of us walked to school at a normal pace. I went for the meeting and was not noticed late, I dunno y also. I went to ask around and the reply was" Did'nt do anything...".
Phew, then morning duty as usual, then it was class. play a bit of chinese chess before ACC. OMG, half the class did not bring their books so there was a hectic rush to borrow books from other classes. Here comes. Nan Zheng came back to class, walked in super naturally. I was like thinking, He is gonna get through this so easily. Without warning, the book dropped out of his shirt with a lou 'plat' sound. The entire class burst into laughter. LOL, he is GOOD. Here comes the even better one, Elliot was like camping outside the classroom w8ing for a chance to slip in. Finally, the teacher looked away and I signalled him to get in. Good job, he is in! As his nickname(Bai Chi) speaks for himself, he went to drink water... Btw, you are not allowed to drink water during ACC class! Nice one Elliot... spend the rest of his time outside class.
After recess, the whole class was at the music room talking. we played truth or dare. Was retarded. Pumped right beside the teacher, WOW.
Back to class was still the same thing. After that, we played a number game, dun bother to explain the rules... Was kinda fun...
After school ended, Derek and I used Nz's com to surf the net and went for floorball training after tat. 'Pant' 'Pant' Was rather tiring after such a long break. Was kinda off form.
Dinner at Mac wif the floorball gang and went back home....
Btw, I be having prefect camp this friday and saturday so no point trying to contact me=)
Nites... God bless everybody that we will get good results for our EOY.
Will be posting the 1st step out of 9 step in "Becoming a pro in dota" soon, watch out, I wrote out everything but got no time to post it... Will inform you guys once it is out!
I was like OMG, since I was already late, no point rushing, so the three of us walked to school at a normal pace. I went for the meeting and was not noticed late, I dunno y also. I went to ask around and the reply was" Did'nt do anything...".
Phew, then morning duty as usual, then it was class. play a bit of chinese chess before ACC. OMG, half the class did not bring their books so there was a hectic rush to borrow books from other classes. Here comes. Nan Zheng came back to class, walked in super naturally. I was like thinking, He is gonna get through this so easily. Without warning, the book dropped out of his shirt with a lou 'plat' sound. The entire class burst into laughter. LOL, he is GOOD. Here comes the even better one, Elliot was like camping outside the classroom w8ing for a chance to slip in. Finally, the teacher looked away and I signalled him to get in. Good job, he is in! As his nickname(Bai Chi) speaks for himself, he went to drink water... Btw, you are not allowed to drink water during ACC class! Nice one Elliot... spend the rest of his time outside class.
After recess, the whole class was at the music room talking. we played truth or dare. Was retarded. Pumped right beside the teacher, WOW.
Back to class was still the same thing. After that, we played a number game, dun bother to explain the rules... Was kinda fun...
After school ended, Derek and I used Nz's com to surf the net and went for floorball training after tat. 'Pant' 'Pant' Was rather tiring after such a long break. Was kinda off form.
Dinner at Mac wif the floorball gang and went back home....
Btw, I be having prefect camp this friday and saturday so no point trying to contact me=)
Nites... God bless everybody that we will get good results for our EOY.
Will be posting the 1st step out of 9 step in "Becoming a pro in dota" soon, watch out, I wrote out everything but got no time to post it... Will inform you guys once it is out!
Monday, October 19, 2009
A HOT sunday at bugis...
The sun was freaking hell burning me to death! Plus, I was wearing jeans and black T-shirt! Darn....
It was rather ok, many girls were looking at me, guess I was too smartly dressed + Handsome=)
Actually, Bugis is a good place to catch up with fashion and stuffs and the stores thr are meant for young teenagers like us and we can also go there and see how people dress up too...
In the shopping mall was still ok but out at the streets, I almost died...
Took a bus to chinatown, parents wen to shop AGN, while me and my cousins went to hide somewhere and spam psp, dinner then came home=)
Nites... Short and sweet.
