Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Ssnd K-pop Night at Singapore

Feeling slack..

Artistic....













Haha, Jie Ying having detention...













Trying to hit the pole with the ball...













Fish and Co Express~














AT WWW bathroom~













K box~














The usual 'zi-lian'...



















Tissue paper army!!!
















Feeling extremely slack now. Not much work to do, just training and some random homework.

Ah, holiday is going to come soon, so is chinese O levels. Actually I'm not really very nervous but really hope to do well for it though. I want my O level certificate to be straight A's, if possible=) Saying that, I really need to get started on my revision if I wanna do well for next year.

I SHALL NOT WASTE THIS HOLIDAY!!!

Friendly 2morow but will be referee-ing it.

Damn, gonna fall sick soon. Was sweating yesterday night(didn't warm down) and slept air-con = GG!

SNSD's newly released 'Hoot' song appeals to me but not to many. I find it nice though. Trouble trouble trouble~
Just planned the outline of the floorball camp with gene and Joshua. Should be fun. Just hope that everybody can cooperate to make it easier for me and Joshua to run the programmes. Other than that, should have no problem=) Afterall, since we are the one planning, it will be very fun!
Piano is pretty difficult to learn but I'm not going to give up so soon=) Music isn't really my strength but I'm gonna try...
I really want to do well for 'O's next year... " Success is attainable, if consistent effort is put in..."
I'm gonna start working now. So I shall floorball, study, play for this holiday. Strictly keep electronic devices to a mininum=) Cose I think it is gonna screw-up my holiday if I play too much of it.
The future is in my hands now. I've grown up and have control of my own life now, unlike the past where my parents were deciding on most issues regarding my life. So if I screw up, it's entirely my fault and I got nobody to blame for. Seem like my life is more well managed by my parents than myself. Haha. But I can't rely on them anymore. I got to work by myself and learn to take care and manage my own life. Maybe I can start by scoring better for my studies...
Hwaiting!!!

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Emotionally unstable...

Emotionally unstable. Nah, nothing of that sort. After all it's after exams, no stress or anything that is bothering me. Feeling pretty relaxed and having fun every day.

Result slip for EOY:

English- 65 (Improved 4 marks from mid-year)

Chinese- 65 (Improved by 16 marks from mid-year)

E math- 60 (Dropped by 18 marks...)

A math- 54 (Not much improvement...)

Geography- 82 (Was an easy paper though...)

Combined Humanities- 62 ( Dropped from A1 to B4... Both SS and history infer wrongly, 10 marks each from both papers...)

Biology- 55 ( Dropped by 5?)

Physics- 71 ( Miracle happened, improved by 24 marks. Improvement should be highest in school liao=) YEA~

Chemistry- 54 ( Still as bad...)

Now all my results out liao, compare all you want... So dun ask me about my results if you intend to compare, I don't give a heck about comparing results...

Overall, I would say that I'm utterly disappointed with my E math, Combined Humanities and Bio. Could have done MUCH better than this...

Languages and physics came as a surprise and Geo met my expectations. Physics was really a miracle, I knew I would improve from mid-year but an A2 really is a big jump. Hope I don't drop back to where I was last term...

Chem and A math was expected to do badly and I did... Luckily I didn't fail A math. Phew.

Overall comment on my results: Decent improvement on some subjects but some dropped unexpectedly. Those that I'm weak at are still very weak. Could have done better on the whole. Didn't really study consistently the whole year and only started one week before exams. Couldn't really expect much improvement. Glad that I passed all subjects and had improvement for some subjects.

What is over is over, can't really be sad cause I didn't work hard consistently and I got nobody to blame but myself. Now, I should really get serious and put my focus back on floorball. Friendly with NJC, scored 4 assist 1. Pretty decent if I were to comment on my own performance, given my shitty form in training for the last 2 weeks. Jarryl scored 4, Cren 2, Ryan and Jy 1 each, the other 2 I'm not sure. 12-2. Sorta feel sad for them cause it is really humiliating to lose to people younger than them but never give mercy on court!!!

Sorta got a new aim in training, thanks to Jarryl and Eugene. Was watching Jarryl play and realised that dribbling doesn't really need to have any complicated moves, just simple ball controlling. Was playing one-on-one with gene the other day after training, he just did the simple to-the-left and then spin me on the right side and he got past me. I was dumbfounded. Such a simple move and I was caught off guard. Then I tried to do those complicated moves and couldn't dribble past gene at all. That was when I realised dribbling is not that complicated, keep it simple=)

Just went down my block to train. Just love that place. It was the place where I mastered my dragshot, slapshot, bouncing ball (even though I've yet to master it) and some ball control. If I were to break down how I improve into percentage, it should be something like this.

