Don't feel the urge to study? Feeling depressed? Feeling afraid? Enlighten me...

Hi readers, I think this will be my last post until the EOY ends... Before I crawl under my blanket and start mugging the hell out of myself, I hope to help those ppl out thr who don't feel like studying to start now. So read closely...

The reason why people can't seem to get the urge to study is simple. They are not MATURE enough to look at the bigger picture. They are just not mature enough to realise what is happening around themselves. They are the people who can't seem to realise the importance of this up coming EXAM! Grow up people, this is the final lap.

IF you don't wanna work hard now, I think u are gonna regret it. For those losers that have been fooling around for the past 9 months this will be the final chance to PROVE yourself. This is the final chance to redeem yourself. Wake Up before its too late...

This is no time to be playing dota or maple. Just 1 more week to the first paper.... 2 more weeks to the freedom you long for... Can't U JUST STUDY for the next 2 weeks? Those muggers out there have started mugging few months ago and you are way behind time BUT NVRM. If you are willing to work hard, putting in your 100%, NOTHING GONNA STOP YOU. 5 more minutes of studying may just get you an extra mark in the exams. The 1 mark may just be the crucial mark that get you to triple science or for you to get an A1.

Leveling up for your stupid maple character NOW is purely DUMB. Now should be the precious time for all of us to prove ourselves and redeem ourselves. No time to fool around cose trust me, ya gonna regret it. This is for those idiots out there who are clearly not mature enuf to think for themselves. Grow up ppl. Time to look at the bigger picture...

For those ppl feeling depressed out thr, it can only be two reasons. It is either you did not mug and feel scared or you are just worried you might not do well. If you are afraid cose you didn't mug, its nvrm too late to start now, thr is still time. As long as you are willing to give in your 100%, NOTHING GONNA STOP YOU!

If you are afraid you will do badly, as long as you try your best, there is no nid to be scared. You tried. Its ok to score badly when you give in your best shot cose you noe you tried=) But trust me, if you serious put in 100%, you will get back 100% too=)

People, it still not too late to start studying now. There is still time. Do not do things that will make you regret in the future... I wasted 30 minutes writing this post just be'cose I hope that all of you can do well for EOY. Start now before its too late...

Nites...

How well do you know me? (NEW)

Hi all readers. Take the test below and see how when you know me k? Just take the letter representing the answer you think is right and join them up. Should be a word. After you are done, post it in the cbox. Answer will reveal this friday. Morderated.

1) What do I like to do when I'm free AT home?

I) Watch TV.
D) Dota!
S) Surf internet.
F) All of the above

2) How many goals did i score during the season?

O) 7
R) 9
N) 10
U) 8

3) What is my first hero that I got a triple kill?

S) Yunero
E) Axe
T) Razor
C) Viper

4) I bought ____ for Crystal Maiden the 1st time I play dota. (Easy La)

E) Gem of True Sight
D) 3 Boots
K) Desolator recipe
A) 3 Ultimate Orbs

5) My jersey No. is?

R) #37
S) #21
W) #19
O) #23

6) How many silver trophies do I have in swimming? (Me, my house, my friends)

O) 3
A) 2
T) 1
D) O

7) When did I changed my stick to Lash34?

W) After the season
A) Right before the season
Y) After qualifying for second round
C) After winning East View Sec.

8) What is my favourite and best award I got in Primary School? ( Not bragging, all true)

L) Sports Boy of the Year 2007.
I) 3rd for the Annual Australia Swimming Competition for 50m breaststroke.(National level)
S) 3rd for Cross Country.
K) Best indivual performer for my house during 2006,2007 swimming carnival.

9) I entered _____ Secondary school with ___ for my PSLE score but came to Catholic High in the end.

S) St Joseph Institution, 251
A) Anderson Secondary, 251
K) St Joseph Institution, 261
E) Anderson Secondary, 261

Done. You should have 9 LETTERS, join them together and post it on the cbox. Its a word btw=) Discussion on the cbox is allowed. Hope that your can solve it before friday. Taking it to the next level... Nites...

I choose the way I live my Life...