It was rather ok, many girls were looking at me, guess I was too smartly dressed + Handsome=)
Actually, Bugis is a good place to catch up with fashion and stuffs and the stores thr are meant for young teenagers like us and we can also go there and see how people dress up too...
In the shopping mall was still ok but out at the streets, I almost died...
Took a bus to chinatown, parents wen to shop AGN, while me and my cousins went to hide somewhere and spam psp, dinner then came home=)
Nites... Short and sweet.
Friday, October 16, 2009
WTF...
Know why I put WTF as the title? Read on I think you will start saying WTF too....
Tuesday after the maths paper, did gym and then team meeting then LAN! Exam just end then got training straight( 1st WTF) But its still ok la. Lan was kinda fun... Did'nt really own or get own=)
Here, comes the real WTF, I just came back home after lan. Mum told me not to use computer( 2nd WTF! Hello, exams just ended...) Hu cares, I just switch on the com and played my 1st dota match ever since I deleted dota. Hurray! I was playing for 20 minutes when my father came in and tell me to stop ( 20 minutes stop? Haven even started WTF)...
After the 1st game, I decided to go bath and switch off the computer cose I don't want to anger my mum. 10 minutes later, Mum came home, oops still bathing. Here comes! "Boy! Why you now then bath?"
"Erm, was playing computer mah... Exam just over leh.."WTF, she kao bei-ed for the next half an hour....
Oops again, mum found out that I haven take off the buttons on my uniform!
Dunno wat happened to her, she took away the keyboard and mouse. WTF!
Reason being: Play com till like that, don't want bath and did not take off the button! Dun let you play... WTF, stupid and unreasonable...
Exam just over, the 1st day that I can finally play com then it was gone...WTF
I was damn EMO, then I went to nego with my parents to get the keyboard back.. Failed damn it...
Super EMo-ed, I could only play with his rubix cube on his bed. Was damn hot and went to ask Dad if can switch on the air-con. Dunno what got into him, he came to my room and scolded me for like half an hour straight. Of course, Darrell was not to be messed with, the arguement began like this:
" Weather not hot, on air con for what? I not hot you hot meh?"
"You not hot does'nt mean I not hot right?"
"I say cannot means CANNOT"
"..."
"Just now say hungry right? Did'nt eat dinner right?"
" Walao, I got eat la. Don't believe can call my friends la. 4 of us eat together de!"
"I just repeat what you say.."
" I said I ate McDonald with my friends and I'm now hungry... What I say?"
"Means you did'nt eat then will hungry la..."
"I didnt say that lor, is you say one hor. Don't believe can call my friends!"
"You threatening me isit?"
" Whr got, is you don't believe yr own son. Eat dinner aso don't believe.. Before exam, keep keyboard and mouse, after exam aso keep keyboard and mouse, might as well don't put the computer in my room!"
"Computer not yrs, ppl need use. Put your room cannot meh?"
"Exam just over you keep the keyboard and mouse, Ppl finally can play com then you keep it. What is this?"
Bored, took out rubix cube and played while arguing...
" I dun like you play com leh"
"Nvrm, I can dun play de (Mind think of jony and lan)"
"I TELL U> I DUN LIKE YOU PLAY COM LEH> I DUN LIKE YOU PLAY COM LEH!" Hitting my rubix cube on the floor... Scream his voice out loud.
When I was about to speak, he just shout louder than me, "I dun like you play leh!" What could I do? Punch him meh? wanted to but can't...
So I just stone thr lor, then he thought that he loud then he win and continue to kao bei me, but I decided to keep quiet cause in the end, once he shout I have to shuttup or punch him meh so I switch off the light and out on my earpiece and emo...
Then he continue his kao bei spree by coming to my room every 2 minutes to kao bei me for the next hour, finally he gave up....
