I know everybody is writing about stuff related to this. What 'last try' ah, 'give it all out', 'I live or I die', blablabla... I mean isn't it typical to write this kind of posts right before exams? Nothing wrong with it but really, when they were writing, did they really meant what they wrote?
For me, this is really the first time I'm getting serious about my studies... Really, I swear ever since I came into CHS I never once got serious about any exams... I always thought that studying was lifeless and just had to get over with it. I played played played. Even before the Sec 2 EOY, I even went to lan... The weekend right before the whole week of exams... Zai right? This year was worst, I didn't even complete the WS-es teacher's gave and hardly touch the revision practise papers that were given before exams, less say touch my TYS-es.
I just try to get over with everything, 'don't fail can already' that was my mindset. My results? Deteriorating... I couldn't study cose I didn't have the motivation to work... I kept creating 'imaginary' motivation for myself, until the point I think so much that I had a near mental breakdown, which was the period around August, where I got hysterical. It was Eugene that helped me get past the period, doing something more than he had to, taking the extra effort. Really apreciated even though I need not return back anymore...
Okay back to topic, 'imaginary' motivation. Yes, these 'imaginary' motivation was totally unable to motivate me at all. I felt aimless, nothing to work for until this monday.
"You study for nothing but yourself". The phrasing may not be exact but the meaning is there. A quote by my primary school teacher. It really brought me back to my primary school days and reminded me of my ability as a student. The missing 'motivation' that I was lacking, I found it back. Ty for reminding me, *mum*=)
Indeed, I study for nothing but myself. For my future, for myself, nobody else. Judging from my results, I'm failing my parents, my primary school teacher and most importantly, myself... It's really time for me to grow up... To study for myself=) My future lies in my hands... I'm not fighting against retaining or anything so I can really go into the exam hall this time with not stress, but just to prove to myself that I'm capable of much more. Improvement, that is my aim for EOY. No need for a jump to A1 for all subjects, but at least a grade better for all subjects.
This is really last minute but it is better than nothing, better than not studying at all, like I did in the past. It's gonna be a bit rush but I will try my best to salvage the situation.
" It is only when you realise you want to score well, that you actually had a lot things you can do to excel." I finally understand the theory of 'consistency'... Should have worked harder in the past...
Chapters to go: 56, 36 excluding A math and Bio.
Chapters completed: 26.
26 chapters in like 3 nights? Not impossible since I still got the weekends to do my 'final push'...
Actually studying ain't that difficult. If you force yourself to study for like 15 minutes or so, you will actually feel like studying. Just don't get distracted, or you will regret wasting precious time...
******
Fighting for our own beliefs
Believing in what we are fighting for
Fighting for our future
A future worth fighting for
Embrace the joy when you succeed
as joy embraces you
Results are more than numbers
Numbers that mean more than results
The recognition of your own ability
Having the ability to recognise it
Let this be a final push
OR BE PUSHED OVER...
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Choice
If you were to choose between this two, who would you want?
1) A freaking pretty girl that you freaking crazy over, but nothing more than that.
2) A kind hearted girl who encourage you when you are down and give you support
Who would you choose?
Neither.
Cose I will not choose the first one and I know I'm not good enough for the second...
******
" I shall study for nobody else but myself." I got it. Thks. I will and I must work hard.
Ty for the encourage ya?
Mugging progress:
Chapters to be revised: 80 + ??
Chapters completed: 0
1) A freaking pretty girl that you freaking crazy over, but nothing more than that.
2) A kind hearted girl who encourage you when you are down and give you support
Who would you choose?
Neither.
Cose I will not choose the first one and I know I'm not good enough for the second...
******
" I shall study for nobody else but myself." I got it. Thks. I will and I must work hard.
Ty for the encourage ya?
Mugging progress:
Chapters to be revised: 80 + ??
Chapters completed: 0
Selfishness
* Seem like there is some misconception. This post is not to hate, maybe the tone is a bit harsh but ultimately i want to help. Hatred is never in my dictionary, I always forgive. But I really hope to help this friend of mine.
I have never seen anybody as selfish as you..
Yes, it's you.
Such a simple request and yet you rejected me right away. If it was anybody else, they would probably have given it to me straight away. If they did, I would probably consider not eating it since I would feel bad cose they are so nice to me. But you? You immediately said no and even if I asked a few more times, your stand is firm. 'No, that is my food, you want it go get it yourself.' If it was anybody else, if I asked for a few times they would have given it to me.
Then when you realised that I was pissed and you would probably lose this friend of yours, you then tried to redeem the situation and offered it to me. You offered the food to me at the end because you knew that you are going to offend me and that will cause me to dao you or something and you did not want that to happen that's why you decided to offer me the food.
It is through little actions that people notice good or bad things about a person. You probably did whatever you did in the past because you realise that you are in a disadvantage if you were to offend anybody and that will put you in a spot.
Some actions of yours shows your character. In fact, too many. It is just that people do not mind or bother but whatever you did during this incident really pissed me off.
Firstly, look around you. Can you name me a friend whom you can truly say is your best friend? Friends share and are willing to give without gain. But given your character, tell me, how many best friends you have now and in the past?
Secondly, you always put yourself first when it comes to any situation. Of course, all humans are self-centered but not to your extent. You do everything for your own benefit. Never once you shown me that you actually do stuff for other people without hoping for anything in return. Every action of yours has it agenda, you know it yourself.
Thirdly, you don't put yourself in people's shoes when you act or speak. If you do, then you would probably be able to not be so self-centered. Think about how others might feel when you do something or say something.
The world does not revolve around you, treat the people with a different attitude from now on, putting yourself in their shoes, treat the people around you unselfishly. You would find that you would soon have much more friends and closer friends than now.
All the best
I have never seen anybody as selfish as you..
Yes, it's you.
Such a simple request and yet you rejected me right away. If it was anybody else, they would probably have given it to me straight away. If they did, I would probably consider not eating it since I would feel bad cose they are so nice to me. But you? You immediately said no and even if I asked a few more times, your stand is firm. 'No, that is my food, you want it go get it yourself.' If it was anybody else, if I asked for a few times they would have given it to me.
Then when you realised that I was pissed and you would probably lose this friend of yours, you then tried to redeem the situation and offered it to me. You offered the food to me at the end because you knew that you are going to offend me and that will cause me to dao you or something and you did not want that to happen that's why you decided to offer me the food.
It is through little actions that people notice good or bad things about a person. You probably did whatever you did in the past because you realise that you are in a disadvantage if you were to offend anybody and that will put you in a spot.
Some actions of yours shows your character. In fact, too many. It is just that people do not mind or bother but whatever you did during this incident really pissed me off.