Ah, sry to all readers. Due to EOY(And the so many tests) I was not able to post. Yea, I'm back=)

Today began with prefect duty lessons then PE. F*cked up la. Everybody was swinging the stick like a tennis racket, so freaking painful la. Lessons then school ended at 1.30. After that, me, Isaac, Derek, Eugene, Min Hao went to J8 for lunch. On the way, we were walking in front of a bunch of CO members. We decided to Kao Bei them. We all stopped in front of them and act as if we are tying our shoelace. One of them shouted at us but then his voice went hay wire. LOL.

Min Hao ate the super spicy korean spicy noodle for GG! He actually finished it! all the way!

Isaac went home after lunch due to some issues with his mum and the rest of us went to the library. Damn crowded. We finally managed to find a spot to mug. Half hour later, stalker came and join us. Somehow, stalker and Eugene went to Mac while Min Hao, Derek and me continue mugging. Finally it was 5.20. The three of us went to the bus stop to meet Isaac to go back to school for "Sports Appreciation Night". On the way, we were all trying to speak in a vietnamese accent which we learnt from 1 of Eugene's videos. Retareded. It was like " Big Boi, I one tu tok to sum boday!"

The sports appreciation night was kinda nice. Joshua Lee was nominated as one of the best performer among the sports CCA, glory to floorball!!! Got some short clips on all the CCAs and I was video-ed scoring twice=) LOL.

Went around J8 wif Eugene to get a present for his Mum. Dinner then went home. I told the cashier that I want it a BIT spicy. In the end, it was like super spicy? Stupid..

Reflection: 2 more weekends to EOY. It is just round the corner. When I was in the shower just now( Think no where else), I recalled my wonderful primary school days.

-I was a freaking gay swimmer( I tink fastest in school ba),

-Kinda own on the track,

-Was a prefect(thou no duty is done),

-Always top 10 in class,

-Was super popular.

Not that I'm bragging or what, my secondary school life is not as successful as mine primary school life. I dun noe why too. So i decided that I CHOOSE THE WAY I LIVE MY LIFE... I decide to plan my life and live on a few values that I believe.

1) "Life is destined so make the best outta it", Be optimistic. Positi

2) "Lying complicates things while honesty simpifies things" Honesty. Got the balls to do then got the balls to face it. But can reject answering but do not lie.

3) "(Hardwork) X (Over a period of time)= (Success)" Wanna succeed then work hard.

4)"Focusing is the key to succeeding.." Stay Focused when doing things...

5) "Count to ten when angry, count to a hundred when very angry", control your emotions, dun let them control you..

Base on this 5 values, I shall choose the way I live my life..... Nites

Look at things from a different perspective...

Things might not look like what it is if you look at it again. (Chim rite) Sometimes it is always good to look at things from a different angle cause things might not be as complicated as it looks. Dun think tat EOY is coming in 2 weeks but imagine that you still have 2 more weeks to work hard, 2 more weeks to redeem yourself.

Looking at things from a different perspective is a matter of optimism. Being optimistic only makes you happy and less stressed. Optimism as gives a person a clearer view of the whole situation as he can look at the bigger picture. Quoting from the famous and genius boy named Darrell Er, he once said: Life destined so make the best outta it! Yea, I seriously believe that my life is destined and there is no way it is gonna change(I’m a free thinker btw) but I can change the way I view my life. An accident might not always be a bad thing, It is up to how you view it.

Eg (personal life experience): When I was 10, I slipped and fall (Not b’cose of Derek’s oil, w8 maybe) on my chin. Blood spill and cries were heard. Yea, 6 stitches. Damn, It hurt and it is freaking ugly. But did you know how I view it? Cool, a scar is so freaking cool. See how the whole thing changes?

Look at a different angle to view a something at a different light, things will then seem to be not as complicated as before (Chim agn rite?) Thus, I decided to delete words like stressed, sian, this sucks and more from my dictionary.

Life is like a girl’s skirt. Not point stressing over what’s under there, change your angle towards it, things might just seem easier=)

“Life destined, so make the best outta it” Nites (Afternoon now but tats my sign off WTF)…

O ya, did a axe dota guide. Click on the link to view it.Finished. http://www.darrellfb2.blogspot.com/

Get a break...