I cried. This is the 1st time I cried in 4 years. I cried not be'cose I'm afraid of him but felt sad be'cose I have a father who do not understand me, do not trust me and do not know what I really need... He do not know who I'm really am... Does he know That I scold vulgaries? He know I go lan? He don't even know my CCA is floorball, he keep saying softball. He know any of my friends? He know wat is SNSD? He know I only got a dollar for lunch? He know I play dota? He know I got a blog? he know computer is my life? He understand me at all?
NO, he don't know anything? Unreasonable, stingy( After eating recess, I only got 1 dollar for lunch WTF), Fu*ked up! Eat dinner also need supect... If I everyday have to skip lunch then obviously I be hungry at night, stupid...
Can you feel my sorrow at that time? Have you ever really seen me cry? I'm always the kind that laugh laugh laugh, emo awhile then ok le. I was never sad.... This was the 1st time...
I was crying really badly under my blanket... Why did I have such a father? One that keep the keyboard and mouse straight after the exams, suspect his son all the time, give his son 1 dollar for lunch, kao bei like shyt? Why me?
Luckily, Wilson accompanied me throughout the night through sms me, made me feel slightly better thou. Then suddenly he came to my room and want to talk to me. Waste my fu*king 1 hour talking to him and in the end he still did not give me back my keyborad and mouse...
Fu*ker, from then on I did not talk to him in the face or call him"dad" when we meet, cose he don't derserve it. The only reason I will lie is be'cose of the fact that he do not understand me thats y I lie and this cose him not to trust me. I told him studying is my job, Dota, blogging and floorball is my life, if he takes away my com then he will be taking away 2/3 of my life... But he never understood any of them and still tries to discourage me from using computer...
My future ambitions all lies with my interest now...(blog= Writer, Dota=join MYM oneday, Floorball=National team oneday)
But he never undrstood any of this, he will never understand me...
I'm the kind that talks alot among friends rite but it is totally different for me at home. I go home bath and go to my room and stone( No light somemore cose mum say waste electricity)
Got food then go eat, go TV then watch, Nothing then go back room and stone. I nvr speak at home cose once I open my mouth, I get scolded... No com, No games, No nothing...
That's why I nvr say I'm going home, I always say that I'm going back to my house. Home is a place whr thr is love, warmth, trust and understanding. House is a place whr you keep yr things, bath eat and sleep...
Marking day that day I was EMO, but I did'nt show it, except to Wilson thou... I was dreading not to go home. I may always seem to be cheerful but you nvr know how much I hate to go home... How bottled up my sadness is....
I'm never gonna speak to my father face to face again, NEVER Ever Again!
Btw, view update dota strategies at www.darrellfb2.blogspot.com
Tuesday after the maths paper, did gym and then team meeting then LAN! Exam just end then got training straight( 1st WTF) But its still ok la. Lan was kinda fun... Did'nt really own or get own=)
Here, comes the real WTF, I just came back home after lan. Mum told me not to use computer( 2nd WTF! Hello, exams just ended...) Hu cares, I just switch on the com and played my 1st dota match ever since I deleted dota. Hurray! I was playing for 20 minutes when my father came in and tell me to stop ( 20 minutes stop? Haven even started WTF)...
After the 1st game, I decided to go bath and switch off the computer cose I don't want to anger my mum. 10 minutes later, Mum came home, oops still bathing. Here comes! "Boy! Why you now then bath?"
"Erm, was playing computer mah... Exam just over leh.."WTF, she kao bei-ed for the next half an hour....
Oops again, mum found out that I haven take off the buttons on my uniform!
Dunno wat happened to her, she took away the keyboard and mouse. WTF!
Reason being: Play com till like that, don't want bath and did not take off the button! Dun let you play... WTF, stupid and unreasonable...
Exam just over, the 1st day that I can finally play com then it was gone...WTF
I was damn EMO, then I went to nego with my parents to get the keyboard back.. Failed damn it...