Firstly, look around you. Can you name me a friend whom you can truly say is your best friend? Friends share and are willing to give without gain. But given your character, tell me, how many best friends you have now and in the past?
Secondly, you always put yourself first when it comes to any situation. Of course, all humans are self-centered but not to your extent. You do everything for your own benefit. Never once you shown me that you actually do stuff for other people without hoping for anything in return. Every action of yours has it agenda, you know it yourself.
Thirdly, you don't put yourself in people's shoes when you act or speak. If you do, then you would probably be able to not be so self-centered. Think about how others might feel when you do something or say something.
The world does not revolve around you, treat the people with a different attitude from now on, putting yourself in their shoes, treat the people around you unselfishly. You would find that you would soon have much more friends and closer friends than now.
All the best
Stuck
I'm currently stuck, whether to study anot... I know that there isn't much time left anyway, but still it's gonna make a significant difference.
Arguments for not studying:
- Less than a week left. Study or don't study makes no differences anw.
- Not like I'm gonna retain or smth. Screw up then screw up lor.
- Even if I don't study also won't screw up. Just can't get my desired results.
Arguments for studying:
- Cose it is my responsibility.
Yea, just one single reason to study and it easily defeats the rest of the arguments against it. Yea, I should study and less than 15 days IF I were to study hard for it. Is that so difficult?
God damn it. I really want to score well for EOY. I L1r5, 11! Not impossible right.
Aim:
Combined Humanities- A1
E math- A1
A math- A2
Geography- A2
Biology- A2
Chemistry- B3
Physics- B3
English- B3
Chinese- B4
But every time I get distracted. Just can't seem to study properly. Fuck. always promise myself to study but always fail to do so. What's wrong with me...
******
OMG. I'm a pervert!!!
Arguments for not studying:
- Less than a week left. Study or don't study makes no differences anw.
- Not like I'm gonna retain or smth. Screw up then screw up lor.
- Even if I don't study also won't screw up. Just can't get my desired results.
Arguments for studying:
- Cose it is my responsibility.
Yea, just one single reason to study and it easily defeats the rest of the arguments against it. Yea, I should study and less than 15 days IF I were to study hard for it. Is that so difficult?
God damn it. I really want to score well for EOY. I L1r5, 11! Not impossible right.
Aim:
Combined Humanities- A1
E math- A1
A math- A2
Geography- A2
Biology- A2
Chemistry- B3
Physics- B3
English- B3
Chinese- B4
But every time I get distracted. Just can't seem to study properly. Fuck. always promise myself to study but always fail to do so. What's wrong with me...
******
OMG. I'm a pervert!!!
Monday, September 20, 2010
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Saturday
So I scored 2 and assist 2. Pretty decent since I was aiming for a 1 goal 2 assist for today's game...6-6, why are we still not playing to our standard? Really think that we got a lot to work on if we wanna aim for top 4. Long way to go…But then again, I should be seeing the team scoring as a whole and not count it as a personal achievement... Who cares...
Gaps in skills are getting greater and more obvious now... We are starting to be able to see the rankings quite obviously now...
Want to change captain? Be my guest. Store door can't lock, nothing I can do. The fans not off was not my idea. Gym wasn't me using last. All humans make mistakes. It's not entirely my job yea? Cause I'm always the last to leave the place so everything becomes my fault now. Then I rather be the first to leave so nothing becomes my fault. People can just change and leave as and when they want, I have to wait and ensure everything is kept then can leave. People want to leave then I don't need leave ah? We all got our own lives to live too. All people see is the mistakes committed, ever thought that the very person that is held responsible is actually the one that does almost everything? Sometimes even if I want to leave early I can't. Cose I have to wait for everybody to leave and keep everything and THEN I can leave... At least 7.30 then can leave. I'm a student like everybody else. I'm like a floorballer like everybody else. I'm just taking the extra intiative and commitment to do something more. Appreciate... Don't agree with this then just get a change. I'm cool with that. Good to put yourself in people's shoes at times. I'm at fault but not totally entirely my fault yea?
Went card shop with Derek and YH after training. lol. Was kinda fun since my deck was still able to win a few rounds against rather strong opponent. E-hero FTW!
Slept once I could. Too tired for anything. Really want to study but really not in the mood now... I'm feeling depressed for dunno what reasons... Had LOTS to write before I switch on the com but the 'feel' is gone. I'm very confused now. I have lost sight of my future. I really dunno what is happening to me but this is not good. Things aren't going as well as I had thought. Everything...
Gaps in skills are getting greater and more obvious now... We are starting to be able to see the rankings quite obviously now...
Want to change captain? Be my guest. Store door can't lock, nothing I can do. The fans not off was not my idea. Gym wasn't me using last. All humans make mistakes. It's not entirely my job yea? Cause I'm always the last to leave the place so everything becomes my fault now. Then I rather be the first to leave so nothing becomes my fault. People can just change and leave as and when they want, I have to wait and ensure everything is kept then can leave. People want to leave then I don't need leave ah? We all got our own lives to live too. All people see is the mistakes committed, ever thought that the very person that is held responsible is actually the one that does almost everything? Sometimes even if I want to leave early I can't. Cose I have to wait for everybody to leave and keep everything and THEN I can leave... At least 7.30 then can leave. I'm a student like everybody else. I'm like a floorballer like everybody else. I'm just taking the extra intiative and commitment to do something more. Appreciate... Don't agree with this then just get a change. I'm cool with that. Good to put yourself in people's shoes at times. I'm at fault but not totally entirely my fault yea?
Went card shop with Derek and YH after training. lol. Was kinda fun since my deck was still able to win a few rounds against rather strong opponent. E-hero FTW!
Slept once I could. Too tired for anything. Really want to study but really not in the mood now... I'm feeling depressed for dunno what reasons... Had LOTS to write before I switch on the com but the 'feel' is gone. I'm very confused now. I have lost sight of my future. I really dunno what is happening to me but this is not good. Things aren't going as well as I had thought. Everything...
Monday, September 13, 2010
Long post..
This is gonna be a very very long post... I'm going to keep writing until my mum decides it's time for me to stop. Here goes...
1) Falling ill really sucks, and it sucks even more when your parents think you are faking it and you're planning to pon school. Okay, maybe a little but really, why bother going to school when you know you will be spending the entire day sleeping and not paying attention in school? Why don't you let your poor son stay at home and rest? Screw~
2) Visiting the polyclinic on a monday really sucks BIG TIME. How boring can it get when you have to waiting for 2 hours before you get to leave that place again? I was so freaking bored tat I even read the world news! Korea opening new trading regulation and will be reducing the entire process of trading by 3.4 hours and $0.4 per container... This will bla bla bla. Heck! Do I look like somebody that care a heck about what is happening between china and korea (okay, maybe alittle interest in korea), is it gonna affect me or is it even relevant to my life??? Watched Mr Bean on the TV until I got bored. I mean, who actually watches Mr Bean at my age!!!