Yo readers, I decided to GET A BREAK from mugging!

I bet all of you are starting to mug for the EOY. Well, mugging is of course important in order to score well, I'm also mugging really hard now. But mugging continuously for endless hours is gonna get you nowhere cose nothing will get into your brain. Maybe you should try to Get A Break from studying. A short break would'nt affect your revise right? Instead, It will get you to focus even better. Try the next few options:

1)Put on your ear piece, lie on your bed. Enjoy the music and relax for about 10-15 min. Definitely put your mind at ease( But don't be dumb to listen to music that make you more stress)

2)Put on your sneakers and jog around your neighbourhood. Feel the wind on your skin! A experience like no other!

3) Get NAKED!( JOKE) I mean get a bath with hot water and relax. Do not think of your homework or exams OR ANYTHING that is arousing...

4) Dream! Close your eyes, imagine that you are in a grassland with white skies. You walk to a door and open it(The rest you go imagine yourself, don't wanna restrict your creativity)

5) Write a diary to pour all your stress and sorrow into it.

Actually everybody have their own ways of dealing with stress and mine are only a few ways. Don't feel afraid to post your own method of relaxation at the CBox.

Rmb, studying is important but it is also good to take a break! And never ever, never ever,never ever and did I mention never ever? NEVER EVER play dota or maple as a "WAY" to destress.

Firstly, losing in dota make you kinda more stressed.

Secondly, It takes a few hours...

Thirdly, It is addictive and you will not be able to concentrate later when you are studying.

Staring at the computer for long hours strains your eyes and brain.

Good luck for your EOY preparation! Might wanna try make a timetable for your revision.

Nites(ZZZ, it is afternoon now...) Watever...

Girl Generation...

Taeyeon

Girls Generation!!!

AKA SNSD, is now the way to go. Forget about Koni Chui and get on with GG. They are a korean female band. Go try their songs, I would recommend Etude and Tell Me Your Wish... I do change idols rather quick don't you tink=)

No offensive to all my female readers but do u guys tink tat they are serious very attractive? And just look at their legs. Shoot, my nose bleeding again.

And take special notice to Taeyoen! She is my favourite=)

Friday

The resturant...

Me...

Well, have to make this a quick one, no time, EOY is approaching faster than it should be...

Well school was boring as usual. Thou floorball for PE was rather nice... Then came home to study and I end up surfing the net... Went for dinner at a resturant, was rather nice and I took a few photos on the way to my dad's car...

I should be studying and mugging now. Hardwork and sucess comes in a set, if I don't work hard for the next 19 days, I think I'm gonna regret it. Better not... Nites.

WednesDAY...

Yesterday begin with school as usual. Got HEAVY flu and sore throat. Finally it was 2 o'clock and went for lunch. After tat, we boarded the bus to Victoria Sec. Seh Hian miss the bus and was left behind. Crenshawn, Eugnene were not going. Did warm-ups then BRING IT ON. The match ended 2-2, 3-0, 2-1, 5-1. Lost miserably but it was a good match. I scored 1 even tough I was ill.
Ryan, Dickson and Jarryl also made it on the scoresheet.

Went back home then dinner.

Today was just normal school life. I recovered a bit. Came back home to blog. Nothing much.

Haiz, EOY is only about 2 weeks away, All The Way!!! I might not be blogging for the time being due to EOY, sorry to all my readers. Nites.

3 in 1 Day...

The 2-4 hunks(I tink tat the one in the middle most handsome)...

Oops, did not have the time to blog, sry to all my readers Let's combine 3 days in 1 post.

Sunday- Nothing much, basically just slacking at home.