Super EMo-ed, I could only play with his rubix cube on his bed. Was damn hot and went to ask Dad if can switch on the air-con. Dunno what got into him, he came to my room and scolded me for like half an hour straight. Of course, Darrell was not to be messed with, the arguement began like this:
" Weather not hot, on air con for what? I not hot you hot meh?"
"You not hot does'nt mean I not hot right?"
"I say cannot means CANNOT"
"..."
"Just now say hungry right? Did'nt eat dinner right?"
" Walao, I got eat la. Don't believe can call my friends la. 4 of us eat together de!"
"I just repeat what you say.."
" I said I ate McDonald with my friends and I'm now hungry... What I say?"
"Means you did'nt eat then will hungry la..."
"I didnt say that lor, is you say one hor. Don't believe can call my friends!"
"You threatening me isit?"
" Whr got, is you don't believe yr own son. Eat dinner aso don't believe.. Before exam, keep keyboard and mouse, after exam aso keep keyboard and mouse, might as well don't put the computer in my room!"
"Computer not yrs, ppl need use. Put your room cannot meh?"
"Exam just over you keep the keyboard and mouse, Ppl finally can play com then you keep it. What is this?"
Bored, took out rubix cube and played while arguing...
" I dun like you play com leh"
"Nvrm, I can dun play de (Mind think of jony and lan)"
"I TELL U> I DUN LIKE YOU PLAY COM LEH> I DUN LIKE YOU PLAY COM LEH!" Hitting my rubix cube on the floor... Scream his voice out loud.
When I was about to speak, he just shout louder than me, "I dun like you play leh!" What could I do? Punch him meh? wanted to but can't...
So I just stone thr lor, then he thought that he loud then he win and continue to kao bei me, but I decided to keep quiet cause in the end, once he shout I have to shuttup or punch him meh so I switch off the light and out on my earpiece and emo...
Then he continue his kao bei spree by coming to my room every 2 minutes to kao bei me for the next hour, finally he gave up....
I cried. This is the 1st time I cried in 4 years. I cried not be'cose I'm afraid of him but felt sad be'cose I have a father who do not understand me, do not trust me and do not know what I really need... He do not know who I'm really am... Does he know That I scold vulgaries? He know I go lan? He don't even know my CCA is floorball, he keep saying softball. He know any of my friends? He know wat is SNSD? He know I only got a dollar for lunch? He know I play dota? He know I got a blog? he know computer is my life? He understand me at all?
NO, he don't know anything? Unreasonable, stingy( After eating recess, I only got 1 dollar for lunch WTF), Fu*ked up! Eat dinner also need supect... If I everyday have to skip lunch then obviously I be hungry at night, stupid...
Can you feel my sorrow at that time? Have you ever really seen me cry? I'm always the kind that laugh laugh laugh, emo awhile then ok le. I was never sad.... This was the 1st time...
I was crying really badly under my blanket... Why did I have such a father? One that keep the keyboard and mouse straight after the exams, suspect his son all the time, give his son 1 dollar for lunch, kao bei like shyt? Why me?
Luckily, Wilson accompanied me throughout the night through sms me, made me feel slightly better thou. Then suddenly he came to my room and want to talk to me. Waste my fu*king 1 hour talking to him and in the end he still did not give me back my keyborad and mouse...
Fu*ker, from then on I did not talk to him in the face or call him"dad" when we meet, cose he don't derserve it. The only reason I will lie is be'cose of the fact that he do not understand me thats y I lie and this cose him not to trust me. I told him studying is my job, Dota, blogging and floorball is my life, if he takes away my com then he will be taking away 2/3 of my life... But he never understood any of them and still tries to discourage me from using computer...
My future ambitions all lies with my interest now...(blog= Writer, Dota=join MYM oneday, Floorball=National team oneday)
But he never undrstood any of this, he will never understand me...
I'm the kind that talks alot among friends rite but it is totally different for me at home. I go home bath and go to my room and stone( No light somemore cose mum say waste electricity)
Got food then go eat, go TV then watch, Nothing then go back room and stone. I nvr speak at home cose once I open my mouth, I get scolded... No com, No games, No nothing...
