Sunday, February 28, 2010

CNY reflections...

Now that the Chinese New Year have came to an end, it time for us to reflect on certain stuff that we have came across during CNY~

Gambling... I bet most of us gambled during Chinese New Year. Some of us may have won, and some of us may have lost. But is gambling entirely based on luck? Read on...

Gambling is simply taking chances. Chances, in other words, probability. I bet most of your have learnt probability in math right? So, is gambling down to luck? I believe it is all down to probability. The chances of getting black jack is the same for everybody, I don't believe in luck...

Personally, I don't like to gamble, esp with friends. Be'cose in gambling, the chances of getting the same set of cards to 2 different person is the same, but the one with more experience and skill will be able to make better use of the cards. Thus, if the game goes on for a long time, the amateur will probably run out of "luck" as the professional will be able to beat the amateur easily when he has good cards. On the other hand, the amateur will spend a harder time to better the professional even if he had good cards. The professional will be able to manipulate the game. On the whole, if the game were to drag on, the winner will eventually be the professional.

I don't like to gamble with my friends cose I know gambling is never fair, the one with more experience and skill will defintely win. I have started gambling since P1, so I THINK that I should have more experience on the table so I don't wanna cheat my friends of their money... Not saying I'm good, cose I'm seriously against gambling.

Gambling is never fair, that why I hate it. I always see people queuing up for hours just to buy 4D. The chances of winning a 1st place in 4D is 0.0001%. Smart people right? wasting time AND money on gambling. Toto is even worse. The chances of winning is 1 out of 1 million I think. So don't gamble.

Even thou I'm against gambling, I would still like to introduce you guys to my sure win formula. Yes, SURE WIN. Folo closely.

-For example, you have $50, your aim is to win $51. You are playing balckjack and you bet $1. You lost. so now you have $49.

-Your aim is $51 and you have $49. So now you have to bet $2 in order to get $51. You lose again.

-Now, you have $47. Your aim is $51. So now you have to bet $4. For the 3rd time in a round you still lost( Very unlikely as the chances in blackjack is 50:50)

-Now you have $43. Your aim is $51. So you bet $8. Finally, out of 4 tries, you finally won. Now you have $51.

-Your next aim is $52. Repeat the steps above, bet ( )=your aim (Eg: $51) MINUS your capital (Eg: $43). In this case you need to bet $8.

So after reading through this, is it sure win? Haha, I know I'm a genius but there are certain restrictions on this playing style.


  1. The chances of winning must be 30% and above. Does not work for 4D or Mahjong. The chances for 4D is too small while mahjong is not applicable to this formula as you can't increase your bet.

  2. You must have a huge capital to back you up, or you will end up losing everything. You can't bet $2 as your starting value when your capital is only $10.

  3. Keep your aim($) in mind when playing.
  4. This is not applicable to casinos. The entrance fee for the IR casino is already $100. Plus, the minimum sum you have to bet is $25. So you will nid close to a thousand to be able to go in and play. The odds of winning is also smaller.
  5. Don't be greedy and bet more. You will lose!

Be posting more on CNY reflections...

Nites...

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Analysis on Chapter 1: Parents

Since so MANY of you do not get the story, I shall do a short analysis on it.

Match: Bring up the exciting and fast-moving atmosphere. Show David's ability,adaptibility and determination.

Introduction of parents: Clues that the parents are agents.

Appearance of Rachel: Introduction of her in chapter 4.

Tea at Scott's house: Chance to reveal David's family wealth to readers. Give a clue that the parents are agents again.

David's parents mission: Showcase how well-trained they are. Giving the biggest clue that the parents are agent.

Assassination of the parents: Discussed again in chapter 2 and 4.

May not have really brought out the effect but I tried...

Chapter 2 up soon once me and Wilson are done...

Take this chance to also thank Nan Zheng for contributing ideas to this book. Great ideas indeed, coming up in chapter 6,7,8. 10% nia. Me and Wilson 45% each leh...

Nites.... Suckers

Monday, February 22, 2010

Update on ME!