Monday- School reopen! w8, is it suppose to be a good thing? Morning began wif prefect duty then lessons. O ya, our classroom was newly painted. Home-econs was fun, my rock bun totally failed(problem wif the oven la). After school, few of us took photos at our classroom. Decided to go to Derek's house to mug. Waaa, his house damn difficult to go... Reached thr ate lunch under his block. went up to his house. Rather messy but very clean. Did no do homework, instead it was a bit of blogging and dota(Don't come bomb me saying that I did'nt keep my promise or whatever). Stalker left at 6, we went to play badminton but thr was wind. Actually, Derek aso cockeye lor, he dunno miss how many shots... Took free bus to Yishun Mrt. Wilson took Mrt, me and Nan Zheng walked back from yishun to kahtib. 10 min walk ba. Reached home, eat sleep.

Tuesday- School as usual. Argh! I was sick 2day! Sore throat and running nose with a little fever. Hu cares. Took a nap during ACC and felt better after recess. Went to science center in the afternoon, boring lab... Went back to school for floorball training then dinner at Mac. God bless me that I don't fall sick 2morow. Friendly match against Victoria Sec. stupid la, phone de camera got problem... AH, EOY coming and I still don't feel the urge to study! I nid to start working now. 22 more days before it starts. Jia You!

Nites...

Friendship...

I bet everyone of you have friends right? Did it feel good when one of your best friend is leaving you? Nope... Sadly, its happening to me, Nan Zheng is going to NjIp and there is nothing I can do with it but to say good-bye... I will never know whether I will be seeing him agn or what but I hope he will always rmb me... Rewind those memories...

Sec 1- 1st time we met, I was sitting behing Nz and Derek in class. Had so much fun, talking and playing around....

SO was formed, recruiting so many members( start to go home 2gether)

The sec 1 burst camp will nvr be the same without Nz, the camp helped me know Nz better( And he also taught me alot of STUFF) Yea, Nz called his girlfriend at midnight=)

The sec 1 interclass debate. We won, me Nz and zhi qi=)

OOps, I'm in debate now! Much thanks to Nz for guiding me in debate...

More and more debate training...

Maple! Haha, Nz woke up at 2 am just to train me in maple=)

Went swimming 2gether! (much debate on how coc* shld be, up or down)

EOY!!! Haha, went to library to study( Tats when we got to know Diana, Seorin and Lynda)

We entered PB together!

Ice-skating during december holidays!!!

Debate Camp!!! Woots, so fun!!! Soccer, spam debates, movies)

More and more debate!

PB! Talking during duty=) And in debate room=)

Lol, Nz quit PB.

I quit debate.

Started to distance but still very good friends=)

DOTA!!!

Lans be4 concerts!

Came to my house for soccer! then chambers!

Wilson's Birthday! So much fun! Cant finish the food!

NOW... Nz going to NjIp...

Thr is definitely more than this to our friendship but tats all I can rmb for now. Bye Nz. Hope we can cherish our friendship forever... Lets enjoy and make fun use of ths last term we have together=) I hope tat everyone can cherish every friend we have cose we nvr know when they will leave us... BB... sob

A saturDay?

Gym session...

Haiz, late for training AGN!(As usual) Warm -up le went to gym. Stomache. Lol, went to teacher's toilet=) After training, went to kfc for lunch then went to the usual "hangout"(u know whr) and played 2 rounds. Dun ask me y I'm a hyporcrite I also dunno y I jus can't seem to control myself...

Went back home. Got a new phone!!! Yes!!! Sony Ericsson slidephone(dunno de model). Went for tuition then blogging now. To all 2-4 ppl who are reading, pls go Nz's blog... A whole post to us, sob, so touching...

Good boys don't lie...

Lol, check our Marilyn's blog, it is good girls dont lie... Haha...

I bet everyone of you reading tis post have lied before right? Don't say that you never lie before cose you are only lying to yourself now... I have to say that lying is not something good, everybody should face everything that is thrown in their way bravely, lying does not get you out of the whole thing but complicates it even more.

But are all lies bad? YES! Lying itself is bad, not matter what the purpose of it, is for. Honesty is impt, everybody shld be honest. Although sometimes lying can help to get your ass out of deep sh*t, it is wrong. We should face our problems bravely. You u have the balls to do it(Sry, I tink tat my main audience are guys...),have the balls to face it! This is lfe...