3) Got a darn haircut. Okay, it's kinda screw-ed but I'm the kind that don't really care about my hairstyle cose I think I got enough self-confidence in my looks... Okay, it's not the haircut, it's the waiting time! 1 hour? Cose it's damn-it $2.50, the whole world HAVE to go there for their haircut. Cheapo-s. YOu must be thinking then why did I go there for my haircut right? Cose my parents freaking hell left me with $4 bucks for a haircut. Can't go to a barber. HAD to go for the $2.50 haircut. Waste my time...
4) If I were to get sorta rejected in any aspects of my life, this is the first one. To be truthfully, I actually don't really want it now if I think about it again...
5) EOY is like 4 weeks or less from now. I don't really know how near it is, or should I say, I don't want to know. I'm pretty sure I'm screw-ed for EOY. Didn't touch my books at ALL this holiday and I'm still rushing HW. How fail can I get? I'm screw-ed!!! But then, if I come to think of it, I still got a little bit of time... But what good will it do? Last minute effort wouldn't get me far but then again, why shouldn't I work hard? Maybe last minute work can get me slightly better result? Was back to my usual 'sofisticated' me... trying to convince myself to work hard, physco-ing myself to study. BUT, failed as usual. Working hard for EOY>? Empty promise AGAIN. Screw my self-discipline and whatever my five pillars of life is... They don't make a difference to my life anyway. They can't make a difference to my life IF I'm not willing to cooperate. Actually, I want to but then again, I can't seem to make it work... haiz. Just went to check. 3 more weekends. 3 more school weeks including this week. Can I make it in time or will I slack off as usual? To be truthful, if I put in my 100% and make good use of this 3 weeks, it can really make a significant difference but I think(predict) I will slack off. Gosh, when will I really get serious about studying... Not as if I don't want to to get serious, is that I can't! damn it. Seriously, I got to study! I'm doing pretty well in all aspects of my life except for studies. I'm not doing very badly but I can do much better than this. But when it comes to working hard section, I slack off. I got the plans, the brains, the time BUT don't have the willpower...
6) EOY is coming and I'm not even feeling the pressure. This is bad... Gosh! I'm like already prepared to do badly. How can I feel that way!! Must work hard, but, for what? Nothing seem to be able to motivate me...
7) Training 2morow!! but why am I feeling so unenthusiastic? So unlike me...
8) Happy birthdae JARRYL CHAN WEI HAN!! Wish you all the best in your life and hope that you get more handsome every second.( More handsome every year seems to be too long...) Glad to have a friend and a teammate like you=) Always going for lunch after training (not) and going out for dinner after CS training (not) and going home together after CS training (not) and going lan together (not) and going out to play (a little) and getting haircuts together! (dream on). Okay, all those above don't really mean much. We are good friends even though we don't hang out together much, it's your character and personality (not looks) that is keeping us together. Friends don't become good friends be'cose they spend alot of time together. Oya, like to thank you for being so supportive in whatever I suggest. You were never reluctant, always willing to support me=) Xie ler!
9) Lucifer dance steps so difficult to learn sia~ Wow, the SM concert is damn nice. I luv youtube.
10) Thks to all those that shown concern or even notice that I wasn't in school today and bothered to sms me to ask me whether I'm well or whatsoever. TO those that didn't, my reply: I'M doing FINE!
Time to stop. Nites
1) Falling ill really sucks, and it sucks even more when your parents think you are faking it and you're planning to pon school. Okay, maybe a little but really, why bother going to school when you know you will be spending the entire day sleeping and not paying attention in school? Why don't you let your poor son stay at home and rest? Screw~
2) Visiting the polyclinic on a monday really sucks BIG TIME. How boring can it get when you have to waiting for 2 hours before you get to leave that place again? I was so freaking bored tat I even read the world news! Korea opening new trading regulation and will be reducing the entire process of trading by 3.4 hours and $0.4 per container... This will bla bla bla. Heck! Do I look like somebody that care a heck about what is happening between china and korea (okay, maybe alittle interest in korea), is it gonna affect me or is it even relevant to my life??? Watched Mr Bean on the TV until I got bored. I mean, who actually watches Mr Bean at my age!!!
3) Got a darn haircut. Okay, it's kinda screw-ed but I'm the kind that don't really care about my hairstyle cose I think I got enough self-confidence in my looks... Okay, it's not the haircut, it's the waiting time! 1 hour? Cose it's damn-it $2.50, the whole world HAVE to go there for their haircut. Cheapo-s. YOu must be thinking then why did I go there for my haircut right? Cose my parents freaking hell left me with $4 bucks for a haircut. Can't go to a barber. HAD to go for the $2.50 haircut. Waste my time...
4) If I were to get sorta rejected in any aspects of my life, this is the first one. To be truthfully, I actually don't really want it now if I think about it again...
5) EOY is like 4 weeks or less from now. I don't really know how near it is, or should I say, I don't want to know. I'm pretty sure I'm screw-ed for EOY. Didn't touch my books at ALL this holiday and I'm still rushing HW. How fail can I get? I'm screw-ed!!! But then, if I come to think of it, I still got a little bit of time... But what good will it do? Last minute effort wouldn't get me far but then again, why shouldn't I work hard? Maybe last minute work can get me slightly better result? Was back to my usual 'sofisticated' me... trying to convince myself to work hard, physco-ing myself to study. BUT, failed as usual. Working hard for EOY>? Empty promise AGAIN. Screw my self-discipline and whatever my five pillars of life is... They don't make a difference to my life anyway. They can't make a difference to my life IF I'm not willing to cooperate. Actually, I want to but then again, I can't seem to make it work... haiz. Just went to check. 3 more weekends. 3 more school weeks including this week. Can I make it in time or will I slack off as usual? To be truthful, if I put in my 100% and make good use of this 3 weeks, it can really make a significant difference but I think(predict) I will slack off. Gosh, when will I really get serious about studying... Not as if I don't want to to get serious, is that I can't! damn it. Seriously, I got to study! I'm doing pretty well in all aspects of my life except for studies. I'm not doing very badly but I can do much better than this. But when it comes to working hard section, I slack off. I got the plans, the brains, the time BUT don't have the willpower...
6) EOY is coming and I'm not even feeling the pressure. This is bad... Gosh! I'm like already prepared to do badly. How can I feel that way!! Must work hard, but, for what? Nothing seem to be able to motivate me...