- 'B' div did not make it to the 2nd round.

- Chinese New Year pretty fun. Yet to update on it...

- Pretty screw-ed up results.

- Lose to Bukit Merah in Div 4, 9-5.

Ok, maybe the video seriously sucked, I admit. That is because I have nothing better to write about.

BUT, this time I will be give you readers some real stuff to read. Me and Wilson wrote a novel named "XcM". That is chapter 1 only. Will be posting the other chapters soon. May not be the best in term of language as I wrote most of it when I was P6. Hope you like it =) It is right below... Enjoy...

Chapter 1: Parents

Title: Xtremist Control Manipulators, XcM


Author: Darrell Er
Wilson Ng




A single decision in life can change your destiny……





Chapter 1 So close yet so far

Chapter 2 The Great Escape

Chapter 3 The Organization

Chapter 4 Training Begins

Chapter 5 Ultimate Ability

Chapter 6 Rebirth

Chapter 7 Soul Transplantation

Chapter 8 Debrief

Chapter 9 The Hidden Chamber

Chapter 10 The Key

Chapter 11 Eiffel Tower

Chapter 12 Water Cave

Chapter 13 Final Fight

Chapter 14 Until We Die

Chapter 15 Mission Accomplished




Chapter 1 Parents

The dressing room was in total silence despite the loud cheering from the audience outside. Nobody knew what the outcome of the match would be but they were all ready to give the best they got. Before anybody spoke, the speaker in the dressing room sounded, signalling to them that it was time to make their way to the field.

The match was held at St James Park in Newcastle. Although we were only the youth team, the fans showed equal support for us like how they had supported the main team. After all, we are the upcoming stars. After the captains of the two teams shook hands with the referees, the match started very quickly to the delight of the anxious fans.

Both sides were on par, holding equal possession and players were all positioned well. For the next 30 minutes, neither of the sides had a chance to get near the opponent’s area. It was until the 35th minutes when the Gunner’s talented right winger, John Winston cut open our defence with a well placed cross into the penalty box, where their main striker, Nikon Bastier, was waiting patiently. He leaped into the air and finished with a glancing header to break the dead lock. Our coach, Sven, already warned us to keep our guts up against John Winston. After all, the Arsene Wenger is famous for his reputation of bringing up talented youth players. John Winston happens to be one of the talented youth players. The 1st half ended with the Gunner’s leading with one goal.

The next 15 minutes were crucial for us. Coach Sven wasted no time and went straight to explaining to us new tactics to exploit the opponent’s weakness. We were told once again to watch out for John Winston. Suddenly, I had a plan in mind to stop John Winston. He may be their best weapon, but it can also be their Achilles heel…

I managed to convince coach Sven to let me play against John Winston. He had the tendency to draw the ball left and right to fake the defenders, however there was a huge flaw in this movement. The ball will always be positioned in between his legs and that means a simple touch of the ball and he will be beaten as he is too offensive by moving at high speed. By playing the ball through his legs, he will definitely be unable to change his direction fast enough to catch up with me. Keeping this extra information in my mind, we entered the field with extra confidence...
The second half started with the Gunners attacking fiercely, trying hard to slot in another goal to secure their win. Once again, John Winston was running down the flanks. He was dribbling like I expected. I was keeping my distance from him, waiting for the perfect opportunity to strike. Without warning, he made his move and attempt to cut in through the middle for a shot. But I was already waiting for this moment. I stepped up to him and with a mere tap of the ball, John Winston was beaten, flat.

With one of their players down and majority of their players up front due to John Winston's offensive playing style, we had a lot of space for our counter attack. I brought the ball down the middle and spotted Johnson Wee, our forward, making the run behind the defender. We made the eye contact and I immediately crossed the ball into the open space where he was running to. With a lot of space and time, Johson slotted the ball into the goal. Now, we were on par but the outcome of the match was yet to be decided...

The game was intense, I repeated my little trick over and over again, but this time, the Gunners seemed to be playing slightly defensive and we did not manage to score. The score line remained the same till the 90th minute mark. Both side were clearly very tired, what was left to compete is the battle in the mind. Which side that loses their focus first will lose.