As a teenage, obviously I lied to my parents countless of time(w8 hu was the one saying that lying is bad).... but the only reason I lied to them rooted from the fact that they do not noe me well... I decided to write everything in my life into this blog(personal diary). Whether they want to check if I'm lying, whr did I go, they should at least have the brains to read my blog. Tats all I got for them. From now on, I WILL be honest to everybody, lying is bad. As for my parents, If they wanna noe whether i went lan or what, they should start by reading my blog, cose I will never lie to my fellow readers!!

I noe that not lying is very difficult sometimes but at least try your best not to lie, honesty simplfies things while lying complicates thigs. You have to use another lie to cover up for your 1st lie and so on... It is an endless cycle, don't start it!

Nites...

What are friends for?

WHAT are friends?
Are they 1) the people who stand by you when you need them or are they
2) the ppl who you enjoy being with?

I cant seem to decide... Let's go down the list( alphabetical order)... may gonna miss out some ppl, cant write all. I will just have to write those that i can rmb for now.. Will, be adding more..

Arturo- 2) He is so full of information he learnt from Hwa Chong,as in the boys' stuff=) So cool...

Bryan Tang- 2) Freaking humorous!!! Man, can't seem to stop laugh when he is around...

Crenshawn- 1,2) A friend that I often hang out with. In term of dota or talking, his comments often result in a smile on my face=) A friend who is always willing to help me when i need him..

Darius- 1,2)My Da Ge!!! Though a bit painful to be with him=), he is the kind of friend who is willing to help me in studies or any other area.

Darryl- 1,2) He definitely helped me alot in dota, trying to teach me how to be pro... Nice yu gi oh btw, the old times...

Derek-1,2) !!!<-- hyper active!!! Well, he may just be one of my closest friend=) Though a BIT hyper-active... and retarded at times, he has always been my brother=) Cant help not to smile when he is around. Always more than willing to help me=)

Elliot-2) Bai Chi=) tats wat I call him, w8. Its everybody=) He is so retarded in such a cute way! Always make me smile=)Entertaining and noe wat? He is even more cute when he is serious=) which he nvr can=)

Eugene- 1,2) Before i even start, the scene whr he is jumping up and down with a smile on his face will pop up in my brain=) He is always smiling, cheering ppl up, always a brother, willing to help me. Thr is so much more=) Being around him, frowning is not an option...

Ferlyn- 2)Long time no see, zzz still haven see each other... Erm, so fun with you? Erm, i mean being with you=) Though a bit painful... punches...

Gibson, Hao Zhe, Ivan- 2) Always smiling...

Isaac- 2) Altough talking to u might be a bit straining... ( my neck, ouch) =), erm you have always been a great friend, always cheering me up... Doing floorball drills with me, although most of the time I'm fooling around and u seem to be able to tolerate me. yea and teaching me dota=)

Jarryl- 3? Noe you not for long but always a great friend and a teammate=)

Jie Ying- 1,2) Who is he? O ya, stalker=) ALWAYS smiling, seriously always. Tell me one occassion he is not smiling and i give you a hundred bucks... Helpful, fun and following me?Though it have only been half a year, I think i noe him rather well, so well tat I even noe tat he wears his shirt the wrong way=)

Jonathan- 2) I MUST serious ty u for all the lan u treated=) Always smiling too=)

Joshua- 1,2) Always smiling and teaching me how to improve in floorball. And ty for the help with the blog.

Lander- 2) So fun guy to be with. And so hungry guy to be with=) Ty for dota tips as well. Gonna score against u soon=)

Lynda, Diana- 1,2) Ty for teaching me how to ice-skate=)

Min Hao -2) Such a great friend, such a fun friend=) So fun to dota with you.

Nan Zheng-1,2) waa, y mus go nj? gonna miss you... So fun to be around you, debate, dota, classes, outside school, library, maple, thr just seem to be so many memories i cant seem to recall...

Nigel-2) Master of suaning!!! Haha. Ty for all the great time with you suaning duck and all the football stuff. And I'm gonna beat you on fifa one day...

Ryan- 1,2) Such a good brother and VERY painful=) Always going to dinner, unlike boss... Great time with you even since we met, dota, floorball, Eugene's house, school, recess duty, haha...