7) Training 2morow!! but why am I feeling so unenthusiastic? So unlike me...
8) Happy birthdae JARRYL CHAN WEI HAN!! Wish you all the best in your life and hope that you get more handsome every second.( More handsome every year seems to be too long...) Glad to have a friend and a teammate like you=) Always going for lunch after training (not) and going out for dinner after CS training (not) and going home together after CS training (not) and going lan together (not) and going out to play (a little) and getting haircuts together! (dream on). Okay, all those above don't really mean much. We are good friends even though we don't hang out together much, it's your character and personality (not looks) that is keeping us together. Friends don't become good friends be'cose they spend alot of time together. Oya, like to thank you for being so supportive in whatever I suggest. You were never reluctant, always willing to support me=) Xie ler!
9) Lucifer dance steps so difficult to learn sia~ Wow, the SM concert is damn nice. I luv youtube.
10) Thks to all those that shown concern or even notice that I wasn't in school today and bothered to sms me to ask me whether I'm well or whatsoever. TO those that didn't, my reply: I'M doing FINE!
Time to stop. Nites
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Grumble
I HATE people that grumble. I mean, you can grumble and blame everybody in this world other than yourself for your problems but what good does it do? Can it make the situation any better? Instead of grumbling, maybe you can spend your time trying to make the best out of the situation you are in...
Get on with life. This is the message I want to tell everybody that grumbles.
******
IF you wanna be good at something, you got to put in the hard work. Just went to see SM concert at LA. The popularity of the k-pop stars was amazing. If I were them, I will definitely feel super great to have so many fans out there.
They did not achieve all of this overnight, it through continuous hard work that got them to where they stand today. You want to attain success, gradually but eventually...
Take Hyo Yeon as an example. She is recognised for her talent in dancing. I've seen alomst all of the videos that featured her dancing. She can really dance, I swear. But check out her pre-debut and training background. Did she really achieve everything solely on her talent? Or was it through many years of hard work? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyoyeon
The same goes to the other SNSD members or even other bands. All of the SNSD members trained for at least 5 years before their debut. 5 years... Just to train themselves up to be ready when they debut. Jessica had the longest training. 7 years and 6 months... Is their success achieve overnight? 7 years and 6 months. Not overnight.
If we want to succeed, we got to start from scratch. We have to start slow and we shall succeed eventually. Success does not come at an instant. It is through the years of hardwork you have put in. Don't blame god that you are not successful in 'whatever area'. All you can blame is yourself... for not putting in enough hardwork and effort. All the successful people in the world today stand at where they are through hard work.
******
Okay, so back to my life. Friendly against ex-NJC. 5-2. Scored 2, assist 1. Looks nice on paper but totally screwed up. Could have done much better... Regarding which aspect, I shall not discuss further.
Dinner at seoul gardens. Was pretty alright.
Caught a cold.
Watched man-u game against Everton. Score was 3-1 at 90 min. Everton scored 2 in the 2 minutes extra time. LOL. Epic.
Arsenal's game was better. 4-1.
Okay, nothing much to write about. Just hope to recover soon. Injury is getting better. Should be fit by tuesday. Screw the cold~ AH-QIU.
Get on with life. This is the message I want to tell everybody that grumbles.
******
IF you wanna be good at something, you got to put in the hard work. Just went to see SM concert at LA. The popularity of the k-pop stars was amazing. If I were them, I will definitely feel super great to have so many fans out there.
They did not achieve all of this overnight, it through continuous hard work that got them to where they stand today. You want to attain success, gradually but eventually...
Take Hyo Yeon as an example. She is recognised for her talent in dancing. I've seen alomst all of the videos that featured her dancing. She can really dance, I swear. But check out her pre-debut and training background. Did she really achieve everything solely on her talent? Or was it through many years of hard work? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyoyeon
The same goes to the other SNSD members or even other bands. All of the SNSD members trained for at least 5 years before their debut. 5 years... Just to train themselves up to be ready when they debut. Jessica had the longest training. 7 years and 6 months... Is their success achieve overnight? 7 years and 6 months. Not overnight.
If we want to succeed, we got to start from scratch. We have to start slow and we shall succeed eventually. Success does not come at an instant. It is through the years of hardwork you have put in. Don't blame god that you are not successful in 'whatever area'. All you can blame is yourself... for not putting in enough hardwork and effort. All the successful people in the world today stand at where they are through hard work.
******
Okay, so back to my life. Friendly against ex-NJC. 5-2. Scored 2, assist 1. Looks nice on paper but totally screwed up. Could have done much better... Regarding which aspect, I shall not discuss further.
Dinner at seoul gardens. Was pretty alright.
Caught a cold.
Watched man-u game against Everton. Score was 3-1 at 90 min. Everton scored 2 in the 2 minutes extra time. LOL. Epic.
Arsenal's game was better. 4-1.
Okay, nothing much to write about. Just hope to recover soon. Injury is getting better. Should be fit by tuesday. Screw the cold~ AH-QIU.
Friday, September 10, 2010
Today
YOG mascot=)
At my god aunt's house=)
The swimming pool=)
Okay, today seriously rock. TOTALLY. Woke up at 10, was drizzling a little. The 'feel' is nice. Definitely. Being able to hid under your blanket, warm and cozy, when it's cold and chilly outside. ( But my mum had to spoil everything, wake me up...)
So after breakfast, after the rain subset, me and my mum took a ride in my aunt's car to my god-aunt's house=) Went swimming=) Yipee! Was finally able to fulfill my wish for this holiday, to play basketball (Was just standing there only but still counted as playing) and SWIMMING!
Okay, so went to bath after swimming and realised that I left my underwear in the apartment. ( Okay, this is for real, not another 'naked' story again)...
Went back up (and wore my underwear) and ate lunch. Then played a bit of yu-gi-oh and came back home. Then watched korean drama series with my mum and went to sleep >.<
Did a bit of hw and here I am, blogging=)
Gosh, friendly with NJ 2morow but my leg is still hurting!! ( I know... injury again...) Really hope to be able to play up to my standard 2morow=) Hehe, I'm SO gonna wear the captain's armband, for the first time=)
******
I really want to find somebody that I can confide to.
Not a brother thou, a girl probably...
Someone that I can share all my problems with
Someone that can be there for me when I'm down
But highly impossible... Don't have courage like some people to ask for people's no. on the bus~
******
Agony
Pain
Suffering
Will
All be kept in my heart till the day you open the door to my heart...
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Photos~
Chem remedial so boring~
At my sis's hostel=)
Prejudiced...
Whose's stick was that?