That's why I nvr say I'm going home, I always say that I'm going back to my house. Home is a place whr thr is love, warmth, trust and understanding. House is a place whr you keep yr things, bath eat and sleep...
Marking day that day I was EMO, but I did'nt show it, except to Wilson thou... I was dreading not to go home. I may always seem to be cheerful but you nvr know how much I hate to go home... How bottled up my sadness is....
I'm never gonna speak to my father face to face again, NEVER Ever Again!
Btw, view update dota strategies at www.darrellfb2.blogspot.com
EOY finally ended!!!!
Finally, EOY have ended!!! Huray!!! Erm, sorry to all readers, I was unable to blog for a period of time due to the above reason...
Plans for after EOY? Dota, Dota and Dota... Haha, no life right? No la, it will be dota, floorball, basketball, and maybe movies ba.
It turned out rather boring after EOY, school activities are totally lame, board games and even more board games... Dota is starting to get boring too. Life seem kinda meaningless, slightly I mean. At least it is better than mugging=)
Guys, hope your can make use of your holidays better and don't let computer games terrorise your holidays, try doing something else other than gaming, this way, life will be a bit more meaningful=)
Nites...
Plans for after EOY? Dota, Dota and Dota... Haha, no life right? No la, it will be dota, floorball, basketball, and maybe movies ba.
It turned out rather boring after EOY, school activities are totally lame, board games and even more board games... Dota is starting to get boring too. Life seem kinda meaningless, slightly I mean. At least it is better than mugging=)
Guys, hope your can make use of your holidays better and don't let computer games terrorise your holidays, try doing something else other than gaming, this way, life will be a bit more meaningful=)
Nites...
Sunday, October 11, 2009
The girl I once liked...
Hi readers, if you ever metion anything about this post in front of me, I will just tell you that I don't know anything... So don't try to ask any questions regarding this topic after you read it... I may turn EMO if you persist... The only person I told was before was Isaac, due to some conditions and negiotiations...
Well, I knew her since 1 year ago, around this period, just before EOY> We got to each other at the library. She was Nz's de fren de fren. The first time I saw her, I was already attracted to her. Btw, she is korean. Yes, by now, maybe a few of you will noe her already, especially, Darius, DEREK, Wilson and Nz. LOL. It was about the time when I was about to ask her out for a date or something when many things happened. I found out she got a ex-boyfriend, thr was internal conflict between Nz, Li Nan(Nz primary school friend) ,Wilson and Derek for girls. That totally messed me up pretty badly. No offense to Nz, but he simply like all the girls out there, I decided to rest and wait...
Realising that friendship and boy-girl relationship were closely related, I decided that in order not to harm brother's relationship, I will not like her anymore. Things did not end then. Although I knew that I should not be falling for her again, I made her my JIE. At least that sort of keep us in contact. We went out as a group. Movies, ice-skating, so much fun... I will never forget, her smile, the way she speaks or the way she try to act cute... But not anymore, cose I'm gonna forget her...
After SOME incident, she distanced from us. She didn't even reply my messages. I was utterly sad, I was at least her DI...
We did not talk for a long long time since then until yesterday night. I sms-ed her. She replied for the 1st time in 7 months. I replied to her message, and I told myself if she reply to this, I will confess. But for the next 2 hours thr was nothing.... Suddenly, she told me her battery was flat and sry for late reply. I was so freaking happy she did not dao me anymore, I sms her again and told myself she is giving me a chance. But the sms was never replied again. Dun think her battery ran out again... I from then on decided to give up on her, she gave me hope and broke it again...
You might say that I do not have the balls like Nz, Wilson or even Derek to tell a girl that I like her, even thou u might get rejected... I sort of admire them for their bravery... Maybe I should have told her then but it is too late to regret now...