Scott- 2) Dun tink he b reading tis but i have to include him. Such a cute boy...

Shi Ni, Shi Yu- 2) Rewinding the old days... so fun and so comfortable with you guys, w8, you girls=)

Wei ren-2) Mr videos and nice dota!!!

Wilson-1,2) I seriousy have to thank u for w8ing for me every morning( I'm always late) and all the great time i have with u... PPL, he has a lot of dark secrets...=) Ty for all the maximum ride books=)

You Hong- 2) I sort of count you as my dota shi fu... Ty for teaching me Dota!!! And all the great time doing duty and talking dota with you=)

Zheng Wei- 2) We have dark secret too=) Bathing 2gether is so damn cool, plus, twice ; )

Zoe 2) My mei mei=) So cute!!!

If i left out any of you, pls tell me on cbox ty.

Friends i hope nvr to c agn...

KIM SEORIN- U f****** dao me like 3 times!!!

Wow, took me 30 minutes to write tis post. Phew, i tink tat i have more friends who I enjoy being wif than friends who help me when I'm in nid=) U ppl might wan to consider whether you have more of which types of friends? Nites

A Fun Day...

Shoot, I'm gonna finish all the " A ____ Day", zzzz. Day began wif me rushing to school, always late... When I reached, warm-up was already starting... Did warm-ups then gym. Got a new gym programme, more tough thou.

Went for lunch then went back to school for court training... At 1 sharp, Mr Han told us to keep the balls, put our stick outside the court... ALL OF THIS= Sucide Drill !!! I was like WTF, just ate lunch... TO our dismay, we actually played handball (something like that, only wif a rugby). Started off fine but then we were losing, Mr Han suddenly grabbed the rugby and ran. Handball >>> Rugby. Freaking fun. BANG, SCREAM, BANG!!!

Training as usual, came back home and started blogging... Nothing much 2day...

Reflection: Although I may have deleted dota, but my mind is still with it. I'm reading guides and watching videos to relieve the pain of quitting dota. I find this very annoying, quit dota to study well but my mind is still with dota and my playing time is replaced by reading guides... Is'nt it the same... Haiz, I will try my best to get rid of any thing related to dota... 32 more days to the end of EOY, 32 to dota....

Haven started revision yet, better catch up...

A ok Day...

Training at 10.30... Reach on time(Late as usual) During training, I got the same problem wif my ear(pressure in my ear) and could not train properly... Sad, training was very tiring as usual...
Woots, getting friendly with VS next thursday... Cant w8..

After training, the usual clan(Min Hao, Eugene, Stalker, Ryan, Isaac, Lander, Cren and me) went to KFC to lick people's finger. Erm sry, went thr to have lunch...

Went to Eugene's house after tat... ( Lander,Cren,Min Hao,Isaac left 1st) Watch a few dota replays... Bathed, Halo(Got owned... Agn...) Went back home... Dinner... Maths Quiz....(Rmb do ah) took me 2 hrs. Could only blog at 10+... Tats all... Nites... 33 more days to Dota... 33 more days of mugging!!!

Is it possible to change personality? Is it needed?

Have you ever tried acting cool in front of girls (Sry, I think my main audience are guys), and end up doing retarded stuffs like what you used to do? Yes, that's you. You are born to be yourself, not a duplication of another person. Be yourself. You may feel that you are not as cool as the other guys (unlike Darrell) , or not as humorous as(Darrell agn), not as talented as(Darrell), nvr get the girls(unlike Darrell,how does he do tat?) But THAT Is You!!!

You do not have to change yourself to suit the ppl around you, but change the ppl around you to suit youself. (Nice long sentence agn=) As you can see from above, I hopelessly like to praise myself but no matter how retarded ppl may think of me, I don't change myself, but change the people around me. I hang out wif people who actually enjoy being wif me! If you actually know me well enuf, I THINK(emphasize) that I have a rather huge bunch of friends, cose I do not change my personality, I'm always me! Nobody else, just me.