So cute~ Sica~
Guess
Guess a four letter word.
It's not really a word, it's a short form.
There is an 'N' in this 4 letter word.
IF you type this 4 letters into the search engine, millions of photos and videos will be found.
Almost all the guys in our guys in the school have seen it before.
Those sexy long legs and seducing body figures=) They even appear in the videos in a group....
Some people secretly film these video, other's do it while the people in the video already know that they are being filmed and yet they are enjoying it...
Wilson have plenty of those videos in his phone.
It's an addiction. Can't control it. The urges to see these videos...
Guess what's the 4 letter word? ( To Derek, Jy and Ryan. Just keep quiet)...
It's not really a word, it's a short form.
There is an 'N' in this 4 letter word.
IF you type this 4 letters into the search engine, millions of photos and videos will be found.
Almost all the guys in our guys in the school have seen it before.
Those sexy long legs and seducing body figures=) They even appear in the videos in a group....
Some people secretly film these video, other's do it while the people in the video already know that they are being filmed and yet they are enjoying it...
Wilson have plenty of those videos in his phone.
It's an addiction. Can't control it. The urges to see these videos...
Guess what's the 4 letter word? ( To Derek, Jy and Ryan. Just keep quiet)...
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Breathless
I'm breathless~
So restless yet~
I can't do anything to maintain this peacefulness...
******
Okay, whatever I written about is just crap. Can't seem to make it rythmn and make sense at the same time.
Well, this is my 202th post. Wow. Blink of an eye, one year have past, I've written my 202th post... Still remember last year around this time in the year I was still strugling to quit dota and study.. Now? Struggling to study, but not enough time!!!
Gosh, the homework given = endless. I was planning to do some revision on topics that I'm not good at like trigometry and the few physics topics that were taught recently BUT a whole pile of homework is waiting for me to complete them!!!
I know the teacher's are doing this for our good, all the homework are like revision and practises to prepare us for EOY. But hello!!! If each teacher gives us homework that we have to do for 1 whole day or more, do we have enough time? Plus do we stay at home the entire day just to complete their homework? We still have remedial and CCA!
I'm the kind that complete homework and I'm struggling to complete it. What about those that don't usually do homework? So far I did: English, chinese, E math.
E math look so easy... TYS nia, do this this this question only mah. WTH, took me 8 foolscape to do all the questions...
I still got: A math, 6 X physics paper, chem paper, geo WB, geo case study, geo LDQ, unfinished Math WS, bio quizzes...
GG... girl's generation=) lol
Hell la... I wasn't expecting myself to be relaxing and playing this holiday but I'm not expecting so much homework either!! Now I can't even find the time to revise thanks to the homework. Gosh, i was still planning to go swimming and bBall. Guess swimming with my cousins on friday is still on but Bball? Abandon plan arh!!!
Slowly but eventually ba.. Haiz... Homework are killing me!!!
***
IF your parents nag at you that only means that you still require them to worry about you. That was what I realised over the past few days.
My parents don't worry about me having not enough friends cose I have plenty.
My parents don't worry about me under-achieving in my sports, cose I'm not.
My parents don't worry about me having problems growing up into an adult, cose I'm doing fine.
BUT my parents worry about my results. Nothing else matter to them other than my results be'cose I guess that's the only area they have to worry about. Other than that, I daresay I'm still doing pretty fine.
Really, if you don't want your parents to nag at you than you have to prove to them that they have to worry. I'm gonna try to work hard for EOY ( empty promise again..)!!!
Time not early le, it is time I stop writing. Hope to recieve your letter soon... Letter writing=)
So restless yet~
I can't do anything to maintain this peacefulness...
******
Okay, whatever I written about is just crap. Can't seem to make it rythmn and make sense at the same time.
Well, this is my 202th post. Wow. Blink of an eye, one year have past, I've written my 202th post... Still remember last year around this time in the year I was still strugling to quit dota and study.. Now? Struggling to study, but not enough time!!!
Gosh, the homework given = endless. I was planning to do some revision on topics that I'm not good at like trigometry and the few physics topics that were taught recently BUT a whole pile of homework is waiting for me to complete them!!!
I know the teacher's are doing this for our good, all the homework are like revision and practises to prepare us for EOY. But hello!!! If each teacher gives us homework that we have to do for 1 whole day or more, do we have enough time? Plus do we stay at home the entire day just to complete their homework? We still have remedial and CCA!
I'm the kind that complete homework and I'm struggling to complete it. What about those that don't usually do homework? So far I did: English, chinese, E math.
E math look so easy... TYS nia, do this this this question only mah. WTH, took me 8 foolscape to do all the questions...
I still got: A math, 6 X physics paper, chem paper, geo WB, geo case study, geo LDQ, unfinished Math WS, bio quizzes...
GG... girl's generation=) lol
Hell la... I wasn't expecting myself to be relaxing and playing this holiday but I'm not expecting so much homework either!! Now I can't even find the time to revise thanks to the homework. Gosh, i was still planning to go swimming and bBall. Guess swimming with my cousins on friday is still on but Bball? Abandon plan arh!!!
Slowly but eventually ba.. Haiz... Homework are killing me!!!
***
IF your parents nag at you that only means that you still require them to worry about you. That was what I realised over the past few days.
My parents don't worry about me having not enough friends cose I have plenty.
My parents don't worry about me under-achieving in my sports, cose I'm not.
My parents don't worry about me having problems growing up into an adult, cose I'm doing fine.
BUT my parents worry about my results. Nothing else matter to them other than my results be'cose I guess that's the only area they have to worry about. Other than that, I daresay I'm still doing pretty fine.
Really, if you don't want your parents to nag at you than you have to prove to them that they have to worry. I'm gonna try to work hard for EOY ( empty promise again..)!!!
Time not early le, it is time I stop writing. Hope to recieve your letter soon... Letter writing=)
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
All goes well~
Hope everything goes well 2morow!!!
Cren good luck for your surgery=)
If pain then cry hor, cry already will feel better de=)
Hope it all goes well!
Cren good luck for your surgery=)
If pain then cry hor, cry already will feel better de=)
Hope it all goes well!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Yahoo~
Just realised YAHOO~ is actually a sound you will make when you are feeling 'high', not just some ordinary search engine...
Okay back to the topic, just came back from the badminton session. Although not many people came but it was incredibly fun. Didn't want to play badminton at first (partially cose I can't play it well), but still, it would seemed to be a pity if I didn't...