There was only 30 seconds more to go, our keeper had the ball. I was waiting at our defensive zone for the ball. I knew, deep down in my heart that even if we had possession, we cannot score anyway. Johnson and the other forward were too tired. In fact, everybody was tired, sweating profusely. Most of their hands were already on their knees, waiting for the match to end and get a good rest.

My mental will was far stronger than any of them, I knew the match was not over yet. I glanced at the keeper and instantly sprinted, as fast as I could, down the field at an amazing speed. All of their players were dumbfounded, staring at me as if I was mad. My lungs were burning profusely yet I kept running. I was at the mid-way line when the keeper released the ball. The ball flew in the air, landing very close to my foot. With a gentle touch, I controlled the ball and moved towards the goal post.

15 seconds left on the clock. There were 2 defenders in my way now. As a defender, I knew of no tricks or moves that can get me pass them easily. The image of John Winston's dribbling flashed in my brain. Immediately, I copied the move and did what he did. Amazing, it left the defenders helplessly chasing after me. Now, only the goalkeeper was left between me and the goal-post, our victory. The goal seem so big but now it seem so small. 3 seconds left. The entire stadium was silent. I took the decisive shot.

When I opened my eyes, I saw the ball went around to the top right corner and it seemed to bounce off. My heart immediately sank, feeling that I had failed my team members and my coach. But the ball did not and went in. I could not believe myself. Tears oozed out of my eyes. A thunderous roar emerged from the audience. “Beeeeeeeeep!” The match had ended. We had won. Victory to Blue Knights!

After what seemed like an aeon episode of cheering from the Blue Knights’ fans, the whole team went to the table with jubilance where shining medals awaited us. We were finally rewarded for our many months of hard work.

Each of us was awarded a medal by the Guest-Of-Honour for being the overall champion for teens under 18. The Guest-Of-Honour took a photo with the team and congratulated each of us, one by one. When it was my turn, he said, “Kid, you are a true star player. Perhaps, you can get into the National Team someday!” My face glowed with great pleasure. How I wish that the whole world have heard that!

The Blue Knights’ fans went home jubilantly while the Gunner’s fans went home drenched with disappointment. The parents of the winning team came down to shower their kids with praises for their wonderful achievement. My smile slowly vanished as I remembered my parents. My parents are both bank managers and they go overseas to almost 16 countries every year. They are only at home for a few days each month. How am I supposed to believe them that they are there working their butts off instead of enjoying a holiday? They are probably having fun right now in Paris, leaving me in New York all by myself, alone. The thought of it made my blood boil.

My thoughts were interrupted when Johnson, the American-Born-Chinese forward, slapped me on my back. My back ached and I could feel it turning red. “Yo, Dude! You looked all stressed out. Cool down, okay?” I glared at him angrily.

He gave me the pathetic look, like a little kid begging his parents for an ice cream. I could not stand that face and gave in. We both laughed deliriously. Team-mates and their parents patted me on the back and praised me for my excellent work done. After all, I scored more than half of the number of goals for our team in this match! Coach Henry ruffled my hair and told me, “You did a great job and thanks for leading the team into the finals!”

Suddenly, I was lifted off the ground. At that spilt second, I thought that I was flying. Actually, I was lifted onto my team mates’ shoulders. They went round and round the soccer field, shouting out my name, “David! David! David!”

My smile was laced with joy. I felt a surge of exuberance wash over me. Athough it’s a bit embarrassing but I felt great. This went on for about 5 minutes. Before we headed to the showers, I ran to the camera crew and asked them when this news will be broadcasted. One of them answered, “Tonight news.”

I spent a long time in the shower. When I came out, the rest of the team were kind of hanging around. It felt weird being the only guy naked and getting dressed while the others were all dressed already. I felt bigger in size than the others due to the long period of training arranged by my dad. Karate, tae kwon do, judo, mountain climbing, swimming, diving, weight lifting, jogging and having me to have a nutritious diet was what my dad had me to do since I was 3. How I wished mum and dad was there when I received the medal.