IDOLS!!! Erm, i bet most of you have idols rite? (You may want to make Koni Lui yr idol now, join me=) So is idol-ing sort of not being yourself? Actually, I think tat it is up to you how you view it...

1) Idol-ing is copying!!! Be yourself!!!
or
2) It is just admiring somebody, nothing to do with copying the personality and stuff...

Vote at Cbox,ty. Nites(Zzz, my only sign off)

Slack Day

Bball court, Isaac wif cheese fries..

To Eugene's house...

The day began with me rushing to school(as usual I'm always late) when i reached, it was already 9. Training starts at 9, phew. I look around and realised tat derek and some ppl( erm actually thr is alot) ppl who are not here. I called derek and the conversation being like tis:

Darrell: Yo, whr are u?
Derek: (Cooly) At home la...
Darrell: training start at 9 leh
Derek: (not as cool) wat! i thought at ten?
Darrell: change le la
Derek: Ok, bb. (rushing...)

Sadly, Derek, Min Hao and a few other had to sit out for training. Mr Han don't let them train... After training, Mr Han gave us lecture on bla bla bla...

After that, Isaac, Lander, Derek, Cren, Min Hao, Stalker, Ryan, Eugene and I went for lunch. After lunch, Lander, Eugene, Ryan went to get the basketball while the rest of us waited at the basketball court. Me, Derek, Min Hao and Stalker hide at a corner hoping to scam Eugene and the rest tat we went home. Fail.

Played Basketball, kinda own. We played Sec 2 n 1 vs Sec 3. Totally OWNED. While playing, we discuss about wat Mr Han had told us( Vaguely remembering something about sand)

Went to Eugene's house after tat. On the way, I hid the Bball behind me and Ryan started to ask whr the ball is. Everybody start looking for it and everybody saw it except for Eugene=) Took him around 1 more min to notice it=) Reached his house and bathed. Cool, stalker and Cren are afraid of Mandy(Eugene's Dog). Played poker with Min Hao stalker and Derek.I won both rounds. Won Ryan and Cren in chinese chess but TOTALLY GOT owned in Halo(Me and Derek) Haiz, went home, made spagetti(Not Bad). Do hw, then blogging=) Nites.

Letting go is hard....

I always knew that letting go is not as easy as it looks. And this applies to everything, including me letting go of dota... Ok, what have dota cose me to "win"?

Pros of dota?
-Relax? Erm, i get stressed up when i lose...
-Fun? Not as fun when your grades drop...
-Feels good to own!!! Not as good when u lose...
-I'm gonna out new heroes!!! Maybe you should try reading new chapters on the textbook instead..

Pros of studies!!!
-Relax=) cose u noe u gonna ace the exams=)
-Fun=) when you own your classmates in every subject=)
-Feels good to own!!! And even better when you gonna get a laptop as a reward!!!
-I'm gonna read new chapters!!! And a A1 will fly and paste itself on your report card=)

Guys, its only 1 month till the EOY. Maybe less... Trust me. Its time to mug, before its too late. 1 month, its so short. Letting go may be hard, but it will be worthwhile... Before you can even regret it, now go to the warcraft folder or maple folder, right click and press delete. Remove it from your recycling bin. You may hate me, kill me in school, feel tortured and feel like dying but trust me, I am also like you. If i can do it, so can you.. It only a month away...

Letting go may be hard, but it is for the greater good... Dota and maple is like drugs, it require a lot of determination and strength to overcome it... You can do it!!!

Although its ok to play it after EOY... Zzzz, not as bad as drugs though... But it is even worse than drugs right before the exams!!! Nites( Holding the knife tightly, gonna stab myself soon... Argh!!! The agony!!! Can you feel it? argh!) Do it before you can even regret it!!! DO IT

Home-coming Day...

Our 2-4 stall

Our floorball store

Hello there. Today was a rather fun saturday as it is Home-Coming Day!!! I woke up at 7, met wilson at Mrt at 8. Reach school at 8.30. Went to my class stall at the canteen. Nothing much and went to the floorball stall at 9. Was much more fun.