Okay, so lunch was at 1 at Wendy's at Northpoint. Took bus there. Had a pretty decent meal and bought SNSD ez-link card sticker for my stick. LOL. Planning to paste it on my stick=)
Took bus to Khatib CC. Waited a while and soon it was 2.30. Didn't even bring my racket, my sister took it to her hostel. Not planning to play at all but couldn't resist the temptation of sports~
So nice of my primary school friend, Zheng Wei, to bring an extra racket for me. Started off playing on the stage with his sister, Shi Ni. Was like getting thrashed even though she gave me those nice nice balls ( w8, or should I say nice nice shuttlecocks...). Then she taught me some very basic skill and I'm ready! Went on court...
Haha, only managed to return the balls. Can't smash or control the direction, was plainly keeping it in play... lol, the rest of my friends were like all damn zai... Can't they play floorball or something=) Something I'm good at?
Went on playing and got slightly better. Thanks to all those that taught me how to play badminton, and screw those that kept making me pick up the shuttlecock.
Was not planning to play initially but ended up playing the most in the end=) Improved quite a bit within an hour plus. By the end, I was like on par with Shi Ni (I hope...), when she was like owning me at the start. Maybe I'm just good in sports=)
Went to the card shop too. Had not been there for 3 or more years already... The smell of the place seemed so familiar. Really missed those times in primary school where the few of us rush to this card shop right after school to buy cards. I must have spend close to 300+ on cards...
Time to make my way to my aunt's house for dinner. Gosh, badminton is now making my hand tremble, my hand is shaking as I'm typing...
***
"It's tiring to bear grudges..."
Learn to forgive and forget.
Everybody makes mistakes, so do you. Give the person a chance. Forgive him whether it was on purpose or not, allow him to repent.
It's easier to get along well with a person rather to to bear grudges against him. If you do, you have to deliberately ignore him and even have to avoid him at times. How bother to bear grudges then? Let whatever that happened go...
I can't really 'hate' anybody regardless of what he have done to me. People have hurt me deeply before but I just forgive and forget. Some hurt me so badly that I can ignore him totally for a month or so if I make up my mind to do so. But why bother to make him feel so sad and why bother to deliberately ignore him? Forgive him, even he was at fault. Forgive him, so that he wouldn't feel so sad. Forgive him, be generous.
People can hurt me so deeply till they don't know it cose I don't show it. He can hurt me so deeply that I almost cried but when he apologises on the phone an hour later, I forgive him even though I'm still heartbroken.
We all have feelings, we are all humans. Don't always think about yourself all the time. Think from other's people persepective as well. Put yourself in people's shoe. That's my theory in life.
If you make up your mind to 'hate' somebody, you will never be able to let go of this grudge but if you decide to forgive him, you will realise that he ain't such a bad person afterall.
You can 'hate' him, everything you see about him is bad. If you forgive him, you will see that everything about him ain't that bad afterall. That's life!
Forgive and forget!
Okay back to the topic, just came back from the badminton session. Although not many people came but it was incredibly fun. Didn't want to play badminton at first (partially cose I can't play it well), but still, it would seemed to be a pity if I didn't...
Okay, so lunch was at 1 at Wendy's at Northpoint. Took bus there. Had a pretty decent meal and bought SNSD ez-link card sticker for my stick. LOL. Planning to paste it on my stick=)
Took bus to Khatib CC. Waited a while and soon it was 2.30. Didn't even bring my racket, my sister took it to her hostel. Not planning to play at all but couldn't resist the temptation of sports~
So nice of my primary school friend, Zheng Wei, to bring an extra racket for me. Started off playing on the stage with his sister, Shi Ni. Was like getting thrashed even though she gave me those nice nice balls ( w8, or should I say nice nice shuttlecocks...). Then she taught me some very basic skill and I'm ready! Went on court...
Haha, only managed to return the balls. Can't smash or control the direction, was plainly keeping it in play... lol, the rest of my friends were like all damn zai... Can't they play floorball or something=) Something I'm good at?
Went on playing and got slightly better. Thanks to all those that taught me how to play badminton, and screw those that kept making me pick up the shuttlecock.
Was not planning to play initially but ended up playing the most in the end=) Improved quite a bit within an hour plus. By the end, I was like on par with Shi Ni (I hope...), when she was like owning me at the start. Maybe I'm just good in sports=)
Went to the card shop too. Had not been there for 3 or more years already... The smell of the place seemed so familiar. Really missed those times in primary school where the few of us rush to this card shop right after school to buy cards. I must have spend close to 300+ on cards...
Time to make my way to my aunt's house for dinner. Gosh, badminton is now making my hand tremble, my hand is shaking as I'm typing...
***
"It's tiring to bear grudges..."
Learn to forgive and forget.
Everybody makes mistakes, so do you. Give the person a chance. Forgive him whether it was on purpose or not, allow him to repent.
It's easier to get along well with a person rather to to bear grudges against him. If you do, you have to deliberately ignore him and even have to avoid him at times. How bother to bear grudges then? Let whatever that happened go...
I can't really 'hate' anybody regardless of what he have done to me. People have hurt me deeply before but I just forgive and forget. Some hurt me so badly that I can ignore him totally for a month or so if I make up my mind to do so. But why bother to make him feel so sad and why bother to deliberately ignore him? Forgive him, even he was at fault. Forgive him, so that he wouldn't feel so sad. Forgive him, be generous.
People can hurt me so deeply till they don't know it cose I don't show it. He can hurt me so deeply that I almost cried but when he apologises on the phone an hour later, I forgive him even though I'm still heartbroken.
We all have feelings, we are all humans. Don't always think about yourself all the time. Think from other's people persepective as well. Put yourself in people's shoe. That's my theory in life.
If you make up your mind to 'hate' somebody, you will never be able to let go of this grudge but if you decide to forgive him, you will realise that he ain't such a bad person afterall.
You can 'hate' him, everything you see about him is bad. If you forgive him, you will see that everything about him ain't that bad afterall. That's life!
Forgive and forget!
Friday, September 3, 2010
For a very special fren. Part 4
To U:
You light up my life
Your cheerful-ness brings me alive.
You make life look so fun
Hyper-active, run run run=)
4 sentences is all I need
Enough for everyone to guess who it is=)
****
Bro, many things happened. Really worried for you. I can't help you, decision is yours. The result: Me- tails, yours- heads. Seemed like what I would advise you and what you want in your heart is different.
Nevertheless, decision is yours. I can only watch from the side and pray for the best.
Ok, back to the happy post!!!! Thank you Derek!!! ( lol, Jarryl...)