20% watching others and learning,
5% from advices, mostly from Cren,
40% in school trainings,
5% after trainings,
25% under my block, 5% at home.

Gonna work hard for Nationals next year. Got my aim and I'm gonna work towards it. It's gonna be tough but I'm not going to give up=)

Gosh, I'm still rather stuck at PSP... I don't want to waste too much time on it~ Before I knew it, last week of school is arriving. Gosh, why does time past so quickly... Better make good use of this holiday to train hard and catch up on my studies... Still have so many things I wanna do this holiday...

Having lesser time and the 'feel' to blog nowdays. Just can't seem to get that 'feel' which I used to have which make me wanna blog.

Nites... "I will treat you like a kid if you are one." Not directed at Ryan aggressively=)

Monday, October 18, 2010

Back~

Wow.

That's the only word I can think of now. I was still dreaming and suddenly, BANG! EOY is over... One year just past like this and I have barely tasted Sec 3 life. Maybe it was too packed, or maybe I didn't make enough effort to make it a memorable one. But there is still some moments in Sec 3 that I will never forget... The dance we did on teacher's day, Combined Schools experience (even though it was not really very pleasant), me and Nigel in class (epic lame-ness), the fun outings we had (movies, and the recent WWW and kbox). Not much indeed, but I still have 2 months and slightly more to make up for the lost time.

Time really files past our lives doesn't it? One moment and it is all over, too late to regret for anything. Exams really ended very quickly to my delight but that only means that O levels are just next year. Sec 4 life will definitely not be pleasant, mug day and night... Not the kind of teenage hood I would want, but "fighting for a future worth fighting for..."

I pretty sure this holiday will be over before we know it. But this time I'm ready to make the best outta it. Spent my whole weekend playing psp and what did I get? Nothing. Really, electronic devices/computer games and freaking time consuming and meaningless. The time spent can be better used to do more meaningful stuff, yea?

There is so many things I want to do this holiday, can't let it slip out of my hands again. Next year there will be no breaks or holiday to play, the school will definitely make us study. So this is really the last chance we can enjoy our holiday...

Still remember trying to sing korean song at kbox... Major fail, but it made me realise something, we can never try to be somebody we are not. I listen to k-pop everyday and when it came to singing it, I couldn't sing it out. It wasn't my language and I couldn't sing Lucifer even though I hear the song for more than 50 times... But when it came to the chinese songs, it was pretty easy even though I barely hear that song.

When I go to the food court, I get korean cusine, listen k-pop, watch snsd, try to spend in korean but the truth is that I will never be korean. I will still be chinese, forever. That is me, no need for me to pretend to be somebody I never was. To be truthful, I'm proud to be a chinese, a singaporean. I mean 'Korean Wave' is spreading throughout Asia and the world, as teenagers we would most probably be more or less affected by it. But what is so good about being korean? They are short by nature, plastic, can't speak english, age very quickly when they are old (according to Nigel's theory), have a communist neighbour, try to speak english when they can't.

Okay, the girls and guys are pretty good looking but so? No big deal. I am who I am, not trying to change into somebody I'm not, but just simply SNSD crazy. lol.

Story, still working on it. Discussing the plot with Wilson but got the outline out. Should be able to produce the first chapter by friday night?

Already lost count who is reading my blog and who is not. Can't really be bothered anw, I'm starting to get more and more optimistic as I continue. Want to read then read, don't want to read then forget it. None of my business anyway. Maybe I will just close down this blog oneday and nobody will notice it either. ( Okay, I'm apparently grumbling that nobody is tagging so...)


Caption for the story:

A true test of friendship, trust and the power of unity.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

2MOROW's Plan

We will meet at 10.30 At Pasir Ris Mrt.

Will sing at kbox from 11am to 2pm.

Then we shall proceed to meeting Crenshawn at www at 2.10pm.

enjoy www from 2.20 to 6.20. Yes! 4 hours is just enough.

Then have dinner from 6.40 to 7 plus then go home. Those that want can go Jarryl's house play bball.

Kbox: Lunch and 3 hours of singing cost 9+ per person

WWW: Entrance fee 15+....

Bring enough $/ swimming trunks/clothes/pants for going underwater...