Fooling around the school, Wilson, You Hong and I found ourselves at the lan stall, though $4 per hour was a bit of a scam but we played for 1 and a half hour=) Went back floorball stall and help Eugene win a wristband. Shoot above 80km per hour can le, too easy=) I went on and got high score 107! But Ryan shot 108... I tried agn and shot 111 but they say no count lol. Who cares...

Went to the Dota competition at 12. ( For those who do not play dota you can skip this section)

My team

-Me ( Axe)

-You Hong (Pudge)

-Jonathan (Venomancer)

-Derek (Sand King)

-Elliot (Anti-Mage)

Opponent (Sec 4 i tink)

-Lycanthrope

-Enigma

-Beastmaster

-Rogue Knight

-Phantom Assassin

Game ended by 30min, got trashed. My score was 4 kill 9 death. Btw, i always go in 1st tats y i die so much. Erm we 1st blood, i pwn once early but at 20 min 5 ppl push and rax bot then its like gg. Derek could have triple kill but he say he didnt c... Lol... Sad... I do not want to say much abt tis but i describe a bit of our team.

-Me, i chiong a bit too much and die too fast?( 1st one to chiong in mah)

-You Hong( cant gank fight well cose its pudge afterall mah. but play quite well)

-Jonathan( Jony did equally well)

-Derek(Zzzz, other than the triple kill he missed, he say he couldnt epicenter cose got stunners,lol. few stun miss...)

- Elliot ( AM, nothing to say)

After tat, a few dotaers( if tat is a word) the usual few went to the "hangout" and played a few games. My potm improved=) Later rush to tuition, then now at home. Zzzz, mum nagging me to stop. Tats all=) nites.

Typical thursday and i just wanna play!!!

To fatpipe!!!

Fatpipe store

Lessons were rather boring as usual=) Though PE basketball was quite fun=) Anyway, when lessons ended, Ryan, Crenshawn, Isaac (My boss), Eugene, Derek and I went to Fatpipe. Derek is getting a new blade!! Hole blade... At the same time, the dicussion on the dota competition started. Basically, I was already with Jony's team but i feel like joining the floorball team, more meaningful but at the same time, i feel that i will be very bad to jony=( Nvrm about tat, went to fatpipe, got the blade and went back to school.

Circuit B-> court training as usual. The debate on the teaming became more intense and I could not take it anymore, I made Eugene be my "manager" and left all the decision to him. Sadly, there were quite a handful of ppl who wan to join but we only have a limited slots. Without warning, BOOM... I came up with a super Zai plan. That was to have 2 teams=) Wasn't I a genius???=) But this issue did not end then, as the teaming issue came up. Jony tinks tat the team are not balanced and ask for a change. Thr came a whole chunk of debate agn, until now is still did not know who I'm playin together wif, LOL...

Haiz, aftr training(Btw, i was off form) the usual clan went to the usual place to have dinner. More debates agn... Haiz, i just wanna say : " I just wanna play!!!" It is not like we will be winning( I only started in April) as thr will be so much more pros out thr (A few yrs or more). I just wanna play!!! Haiz, nites.

A new blog skin!!!

Wow, this is so cool! I got a new blog skin, with much help from Crenshawn=) Though it will be harder with all the formats and stuffs but posting will not be a problem=) I will continue to bring you the best blog I can come up with=) Once agn, ty Crenshawn=)

Sorry...

The day began with me calling Eugene to tell him tat I was not able to join them for the movie, Bandslam. I broke my promise. Eugene and stalker were both utterly disappointed. Sry.

After, finishing my geography Hw, I went to play Dota!!! < WTH. I broke another promise again. This time, i had to say sry to myself for break this promise... Feeling extremely disappointed with myself, I decided to punish myself for breaking so many promises... Thats it! Grabbing my towel, i rushed downstairs and ran 3 hard rounds around the neighbourhood. Along the way, I was scolding myself for being such a loser. Why did I play Dota? Did'nt i have any self-control? Do I have to pai seh my friends? I ran even harder to torture myself. If i do not give up on Dota, i will not be able to enter triple science I told myself... "No sacrifice, no victory..." -- from Transformers.

Once agn, sry to Eugene, Stalker and of course, myself=(