We met since Sec 1, but only became really close friends in Sec 2 and I really appreciated this friendship. We totally had some much in common, till we can't even stop ourselves from being best friends. I mean, let's go down the list- SNSD, floorball, prefect, basketball, k-pop, psp games, movies, looking at girls, maybe not the height..., talking about sick stuff, slacking during duty, dota? lol rmb maple~, pokemon, china trip, hanging out, meals, going home together, suaning each other, wipping your oil on my towel, talking about C and K, going out with L D K, sharing your message conversation of u n C, WildWildWet, floorball under my void deck, dota at my house after cross-country, watch P at nz's cousin house... And much more which I can't remember...
I can't even remember when was the last time I was angry with you for more than 10 minutes... We shared all our secrets... We even slept together (with clothes) during the chalet!
You are like the most energetic friend I ever met. You seriously brighten up my day. Whenever I hear 'ding!'... I know that my day ain't gonna be that bad anymore, cose you will be there for me=)
Thank you for all that you have done for me, cheering me up when I'm down and encouraging me when I'm losing confidence. The memories we share, I will never forget them.
Bro, one last thing i would like to tell you... Once bitten, twice shy, or be twice sorry=)
Nites...
***
Spoiler for next post ( For a very special fren. Part 5):
You never once fought back when he owned you, even though he fails everytime...
You light up my life
Your cheerful-ness brings me alive.
You make life look so fun
Hyper-active, run run run=)
4 sentences is all I need
Enough for everyone to guess who it is=)
****
Bro, many things happened. Really worried for you. I can't help you, decision is yours. The result: Me- tails, yours- heads. Seemed like what I would advise you and what you want in your heart is different.
Nevertheless, decision is yours. I can only watch from the side and pray for the best.
Ok, back to the happy post!!!! Thank you Derek!!! ( lol, Jarryl...)
We met since Sec 1, but only became really close friends in Sec 2 and I really appreciated this friendship. We totally had some much in common, till we can't even stop ourselves from being best friends. I mean, let's go down the list- SNSD, floorball, prefect, basketball, k-pop, psp games, movies, looking at girls, maybe not the height..., talking about sick stuff, slacking during duty, dota? lol rmb maple~, pokemon, china trip, hanging out, meals, going home together, suaning each other, wipping your oil on my towel, talking about C and K, going out with L D K, sharing your message conversation of u n C, WildWildWet, floorball under my void deck, dota at my house after cross-country, watch P at nz's cousin house... And much more which I can't remember...
I can't even remember when was the last time I was angry with you for more than 10 minutes... We shared all our secrets... We even slept together (with clothes) during the chalet!
You are like the most energetic friend I ever met. You seriously brighten up my day. Whenever I hear 'ding!'... I know that my day ain't gonna be that bad anymore, cose you will be there for me=)
Thank you for all that you have done for me, cheering me up when I'm down and encouraging me when I'm losing confidence. The memories we share, I will never forget them.
Bro, one last thing i would like to tell you... Once bitten, twice shy, or be twice sorry=)
Nites...
***
Spoiler for next post ( For a very special fren. Part 5):
You never once fought back when he owned you, even though he fails everytime...
Quote
" We live to our own expectations, not people's imagination... "
- Darrell Er
We can only truly said that we are good if we think so. What people say will not be able to gauge your ability as well as you gauge your own ability... Live up to your own expectations...
- Darrell Er
We can only truly said that we are good if we think so. What people say will not be able to gauge your ability as well as you gauge your own ability... Live up to your own expectations...
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
31/8/10
All I can say that yesterday was a very enjoyable day for me=)
6.10: Got onto my dad's car and went to school. Can' take Mrt cose the box was damn huge. My beauty sleep~
6.40: Took the box and went to Ish to collect chips from sec 1s. Trust me, the sec 1s are freaking good for their standard. Swear we are no where close when we were at there age.
Believe it anot, by the time they reach sec 3, they would have far exceed our skills. I'm serious. My fellow sec 3s, better buck up and better not lose to the sec 1s... Since the sec 1s are pretty good, we might as well aim for a double next season... Champions for C div and B div=) Jia You!
7.20: Return back to class to play yu-gi-oh.
7.40: Morning assembly. Received the Geo medal. Finally... Drag drag drag, until yesterday then give out the medal...
7.50: Went back to class to prepare for the 'snack box'...
8.15: Went to hall for 'rehearsal'... Crap la... Didn't even rehearse anything. The band fucking hell occupy the stage, didn't even let us have 1 chance to practise up on stage... Slacked there~
10.30: Finally, the much awaited Teacher's Day performance began!!! The student-teacher band did okay... CO and the Chinese singer.. I would say... screwed up...
Our dance went pretty well, was well received too. Screw the band la, insisted on performing their last song after us. Reduced our already constricted space to half. But, resilience! We did okay with that limited space=) Well done people!!!
I would really like to thank Derek, Cren, Joshua, Jarryl, Jie Ying and Ryan, for supporting me in organising this dance. Remembered the very first time I tried to introduce this team dance idea?
If you guys didn't support my decision then, I couldn't have accomplish anything. You guys supported me all the way, even willing to dance with me on stage. For this, I'm truly grateful. Thank you. A leader can't achieve anything without the support of his comrades. He would just be a man with big dreams.
Thank you for being there when I needed you guys. Thanks for all the support. You guys made one of my dream for the team come true. Last but not least, Eugene! Although you din't dance but thank for being our 'DJ' and helping us out in out practices (sleeping) and being the back-stage crew.
Think you got your own reasons for not dancing but at least you made it clear from the start that you will not be dancing. Oya, Billy thanks as well=)
12.00: Teacher's day celebration finally over~ Managed to entice Mr Han to treat us to lunch. Pizza Hut =) Played 'zhong ji mi ma'. Haha, Mr Han had to call Miss Khoo.LOL. If only we could have more of this kind of meals... Breaks down the barrier between a teacher/coach, but still retaining the same kind of respect in school/on court. Friends outside the school, student/teacher in school.
1.45: Reach kahtib. Was late and saw nobody there. Walked around yet nobody to be found. Decided to go home. Was like emo-ing. Nobody care about me. Nobody remembers me...
2.10: Was under my block already when 'anonymous' sms-ed me that they were actually in my primary school. Tq anonymous=) Or I would have missed out on all the fun.
2.15: Finally found the rest. They were all like super welcome me=) Maybe I wasn't that unpopular afterall=)
Wow. Been a while since I last saw them. All changed quite a bit, including me as well. We have all grown, but still retaining our wonderful childhood memories which we created together=) Really glad to see them all again. Boys decided to go Safra, girls decided to go shopping.
3.00: Finally reached Safra after wasting a lot of time waiting here and there. Met Wei Ning there, for those that know who is she. So happens to be one of my primary school friend's friend. Then Wayne came over and told me, 'hey, I know about the girl u like.." WTF. I mean how did Wei Ning know about it?