When I was tying my shoelaces, Scott came over and asked, “Are you unhappy? You don’t look good to me.”

“What is there to be unhappy about,” I answered back in an innocent voice. After the shower, Scott and I took our bikes and cycled home together. Scott and I had been classmates, and also neighbours, since we were six years old.

While we were cycling home, I met someone which I had totally not expected to see. It was Rachel, a girl whom I had a crush on when I was young. I tried to open my mouth to say but nothing came out. I looked at her foolishly. She smiled back at me. I was so embarrassed that I wish that the ground would crack and swallow me up. Scott saw the situation and tried to ease down the tense atmosphere. “Hey there! Long time no see and you are growing more and prettier by the day,” he said. She simply smiled. I was so nervous that I was sweating although I was cold. I looked into her blue eyes and when she turned over, I immediately looked away. “I got to go. Bye,” she told us. Scott and I waved her good bye and continue our journey home.

After she left, I had the urge to kill myself. Why didn’t I say anything to her I asked myself. I clenched my fist in fury. I turned to Scott and questioned him, “Why did you flirt with her?”

“I didn’t,” Scott denied.

“Are you sure?” I shot back. He nodded his head. Since Scott is my best friend, I decided to just let the matter go. When I was 10, I told Scott that I liked Rachel. He is the only person who knows this secret and he did not tell anyone else. He was indeed a great buddy.

When we arrived in front of Scott’s house, we waved goodbye and went separate ways, I headed home while Scott went into his house. When I was about to step into my house, Scott’s door flung open. Scott’s sister, Kate, asked, “Would you like to have tea with us?”

“That’s a good idea and we can also celebrate for our victory today,” Scott added.

“Sure,” I said. After I placed my bike leaning against Scott’s house, I took off my shoes and went into the house.

The dining table was filled with food and a young boy was wolfing down the delicious food on the table. That boy is Scott’s younger brother, Samuel. ‘Look who’s here, Samuel,” Kate said. “Brother David!” Samuel exclaimed. “He will be joining us for tea today,” Scott continued. “Yippee!” Samuel cried out in joy and he came over to embrace me. I was both surprised and delighted of receiving a hug. I sat next to Scott. It was completely silent when we ate. When I was having my second piece of cheesecake, Samuel broke the silence. “Can I go to Brother David’s place after this?” Before I could say anything,

Kate said, “You haven’t finished doing your homework yet.”

Scott sulked.

Right deep in my heart, I would really love Samuel to come to my house to play. I did not have a sibling and I treat Samuel like my own younger brother. It was a pity he could not come. After the sumptuous tea served by Kate, I told them that I needed to go home. When I was at the doorstep, I thanked Kate for the tea. “It was my pleasure,” she replied. I took my bike and went home after that.

My house is five storeys high with a swimming pool, gym, sports facilities and a huge backyard. It was the biggest house in the district but with nobody living in it except for me. That’s why I always invite friends and Samuel over to accompany me when I’m lonely. They will most probably come as there are a lot of things we can do. We can swim at the swimming pool, play billiard at the billiard room, play badminton, surf the internet, play squash or tennis, watch the latest movie at the cinema room installed with the latest sound system or play street soccer in my backyard. I usually get a thousand dollars weekly for my pocket money although I could hardly spend them.

Dad and Mum thought that they could make me happy by giving me the best of everything with the money they made. But I am not elated at all. The last time they celebrated my birthday with me was five years ago. They were barely home. Sometimes, I get to see them for only ten times a year. Suddenly, the phone rang. I answered the call. It was Mum. My face brightened up as she began to speak. “How are you recently? We both miss you very much. We will be back very soon. Bye.” And mum hangs up. I sighed as my smile faded away. All I wish is that dad and mum will spend more time with me and pay more attention to me. But that wish would only be granted when I pay a price that will change my destiny forever……

Meanwhile in another part of the world, a lady hang up the call she had made earlier on. She looked at her husband and nodded. The man stepped on the accelerator and the car zoomed ahead and it crashed through the gates. Once they were in, they immediately charged into the buildings. The man, Dave, took out a G76 pistol, fully loaded with 5mm bullets from the holster. An FBI, armed with a shotgun, rushed out of the blue. He immediately took aim and fired at the dangerous man. The experienced agent dodged the shot by diving sideways at that juncture when the FBI fired. The shot hit the window instead of Dave. The window shattered into a million pieces.

