Me
I'm so glad that I can be posting again. Over this few days, so many things to me and I wanted so badly to share what happened to me...
Firstly, I'm still alive and kicking...
Thursday night had been a horrible night for me = [My gf la... so late still dun wan sleep... X) ]
No la, my sis just told me about things regarding my subject combination and whether to take double or triple science. In the end, I decided to take double science. Suddenly, I do not feel the urge to work hard anymore. That is why people saw me online yesterday.
I was having dinner yesterday and was reflecting on my thinking. I decided to work hard for EOY anyway.
I feel that life is short and there is serious no point mugging whole day and not enjoying life. I believe that life is suppose to be fun not a boring one. I decided to split my life in 30% Responsibility (which is studying for now) and 70% fun. That should be it=)
Today was weird(Dunno y). Breakfast then mugging. My parents were like nagging me that they have to hide the keyboard so that I would not play com (Which I found of course). Say I dun noe how to think. RIDICULOUS. I was so pissed that I stone thr for an hour. In the end after much pleading, they allowed me to go to the library to study.
851 brought me straight to AMK library. It was rather crowded. I manage to find a spot to study. I seriously studied for 2 and a half hour straight=) Suddenly, my phone played a super sad music and I feel so alone. I have nvr felt so alone before. I have always been surrounded by all my friends, suddenly I was alone. I actually felt scared... I then realise how impt friend were... Recalling those days where me, Derek, Nan Zheng, Darius and Wilson with the girls at Bishan library, made my heart drop. I packed my bag and left the library.
I went to the raiders after that... If any of you were wondering if you saw me online in the afternoon, it was me alright. I did not have time to play inhouse or whatever so I played with public. 13-4, was godlike with Axe. Fun and btw, dagon sucks. Suddenly, the loneliness overcame me again. I recalled the usual dota clan having fun and laughing, I left Raiders...
KFC was nice=) Darn, I was surrounded by people who are chatting happily. I miss all my friends. Those days at KFC, after and before lans... I left for tuition with tears almost dripping out from my eyes...
Tuition was on Gaming. Zzzz, actually gaming is harmless unless addicted. So its ok to game. Argh, last lesson, gonna miss the girls.
Firstly, I'm still alive and kicking...
Thursday night had been a horrible night for me = [My gf la... so late still dun wan sleep... X) ]
No la, my sis just told me about things regarding my subject combination and whether to take double or triple science. In the end, I decided to take double science. Suddenly, I do not feel the urge to work hard anymore. That is why people saw me online yesterday.
I was having dinner yesterday and was reflecting on my thinking. I decided to work hard for EOY anyway.
I feel that life is short and there is serious no point mugging whole day and not enjoying life. I believe that life is suppose to be fun not a boring one. I decided to split my life in 30% Responsibility (which is studying for now) and 70% fun. That should be it=)
Today was weird(Dunno y). Breakfast then mugging. My parents were like nagging me that they have to hide the keyboard so that I would not play com (Which I found of course). Say I dun noe how to think. RIDICULOUS. I was so pissed that I stone thr for an hour. In the end after much pleading, they allowed me to go to the library to study.
851 brought me straight to AMK library. It was rather crowded. I manage to find a spot to study. I seriously studied for 2 and a half hour straight=) Suddenly, my phone played a super sad music and I feel so alone. I have nvr felt so alone before. I have always been surrounded by all my friends, suddenly I was alone. I actually felt scared... I then realise how impt friend were... Recalling those days where me, Derek, Nan Zheng, Darius and Wilson with the girls at Bishan library, made my heart drop. I packed my bag and left the library.
I went to the raiders after that... If any of you were wondering if you saw me online in the afternoon, it was me alright. I did not have time to play inhouse or whatever so I played with public. 13-4, was godlike with Axe. Fun and btw, dagon sucks. Suddenly, the loneliness overcame me again. I recalled the usual dota clan having fun and laughing, I left Raiders...
KFC was nice=) Darn, I was surrounded by people who are chatting happily. I miss all my friends. Those days at KFC, after and before lans... I left for tuition with tears almost dripping out from my eyes...
Tuition was on Gaming. Zzzz, actually gaming is harmless unless addicted. So its ok to game. Argh, last lesson, gonna miss the girls.
Mrt back home. Bought a herbal tea cose KFC is heaty=) It was drizzling. Just like my mood.
Anyway, do you think I'm handsome? Yes , No? This is very impt to me. Cose if 70% say yes, I'm gonna find a gf.
Dunno how much I wrote=) Nites...
Anyway, do you think I'm handsome? Yes , No? This is very impt to me. Cose if 70% say yes, I'm gonna find a gf.
Dunno how much I wrote=) Nites...
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