Long post..

This is gonna be a very very long post... I'm going to keep writing until my mum decides it's time for me to stop. Here goes...

1) Falling ill really sucks, and it sucks even more when your parents think you are faking it and you're planning to pon school. Okay, maybe a little but really, why bother going to school when you know you will be spending the entire day sleeping and not paying attention in school? Why don't you let your poor son stay at home and rest? Screw~

2) Visiting the polyclinic on a monday really sucks BIG TIME. How boring can it get when you have to waiting for 2 hours before you get to leave that place again? I was so freaking bored tat I even read the world news! Korea opening new trading regulation and will be reducing the entire process of trading by 3.4 hours and $0.4 per container... This will bla bla bla. Heck! Do I look like somebody that care a heck about what is happening between china and korea (okay, maybe alittle interest in korea), is it gonna affect me or is it even relevant to my life??? Watched Mr Bean on the TV until I got bored. I mean, who actually watches Mr Bean at my age!!!

3) Got a darn haircut. Okay, it's kinda screw-ed but I'm the kind that don't really care about my hairstyle cose I think I got enough self-confidence in my looks... Okay, it's not the haircut, it's the waiting time! 1 hour? Cose it's damn-it $2.50, the whole world HAVE to go there for their haircut. Cheapo-s. YOu must be thinking then why did I go there for my haircut right? Cose my parents freaking hell left me with $4 bucks for a haircut. Can't go to a barber. HAD to go for the $2.50 haircut. Waste my time...

4) If I were to get sorta rejected in any aspects of my life, this is the first one. To be truthfully, I actually don't really want it now if I think about it again...

5) EOY is like 4 weeks or less from now. I don't really know how near it is, or should I say, I don't want to know. I'm pretty sure I'm screw-ed for EOY. Didn't touch my books at ALL this holiday and I'm still rushing HW. How fail can I get? I'm screw-ed!!! But then, if I come to think of it, I still got a little bit of time... But what good will it do? Last minute effort wouldn't get me far but then again, why shouldn't I work hard? Maybe last minute work can get me slightly better result? Was back to my usual 'sofisticated' me... trying to convince myself to work hard, physco-ing myself to study. BUT, failed as usual. Working hard for EOY>? Empty promise AGAIN. Screw my self-discipline and whatever my five pillars of life is... They don't make a difference to my life anyway. They can't make a difference to my life IF I'm not willing to cooperate. Actually, I want to but then again, I can't seem to make it work... haiz. Just went to check. 3 more weekends. 3 more school weeks including this week. Can I make it in time or will I slack off as usual? To be truthful, if I put in my 100% and make good use of this 3 weeks, it can really make a significant difference but I think(predict) I will slack off. Gosh, when will I really get serious about studying... Not as if I don't want to to get serious, is that I can't! damn it. Seriously, I got to study! I'm doing pretty well in all aspects of my life except for studies. I'm not doing very badly but I can do much better than this. But when it comes to working hard section, I slack off. I got the plans, the brains, the time BUT don't have the willpower...

6) EOY is coming and I'm not even feeling the pressure. This is bad... Gosh! I'm like already prepared to do badly. How can I feel that way!! Must work hard, but, for what? Nothing seem to be able to motivate me...

7) Training 2morow!! but why am I feeling so unenthusiastic? So unlike me...

8) Happy birthdae JARRYL CHAN WEI HAN!! Wish you all the best in your life and hope that you get more handsome every second.( More handsome every year seems to be too long...) Glad to have a friend and a teammate like you=) Always going for lunch after training (not) and going out for dinner after CS training (not) and going home together after CS training (not) and going lan together (not) and going out to play (a little) and getting haircuts together! (dream on). Okay, all those above don't really mean much. We are good friends even though we don't hang out together much, it's your character and personality (not looks) that is keeping us together. Friends don't become good friends be'cose they spend alot of time together. Oya, like to thank you for being so supportive in whatever I suggest. You were never reluctant, always willing to support me=) Xie ler!

9) Lucifer dance steps so difficult to learn sia~ Wow, the SM concert is damn nice. I luv youtube.

10) Thks to all those that shown concern or even notice that I wasn't in school today and bothered to sms me to ask me whether I'm well or whatsoever. TO those that didn't, my reply: I'M doing FINE!

Time to stop. Nites