The man fired back. The 5mm bullets struck the FBI on the neck. If the bullet struck the FBI on the chest, he could have survived as he was wearing a bullet-proofed vest. The FBI crumpled onto the floor, unable to breathe. A few seconds later, he died. One accurate shot at a vital part is enough to kill someone. That was what Dave had learnt when he was training to be an agent. Spending more than four months to sharpen his shooting skills was also part of the training. The woman, Susan, glanced at the watch on her wrist; there were five more minutes to spare. The couple ran down the stairs, two steps at a time, which lead to the France’s military weapon storage base.

When they arrived at the entrance of the basement, two burly policemen were charging towards them. They took out their gun and fired at the intruders. The couple in black had already predicted that. They dived forward and followed by a forward row. They were now standing in front of the startled policemen. They immediately grabbed the policemen’s arm which was holding the gun and twisted it in a way that the person will surely drop the thing they were holding onto. The men in blue screamed in pain and the gun fell to the ground. The two agents immediately kicked the gun away.

They each took out a syringe filled with mercury, it will immediately make the victim to be unable to control his movement, turning every muscle in his body numb and the victim will soon be unconscious for 8-10 hours. They injected the lethal chemical into the policemen’s thighs. The effect was immediately activated. The well-built policemen tumbled to the ground. The couple winked at each other and continued on with their mission. They ran to the exact spot where they should place the bomb. The lady agent activated the bomb which was produced by the organization. The bomb will most probably be unable to be defused. Normal bombs can be defused when the power supply was cut off but this bomb has ten power supplies and thirty wires that will cause the bomb to explode the moment it was cut. It would be impossible for the bomb to be defused. The bomb was to be placed at the place where the inflammable fuels were stored. The bomb will explode exactly 5 minutes later, allowing the two agents to escape in time.

The consummate couple ran to the car which was parked quite near the exit. Most of the car parts such as the windows, the tires, the bonnet and windscreen were bullet-proofed. The two adroit agents hopped into the car. The engine roared into life and they escaped successfully. Mission Accomplished.

5 minutes after their escape, the whole military base was completely destroyed. The weapons which were supposed to be transferred to the British military were also destroyed. At the same time when the bomb had exploded, the couple was already driving another car, heading to the isolated location where a helicopter will pick them up and leave France, just like the way the entered this country. The car which they had used to enter and escape from the military base was parked at the top level of a multi storey car park, where they switched cars. The car will blow up in 20 minutes to prevent the police from get evidence. The two agents were dressed in normal clothes now. The man just wore sunglasses, a T-shirt, blazer and jeans while the lady wore a designer dress and a hat.

When they reached the destination, the couple came out of the car, their hearts swelled like an inflated balloon floating in the air. As they slowly walked toward the grassland where the helicopter would land, someone two miles away was already aiming at Dave’s chest with a sniper. He pulled the trigger. The male agent immediately collapsed onto the ground, with blood oozing out of his wound on the chest. Susan drew her breath sharply. Before she could even figure out what had just happen, she was shot at the heart too. The lovely couple lay on the ground, gasping their last breath. The man said, “We will be back…” The lady merely nodded. Seconds later, they left the human world…

Sunday, February 21, 2010

I'm so scared.... Breaking point...

So far in my life, I have never felt so scared. NEVER... Cose this is the 1st time that something may just change my life...

I have never faced so much pressure before. I'm always optimistic and the kind that happy-go-lucky. Nothing was able to worry me too much. I hardly worry about anything cose I always believe that everything is pre-destined....

But now, I have to change my destiny even if it is pre-destined. I'm willing to work harder than ever just in order to change my fate, cose I know, this thing is going to change my life, forever...