I decide to forget about her and move on with life. There is always another girl which might be better=) I'm so glad that I at least have the courage to write on this blog. RMB what was written in the 1st parargragh. Btw, do you think I should at least tell her that I once liked her or wat? Leave a message in Cbox. Nites.... Haiz...
Well, I knew her since 1 year ago, around this period, just before EOY> We got to each other at the library. She was Nz's de fren de fren. The first time I saw her, I was already attracted to her. Btw, she is korean. Yes, by now, maybe a few of you will noe her already, especially, Darius, DEREK, Wilson and Nz. LOL. It was about the time when I was about to ask her out for a date or something when many things happened. I found out she got a ex-boyfriend, thr was internal conflict between Nz, Li Nan(Nz primary school friend) ,Wilson and Derek for girls. That totally messed me up pretty badly. No offense to Nz, but he simply like all the girls out there, I decided to rest and wait...
Realising that friendship and boy-girl relationship were closely related, I decided that in order not to harm brother's relationship, I will not like her anymore. Things did not end then. Although I knew that I should not be falling for her again, I made her my JIE. At least that sort of keep us in contact. We went out as a group. Movies, ice-skating, so much fun... I will never forget, her smile, the way she speaks or the way she try to act cute... But not anymore, cose I'm gonna forget her...
After SOME incident, she distanced from us. She didn't even reply my messages. I was utterly sad, I was at least her DI...
We did not talk for a long long time since then until yesterday night. I sms-ed her. She replied for the 1st time in 7 months. I replied to her message, and I told myself if she reply to this, I will confess. But for the next 2 hours thr was nothing.... Suddenly, she told me her battery was flat and sry for late reply. I was so freaking happy she did not dao me anymore, I sms her again and told myself she is giving me a chance. But the sms was never replied again. Dun think her battery ran out again... I from then on decided to give up on her, she gave me hope and broke it again...
You might say that I do not have the balls like Nz, Wilson or even Derek to tell a girl that I like her, even thou u might get rejected... I sort of admire them for their bravery... Maybe I should have told her then but it is too late to regret now...
I decide to forget about her and move on with life. There is always another girl which might be better=) I'm so glad that I at least have the courage to write on this blog. RMB what was written in the 1st parargragh. Btw, do you think I should at least tell her that I once liked her or wat? Leave a message in Cbox. Nites.... Haiz...
Thursday, October 8, 2009
EOY
Right now, I'm in the middle of the worlds' worst nightmare anybody can imagine... I'm in the middle of EOY! Basically, I was semi prepared for this exam. Still okay la.
DAy 1- English compo was a breeze, kinda aced it. Geo was still kinda ok, not bad.
Day 2- Chinese compo and letter writing was Okay, nothing much. Ok here comes, SCIENCE. Firstly, I think that they may have given us a sec 4 paper. It was freaking hard!!! All the questions were like WTF la... LoL. Hu cares..
2morow will be English compre, nothing much to learn thou. 2day went to Eugene's house was kinda slack. Played half a round of dota, sharing with Eugene and stalker. Got one damn nice, Nz chasing me, I enter the fog then he can't find me. I move and lure him till my creeps block his escape route, You Hong came and then we killed him. Damn nice, finally did one of Merlini's move.... Merlini is an EX-mym player currently in EG, he is one of the best in the world, he is also the reason why I'm playn Zeus now, his best hero=)
4 down, 3 to go. Nites.
DAy 1- English compo was a breeze, kinda aced it. Geo was still kinda ok, not bad.
Day 2- Chinese compo and letter writing was Okay, nothing much. Ok here comes, SCIENCE. Firstly, I think that they may have given us a sec 4 paper. It was freaking hard!!! All the questions were like WTF la... LoL. Hu cares..