We shall have fun!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Update

This gonna be short, I need to study...

Firstly, wednesday IS marking day but dunno whether there will be day off for us... If it is half-day, everything goes as planned... If it's a full day, then we have to think of something else...

Secondly, I'm going to write a short story, if you would like to be part of it, pls tag in the cbox '!!!'. It will be an interesting story I promise, exciting and engaging. I will stop adding new characters in after I start writing the story =) You wouldn't want to miss out being a main character in this story!

Ok, last 3 hours of mugging before I close my books permamently... Gonna chiong! Last lap already! Bye~

On wednesday

Meeting time: 11.30am at J8 Mac for Lunch

Wild Wild Wet: From 1pm to 6pm...

Dinner: 6 - 7pm

K-box/Karaoke: 7pm to 9pm

After 9: Go home together...

That is the plan on wednesday=) Since this wednesday is our school's marking day, there should be very little people at WWW=) So we can spam rides!!!

Remember to bring your swimming trunks and a pants which you plan to wear in water, cose you wouldn't want to walk around in your swimming trunks when everybody else is wearing pants=)

Ticket is $15.50. $10.50 if there is an NTUC union member BUT the member himself must be there to be entitled the discounted rate... Unless we ask our parents go la... and one NTUC member can have another 4 guest which will pay $10.50 as well... So IF ONE of our parents go with his or her NTUC card... We can save money la! Then we split the total cost over total ppl going, and it will be cheaper=)

And remember to bring clothes/towel/bathing accessories/money!/and whatever you need, don't need me tell you la... big boy already...

K-box I'm not sure how much but since there is so many ppl going, should not be too expensive...

Estimated cost for entire day(including meals): $30

Must come ar! See you guys at 11.30am at J8's mac!

Friday, October 8, 2010

Flash

Time really flash past our lives doesn't it? Was still getting stressed over exams a week before and 'flash', it's down to 2 papers.

Time really files, faster than we can imagine. We always thought that there is still time ahead, but before we realise it, it's over...

We only have less than 3 months before the start of next year to do whatever we want to do as a team, this is our last year... At this period last year, was feeling sad for the Sec 4s when we realised that they only had a few months left with us... now it's our turn. Time really flash past our lives, doesn't it?

There is so much I want to do with you guys... And I'm pretty sure we are drifting apart. We don't hang out after training like we did in the past, go for dinner after training. We have our own lives to lead, drifting further and further...

Our last 3 months together. 3 months... Seems pretty long to do whatever we want to do, and short even to flash past our lives...

I SWEAR if there were to be a floorball outing, I will go at all cost!!! I really don't want to regret not spending my last few months as a floorballer with the floorballers. If anybody was to ask me something about my secondary school life, I would definitely remember floorball, and most important of course, is the clique...

So here is a list of things I want to do after exams:

1) Go WWW with the clique!
2) Stay-over at Eugene's house
3) Go lan! All the people that used to play dota play together again! X8lr~ haha
4) Go SENTOSA with the clique. I don't know if any of you still remember this but we promised to go to Sentosa together... If any of you still remembers that of course, I do...
5) Have a super fun floorball camp. This one I can assure you I will do my best!
6) Play basketball with the clique and rewatch hot shot!
7) Do EVERYTHING With the clique...

I REALLY REALLY miss the old days when we spend half our day hanging out together, doing nothing much in particular but still had a lot of fun. Maybe sec 3 life is too busy till we can't spend time together... Hope that is the case than we shall be like before after EOY... can't wait...

TO everybody in the CLIQUE! I'm officially organising a 1 day ('remiscising' the past), on marking day. As for the events, I will let you know on the day itself=) More details after comfirmation=)

If you view yourself as a floorballer, and belong to the clique. PLS, don't disappoint me by not turning up. Regardless of whatever you got on that day, if you cherish this friendship we share, pls turn up.

I invited the clique to have breakfast and lunch before training recently but twice I was disapointed... Nobody came for the lunch and only jie ying came for breakfast. This wasn't how it was like in the past. In the past, the whole clique will come and we will have so much fun... But now? I eat alone...

Joshua and Eugene mentioned on their blogs that they miss the past where we used to be so close. I still believe we are but for now, we are too involved in our own lives. So pls turn up on wednesday morning, 8 am at J8 Mac. PLS don't let me down and let everybody down... This will be the first time we are going out after a long break. This really means a lot!

We will basically do whatever we used to do=) That is what we are doing for the whole day, more or less!

Nites...