Probation for triple science.

Probably when you are reading this you may feel that it is so simple and that I should take it easy. I want to take it easy too. In term of optimistism, you will never beat me. But this time, I really can't cope with it at all...

60 for all the 3 sciences.

Seem easy right? Can get it even if I slack right? Let me tell you my current results...

Biology - 62% ( So if I get 57% next term, I'm dead)

Chemistry- ??( But should be quite high, higher than bio at least, hopefully Chem would'nt give me too much problem...)

Physics- ?? ( But should be a major screw-up this term. Just passed my class test 20/40. Just passed my MR 22/40... Should get 10-15% out 0f 20% for my daily work. So my score will be around 50-60 right? Hopefully the percentage for MR is higher than the class test, then I may get for myself 1 precious mark . So I'm pretty screw-ed right? What if I do badly next term? Physics is one of my weakest subject...) I don't want to imagine anymore...

I'm at my breaking point right now.... I don't know what to do... I cannot and must not return to 3-8 cose if I return, I'm screw-ed. My studies will be in tatters PLUS I be mocked at. Can't imagine going back to 3-8, those faces saying "Act clever, go triple science in the end still come back here, stupid betrayer". The students will mock at me, the teachers will mock at me... I will be so embarassed that I don't know how to face everybody...

I want to cry now but I can't. I know I should not let pressure and stress affect me... But what can I do?

I have a back-up plan, if one of my sciences fail to reach the mark, i shall take bio-chem. It will allow me to remain in this class! But what if the head of the science department don't allow me to do so? Cose I believe she is very unhappy about me transfering to 3-4, she told me on that day that if I fail to pass the probation, I WILL be sent back to 3-8. Think she will be nice to let me take bio-chem? NO.

So now all I can do is to try my best but what if I fail? I can't fail and yet the odds seem to be against me. That is why I'm willing to give up on dota. Cose now I'm willing to take everything I got just in order to pass my probation...

I regret so much for not working hard this term. Only a few topics were tested, I could have scored very well so I don't have to worry for term 2 but now i have gotten myself into this mess. What have I done! Term 2 will be harder and tougher. Yet my determination and hope seem to be weaker and slimmer...

I'm so scared, so scared...

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Time to... give up...

After taking back my various results for MR, I was dazed. STUNNED. Screwed up my studies TOTALLY...

Looking back at my primary school life, I would personally consider it rather successful, actually, very successful... I was pretty good in my studies and was also a rather fast swimmer. The stressful work from school and the daily 3hrs of swimming training was like peanuts to me. I could cope it with ease. I aced in every aspect of my life. All there was Praises, Praises and Praises.

Now, I screwed up... I'm getting worse every year, in term of my attitude towards my parents and most importantly, my studies...

I'm so scared... So scared that I can't do well in studies anymore...

Comparing my primary school life and my secondary school life, I found out that there was 1 addition to my secondary school life. In primary school, I had studies and swimming. Now, I have studies, floorball AND COMPUTER...

Indeed, trying to be good in my studies, floorball and dota at the same time is hardly possible. I know that I had to give up on something or I might just screw up all 3, which is what is happening now...

Giving up on my studies is impossible, floorball is my life. The last one that is left, dota...

I know, deep down in my heart, only by giving up on dota then I will be able to return to how I was like in primary school... Successful...

But I know giving up on dota is very hard, many of you might think that I may not be able to succeed, I don't know as well. I'm so confused now...

I am freaking out now... I don't know what I should do. But I know dota is seriously affecting me. I can hardly concentrate when I study. My mind is full of DOTA, DOTA and DOTA.

Only by letting go of dota then I can concentrate on my studies and on floorball...

Mid year exam is coming up very soon, Combined School trials is in March... Not much time left...

I have never felt so down on myself before. So low on confidence...

I shall and must let go of dota...

Help me as a friend, don't tempt me, don't mention dota in front of me. Make me forget all about it...

Nites....

Saturday, February 13, 2010

CHS floorballers!!!