2morow will be English compre, nothing much to learn thou. 2day went to Eugene's house was kinda slack. Played half a round of dota, sharing with Eugene and stalker. Got one damn nice, Nz chasing me, I enter the fog then he can't find me. I move and lure him till my creeps block his escape route, You Hong came and then we killed him. Damn nice, finally did one of Merlini's move.... Merlini is an EX-mym player currently in EG, he is one of the best in the world, he is also the reason why I'm playn Zeus now, his best hero=)
4 down, 3 to go. Nites.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Lend me your ear...
Me
I'm so glad that I can be posting again. Over this few days, so many things to me and I wanted so badly to share what happened to me...
Firstly, I'm still alive and kicking...
Thursday night had been a horrible night for me = [My gf la... so late still dun wan sleep... X) ]
No la, my sis just told me about things regarding my subject combination and whether to take double or triple science. In the end, I decided to take double science. Suddenly, I do not feel the urge to work hard anymore. That is why people saw me online yesterday.
I was having dinner yesterday and was reflecting on my thinking. I decided to work hard for EOY anyway.
I feel that life is short and there is serious no point mugging whole day and not enjoying life. I believe that life is suppose to be fun not a boring one. I decided to split my life in 30% Responsibility (which is studying for now) and 70% fun. That should be it=)
Today was weird(Dunno y). Breakfast then mugging. My parents were like nagging me that they have to hide the keyboard so that I would not play com (Which I found of course). Say I dun noe how to think. RIDICULOUS. I was so pissed that I stone thr for an hour. In the end after much pleading, they allowed me to go to the library to study.
851 brought me straight to AMK library. It was rather crowded. I manage to find a spot to study. I seriously studied for 2 and a half hour straight=) Suddenly, my phone played a super sad music and I feel so alone. I have nvr felt so alone before. I have always been surrounded by all my friends, suddenly I was alone. I actually felt scared... I then realise how impt friend were... Recalling those days where me, Derek, Nan Zheng, Darius and Wilson with the girls at Bishan library, made my heart drop. I packed my bag and left the library.
I went to the raiders after that... If any of you were wondering if you saw me online in the afternoon, it was me alright. I did not have time to play inhouse or whatever so I played with public. 13-4, was godlike with Axe. Fun and btw, dagon sucks. Suddenly, the loneliness overcame me again. I recalled the usual dota clan having fun and laughing, I left Raiders...
KFC was nice=) Darn, I was surrounded by people who are chatting happily. I miss all my friends. Those days at KFC, after and before lans... I left for tuition with tears almost dripping out from my eyes...
Tuition was on Gaming. Zzzz, actually gaming is harmless unless addicted. So its ok to game. Argh, last lesson, gonna miss the girls.
Firstly, I'm still alive and kicking...
Thursday night had been a horrible night for me = [My gf la... so late still dun wan sleep... X) ]
No la, my sis just told me about things regarding my subject combination and whether to take double or triple science. In the end, I decided to take double science. Suddenly, I do not feel the urge to work hard anymore. That is why people saw me online yesterday.
I was having dinner yesterday and was reflecting on my thinking. I decided to work hard for EOY anyway.
I feel that life is short and there is serious no point mugging whole day and not enjoying life. I believe that life is suppose to be fun not a boring one. I decided to split my life in 30% Responsibility (which is studying for now) and 70% fun. That should be it=)
Today was weird(Dunno y). Breakfast then mugging. My parents were like nagging me that they have to hide the keyboard so that I would not play com (Which I found of course). Say I dun noe how to think. RIDICULOUS. I was so pissed that I stone thr for an hour. In the end after much pleading, they allowed me to go to the library to study.
851 brought me straight to AMK library. It was rather crowded. I manage to find a spot to study. I seriously studied for 2 and a half hour straight=) Suddenly, my phone played a super sad music and I feel so alone. I have nvr felt so alone before. I have always been surrounded by all my friends, suddenly I was alone. I actually felt scared... I then realise how impt friend were... Recalling those days where me, Derek, Nan Zheng, Darius and Wilson with the girls at Bishan library, made my heart drop. I packed my bag and left the library.