It was stupid... I realise I was even more stupid, liking a girl that i have met for like less than 5 times? I mean I even know that her character and behaviour (in all aspects) sucks, she doesn't study and goes out a lot. She ain't that pretty, tell her to lift up her fringe and I will puck...
DARRELL ER hereby announce that he is no longer in love anymore. It was purely an infatuation that lasted till 1/09/10, 4.00 pm.
Pool had to wait damn long. In the end, played a bit of Arcade and went to Zheng Wei's house.
4.00: Btw, Zheng Wei's neighbour is Wan Terng... Such a small world. Decided to play Bball.
4.20: Went to buy drinks and sat down and chit-chat.
4.30: Went to the children's playground and got chased out. LOL. Deprived childhood... Over-sized kids. That was what we called ourselves=) Reminiscing our childhood...
4.40: Played primary school games which we used to play at the fitness corner. Like walking on the balancing beam and see who goes down first, things like that. Lol, freaking deprived. But was very fun.
5.00: Played catching under Zheng Wei's block. Ice and freeze... Deprived again. Me and Darryl were both caught, then we touch each other and claimed ' self-unfreeze'... Lol.
5.30: Went back to the shop and bought ice-cream. Wayne was like trying to make mist come out from his mouth after eating ice-cream. Initially, we thought he was joking so we were all like laughing damn badly. Bursting into laughter all of a sudden, as if we were drunk. But he really did it in the end.
5.50: Went back home by bus.
6.30: Dinner.
8.00: Studied, but was so tired till I could hardly keep myself awake.
Was such a fun day for me... Looking forward to the badminton session on Sunday=) Revive our childhood memories again=)
6.10: Got onto my dad's car and went to school. Can' take Mrt cose the box was damn huge. My beauty sleep~
6.40: Took the box and went to Ish to collect chips from sec 1s. Trust me, the sec 1s are freaking good for their standard. Swear we are no where close when we were at there age.
Believe it anot, by the time they reach sec 3, they would have far exceed our skills. I'm serious. My fellow sec 3s, better buck up and better not lose to the sec 1s... Since the sec 1s are pretty good, we might as well aim for a double next season... Champions for C div and B div=) Jia You!
7.20: Return back to class to play yu-gi-oh.
7.40: Morning assembly. Received the Geo medal. Finally... Drag drag drag, until yesterday then give out the medal...
7.50: Went back to class to prepare for the 'snack box'...
8.15: Went to hall for 'rehearsal'... Crap la... Didn't even rehearse anything. The band fucking hell occupy the stage, didn't even let us have 1 chance to practise up on stage... Slacked there~
10.30: Finally, the much awaited Teacher's Day performance began!!! The student-teacher band did okay... CO and the Chinese singer.. I would say... screwed up...
Our dance went pretty well, was well received too. Screw the band la, insisted on performing their last song after us. Reduced our already constricted space to half. But, resilience! We did okay with that limited space=) Well done people!!!
I would really like to thank Derek, Cren, Joshua, Jarryl, Jie Ying and Ryan, for supporting me in organising this dance. Remembered the very first time I tried to introduce this team dance idea?
If you guys didn't support my decision then, I couldn't have accomplish anything. You guys supported me all the way, even willing to dance with me on stage. For this, I'm truly grateful. Thank you. A leader can't achieve anything without the support of his comrades. He would just be a man with big dreams.
Thank you for being there when I needed you guys. Thanks for all the support. You guys made one of my dream for the team come true. Last but not least, Eugene! Although you din't dance but thank for being our 'DJ' and helping us out in out practices (sleeping) and being the back-stage crew.
Think you got your own reasons for not dancing but at least you made it clear from the start that you will not be dancing. Oya, Billy thanks as well=)
12.00: Teacher's day celebration finally over~ Managed to entice Mr Han to treat us to lunch. Pizza Hut =) Played 'zhong ji mi ma'. Haha, Mr Han had to call Miss Khoo.LOL. If only we could have more of this kind of meals... Breaks down the barrier between a teacher/coach, but still retaining the same kind of respect in school/on court. Friends outside the school, student/teacher in school.
1.45: Reach kahtib. Was late and saw nobody there. Walked around yet nobody to be found. Decided to go home. Was like emo-ing. Nobody care about me. Nobody remembers me...
2.10: Was under my block already when 'anonymous' sms-ed me that they were actually in my primary school. Tq anonymous=) Or I would have missed out on all the fun.
2.15: Finally found the rest. They were all like super welcome me=) Maybe I wasn't that unpopular afterall=)
Wow. Been a while since I last saw them. All changed quite a bit, including me as well. We have all grown, but still retaining our wonderful childhood memories which we created together=) Really glad to see them all again. Boys decided to go Safra, girls decided to go shopping.
3.00: Finally reached Safra after wasting a lot of time waiting here and there. Met Wei Ning there, for those that know who is she. So happens to be one of my primary school friend's friend. Then Wayne came over and told me, 'hey, I know about the girl u like.." WTF. I mean how did Wei Ning know about it?
It was stupid... I realise I was even more stupid, liking a girl that i have met for like less than 5 times? I mean I even know that her character and behaviour (in all aspects) sucks, she doesn't study and goes out a lot. She ain't that pretty, tell her to lift up her fringe and I will puck...
DARRELL ER hereby announce that he is no longer in love anymore. It was purely an infatuation that lasted till 1/09/10, 4.00 pm.
Pool had to wait damn long. In the end, played a bit of Arcade and went to Zheng Wei's house.
4.00: Btw, Zheng Wei's neighbour is Wan Terng... Such a small world. Decided to play Bball.
4.20: Went to buy drinks and sat down and chit-chat.
4.30: Went to the children's playground and got chased out. LOL. Deprived childhood... Over-sized kids. That was what we called ourselves=) Reminiscing our childhood...
4.40: Played primary school games which we used to play at the fitness corner. Like walking on the balancing beam and see who goes down first, things like that. Lol, freaking deprived. But was very fun.
5.00: Played catching under Zheng Wei's block. Ice and freeze... Deprived again. Me and Darryl were both caught, then we touch each other and claimed ' self-unfreeze'... Lol.
5.30: Went back to the shop and bought ice-cream. Wayne was like trying to make mist come out from his mouth after eating ice-cream. Initially, we thought he was joking so we were all like laughing damn badly. Bursting into laughter all of a sudden, as if we were drunk. But he really did it in the end.
5.50: Went back home by bus.
6.30: Dinner.
8.00: Studied, but was so tired till I could hardly keep myself awake.
Was such a fun day for me... Looking forward to the badminton session on Sunday=) Revive our childhood memories again=)
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