A short dedication to all CHS floorballer!

Firstly, I would like to thank Mr Han for giving us such a great season and for being such a great coach. remember how we started off floorball? Compare our skills then and our skills now, all of this credit should go to Mr Han. Thank you Mr Han for your unwavering trust in us!

4- Han Wei. Goalkeeper.

37- Lander. Goalkeeper.

I believe that they played the most crucial role in the whole team. Always doing their best to keep the opponent from scoring. One of the bravest people I ever met. We should serious thank the goalkeepers. They are actually the one who derserve the most credit. The are the ones which we will blame when goals are conceded and the ones we normally forget when we score and cheer. Thank you Han Wei, Thank you Lander. Your the best @.@

6- Billy. Defender.

27- Derek. Defender.

Did their very best every game. A very steady part of defenders, they will definitely become a very good players in the future with more exposure and experience in floorball. Always running, always giving in their 110% to win the ball back. Thank you!

18- Dion. Defender.

19- Min Hao. Defender.

Sad to say, they are going to leave us very soon. I felt that they did a very good job, super steady with the ball and have the ability to hold the play very well. They also were able to play together with any forward pairs easily. You guys did a great job! Don't always blame yourself, you guys are the best! Thank you Dion and Min hao, for your doing your best every game =)

13- Jarryl. Defender.

90- Joshua. Defender.

What do I have to say? Without them, I think we will not be able to survive any games. They are our engine. Always running, always chasing back, scoring goals, creating chances. Doing whatever they could do. They are the ones that sweat most, they are the one that ran most, they are the one we should thank most. A super strong and offensive pair of defenders who have no room for error. I believe they have yet to show their true potential yet. One of the strongest players I have ever seen. Unbelievable stamina and determination. On behalf of everybody in the team, we will like to thank you for all that you have done for us.

Due to much confusion in forward pair arrangement, i shall do it seperately...

7- Ryan. Forward.

Always trying to push himself, always trying to make the best out of every game, doing whatever he can. If you noticed, he may be bodi-ed down frequently, throwing child temper, not tracking back to defend BUT he is always trying hard to do play-ups, keep doing his best. Never gave up, thank you Ryan =)

9- Dickson. Forward.

Dickson, taking this chance here, I would like to thank you for being such a great captain =) Do your know how hard Dickson always tries to get you guys organised? Being a captain ain't easy... Always contributed to every game, doing his best, never seen complaining. Always trying to inspire the team, motivating you people to do better. Thank you Dickson for everything that you contributed to the team... A great captain =)

12- Samuel. Forward.

Have you guys noticed hard Samuel is always trying? Always blaming himself for not doing better... Always eager to win. Contributing goals whenever he can. Never complaining, never seen not running. Always taking shots whenever he can, trying to score for the team so badly. Samuel, you are the best! Always enjoyed playing with you =)

14- Wee Kiat. Forward.

Although Wee Kiat might not have much playing time on court, his passion for floorball never fail to amaze me. Always turning up for training, waiting on the bench for a chance to play. Running and giving his best on court, never once complaining about his lack of playing time. Wee Kiat, thank you for always being there, always there supporting us =)

21- Darrell. Forward.

Nothing much to say about myself. Miss 9 shots during the last match, miss even more during the other games. Hope you guys don't blame me=(

23- Crenshawn. Forward.

Personally, I feel the Crenshawn has the most potential in the whole team. Always improving by himself, pushing himself to the limit. A person which I greatly admire for his burning passion for floorball. Frequently left out on court, but once he has the chance to play, he will definitely make the best out of it. Always wishing to play, always wishing for the chance to contribute to the team more than anyone else. Unfortunately, he might not get the chance to play next year due to some reasons. Hopefully god will give this child a chance to continue playing floorball, something which he has shown great potential and passion in. Crenshawn, don't give up on floorball!

32- Nicholas. Forward.

Playing his best whenever he is on court. Never caught not running, always contributing his best to the team. Great to have such a player like him in the team =)

99- Isaac. Forward.

An extract from Isaac's blog.