I went to the raiders after that... If any of you were wondering if you saw me online in the afternoon, it was me alright. I did not have time to play inhouse or whatever so I played with public. 13-4, was godlike with Axe. Fun and btw, dagon sucks. Suddenly, the loneliness overcame me again. I recalled the usual dota clan having fun and laughing, I left Raiders...
KFC was nice=) Darn, I was surrounded by people who are chatting happily. I miss all my friends. Those days at KFC, after and before lans... I left for tuition with tears almost dripping out from my eyes...
Tuition was on Gaming. Zzzz, actually gaming is harmless unless addicted. So its ok to game. Argh, last lesson, gonna miss the girls.
Mrt back home. Bought a herbal tea cose KFC is heaty=) It was drizzling. Just like my mood.
Anyway, do you think I'm handsome? Yes , No? This is very impt to me. Cose if 70% say yes, I'm gonna find a gf.
Dunno how much I wrote=) Nites...
Anyway, do you think I'm handsome? Yes , No? This is very impt to me. Cose if 70% say yes, I'm gonna find a gf.
Dunno how much I wrote=) Nites...
How well you know me? NEW
Take the test below and see how when you know me... Rules changes. This time the answer will be a code not a word. GLHF...
1) What kind of girl do I like?
Q) Horny Girls
D) Innocent Girls
R) Chio Girls
X) Gentle Girls
2) What is my dream stick?
3) Silfer Z
9) Bow 28
5) Volcano
4) Doggy 33
3) What is my favourite item in dota? (Ask DotaErs)
I) Dagon
K) Bottle
S) Dagger
O) Bloodstone
4) My jacket is ___ with ____ hood.
H) White, a
D) White, no
K) Black, a
E) Balck, no
5) what do I like to do second best?
I) Look at girls
A) Play dota
D) Play floorball
G) Hangout with Friends
6) I stay at ______...
O) Kahtib block 798
H) Kahtib block 799
D) Kahtib block 796
Z) Kahtib block 797
7) Hu broke mine Excel stick?
E) Derek
A) Division 4 League
H) Dickson
O) Eugene
8) What do I hate most?
G) Prefect duty
Z) Mugging
W) To be lonely
H) All of the above
9) What is my dream (for the holidays)?
A) Slack
Z) Form a dota clan UIC.
E) Play Floorball
D) DOTA LIKE SIAO
Done. You should have 8 LETTERS, 1 number. join them together and post it on the cbox. Its a code btw=) Discussion on the cbox is allowed. Hope that your can solve it asap. Answer will be reveal once somebody solve it, except for Derek...
1) What kind of girl do I like?
Q) Horny Girls
D) Innocent Girls
R) Chio Girls
X) Gentle Girls
2) What is my dream stick?
3) Silfer Z
9) Bow 28
5) Volcano
4) Doggy 33
3) What is my favourite item in dota? (Ask DotaErs)
I) Dagon
K) Bottle
S) Dagger
O) Bloodstone
4) My jacket is ___ with ____ hood.
H) White, a
D) White, no
K) Black, a
E) Balck, no
5) what do I like to do second best?
I) Look at girls
A) Play dota
D) Play floorball
G) Hangout with Friends
6) I stay at ______...
O) Kahtib block 798
H) Kahtib block 799
D) Kahtib block 796
Z) Kahtib block 797
7) Hu broke mine Excel stick?
E) Derek
A) Division 4 League
H) Dickson
O) Eugene
8) What do I hate most?
G) Prefect duty
Z) Mugging
W) To be lonely
H) All of the above
9) What is my dream (for the holidays)?
A) Slack
Z) Form a dota clan UIC.
E) Play Floorball
D) DOTA LIKE SIAO
Done. You should have 8 LETTERS, 1 number. join them together and post it on the cbox. Its a code btw=) Discussion on the cbox is allowed. Hope that your can solve it asap. Answer will be reveal once somebody solve it, except for Derek...
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