"After thinking through today's match, i cannot help but feel that we, the seniors, have really let our juniors down. I think its safe to say that without any sec 4 in the team of B division, relying alone on our sec 3s, they would have made it this far and maybe have even better results. What have we contributed? I would like to apologise to all the secondary 3s of floorball, on behalf of any other sec 4 that feels sorry too, for we have let you down. You guys trained very hard and put in alot of effort, in and out of the court, just for this competition. I really hope that none of us would prove to be a hindrance to your performance and that we will still be a team after all. I promise i would put in my 100%, hoping it would be enough."

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You should never feel that way =( You and the sec 4s contributed to the team, we are a team! Not Sec 3s and Sec 4s! Without you guys, we will definitely not be able to make it this far. How can you feel that you are actually a hindrance to us! Your wicked dragshots will forever stay in our hearts. Your courage to step up and take a penalty will never be forgotten. Your passion for floorball is unbelievable, asking us out to play floorball on non-training days. Isaac, on the behalf of the team, I would like to thank you for being such a great friend and a great teammate. I can't imagine floorball without you...

Last BUT not leastly, I would like to take this chance to thank Eugene ( #16) for coming to support our matches. Although you might not be in the team but in our hearts, you will always be with us. Thank you Eugene for giving us the moral support whenever we are down. The team loves you ^.^

Now,

Deep down in our hearts,

Let us cheer,

For the last time,

As a team,

3, 2, 1,

公教!!!

Thursday, February 11, 2010

The season has just started...

Yes, the nationals may have ended, but for me, I don't have any regrets left. I felt that we had the best season ever.

It is not all about winning, it is the process which makes it such a great experience. It not the moment of glory that I enjoyed, when I scored a goal. To me, what I truly enjoyed is being around with you guys, the wonderful experience with all of you. Encouraging each other on court, playing our 110%. All of it except the part where Eugene tried to sing S.H.E songs...

To me, I had no regrets, we lost to teams that were far better than us, Teck Whye and East View derserve to qualify more than we do. They train harder than we did, the effort they put in is far from ours. Deep down in our hearts we know that we aren't really that good YET. We still have a long way to go...

We should know that the start of a new season is the end of the nationals. Training is the key factor that determines our performance next year. We should move forward, towards our goals. It is time we improve and aim for a better season next year.

I know, some of the sec 4s are leaving already. But that is not the end of your floorball career. It is time for you to move on to a new environment, it is time for your to move a step further. Meet more people, learn new stuff. Don't give up floorball, always have the passion if you want to perform better.

Right now is the perfect moment for us to reflect, right after our season. What were my flaws? Where are my strengths? Work hard to improve on your strength and cover up your flaws through harsh and rigorous training. That is the only way to push yourself to greater heights... This is the only way to improve.

Train smart. Spend the precious training time to train on things which you need to improve on. Keep your focus, keep in your mind what you should be train for. Learn from others, THINK! how can you improve on certain skills. If you keep repeating and doing the same thing, you will forever be stuck at the same level. Move on to a new level of playing style.

Depict yourself at your peak, how would you be playing. What will be your killer move? Spin around shot? Air hook? Keep this thoughts in your mind when you are training. Try to do those moves. Soon, you will be closer and closer to your goals...

Nites...

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Its Ain' Over Yet...

Lost a match we were suppose to win...
Lost the chance to qualify for 2nd round...
Lost our hope...
Lost this only season where we can play together...

But Its Ain' Over Yet...

We did'nt lose, it was a draw...
We are still in the game...
We still have hope left...
Cause we know Its Ain' Over Yet...

What does the new jersey mean to you? What does being the pioneer* batch mean to you? What does floorball mean to you? What does WINNING mean to you?

What we have to do now is to focus and win the rest of the game. we might just qualify for the next round. You never know...

BUT, even if we qualify, do you think we will be able to beat Teck Whye and East View? What we have to do now is to train, harder than ever, so deep down in our heart we know tat if we were to face them again, they will be up against a whole new team of a different level.

Stop looking back, the new challenge ahead of you awaits...