SNSD Debut

SNSD during their 1st debut. Really miss their youthful looks and their powerful dance move. They look so much more energetic and lively in the past. The dance was powerful and the voices were so sweet~

They all looked very eager and gave their best for their 1st ever performance =) Hope that they can maintain their state of mind and continue to work hard and strive for the best. Hope arrogance doesn't get to them=) SNSD Hwaiting!!!

Chinese O level!!! I better go study now XD

Joke

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Lol. SNSD got DAO-ed... Look at those zombie faces... LMAO... Thay are making SNSD look like little girls acting cute on stage...

They showed expression-less faces when SNSD was performing LIVE on stage. How epic can it get??? They look as if they are bored by SNSD's performance or something... DO you ppl know how many ppl in this world(me myself), would like to be in that freaking sit you are in and watching SNSD live?!?

Putting that aside, one thing is for sure. SNSD don't belong to Film Awards' stage. I mean, all the people there are actors and actresses that are mostly older than SNSD. Plus, even if they admire SNSD, they can't really shout it out or scream. All they can do is to watch, and they clapped at the end too. Since this was a formal event, they did what they should do. Enjoy and applaud.

They don't belong there. Not with all the actors and directors that know nothing about k-pop. They should be at places where their performance is appreciated and admired. At places where fans and fellow k-pop group appreciate their performance and acknowledge the amount of hardwork they have put in to acheive what they are today.

Point to be noted- We should all stay at places which we belong. If SNSD was on music bank/music core, their fans would have screamed and cheered. The MC's would welcome them. They will feel very comfortable there, their friends/fans are all there. They can walk backstage and meet their friends, run into friendly staff or even walk out and meet their fans. But at the Film Awards? Nah, they don't belong there at all. DAO-ed.

They may be the most popular group in k-pop, but not at the acting industry(except Yoona maybe)...

So, find where you belong to. Don't try to force yourself to stay at somewhere which you do not belong to, cose, it might be painful... Be at places where you belong to, and be appreciated.

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Friendly was a great game IMO, learnt alot. Nites~

Busy

Even though it's holiday time, but remedials and training kept me really busy.

O level chinese is coming right round the corner but I'm not really very nervous. Can't really improve my chinese over a few days can I? But I'm still gonna try to prepare myself to the fullest for the chinese paper. Even though it might not be used for my L1R5, but it will make my O level certificate look nicer if I get an A =) Hwaiting!!!

Monday went past really fast. Had chinese remedial and went back home to spam 5 hours of SNSD's Hello Baby. Was really very interesting, and it allowed me to understand the various members' personality better, although I was not fully convinced that it was their TRUE personality. After all, the camera is ON XD But, the show is really funny, found myself smiling unconsciously as I was watching. Tiffany is REALLY pretty with her long hair and Jessica, as usual, HOT~

Had a pretty good training on tuesday. There wasn't much people for pt, so we could complete more of the gym programme.

There was no training on wednesday so after remedial, Hello Baby 5 hours again XD I was still watching Hello Baby and my mum came back from work. Then she kp-ed. At night, she and my dad kp-ed until I COULD NOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! I just kp-ed them back. PWNED them flat. Then I went back to my room and studied. Felt really comfortable after letting all my bottled up misery out, all at one go. Later at night, they didn't kp me back or anything. Assumed they 'gave up' on me or smth...

I mean, if a child simply listens to his parents and does whatever they tell him to do, isn't this kid a geek? Like those boy that follow his parents around, day in day out, follow his father fashion sense and wear high pants high socks? Study day to night just cause his parents want him to? In the future when he goes out to society, he will DIE! He doesn't have a thinking of his own, he can only listen to his parents and he knows nothing but to study. I know that in Singapore we have to have the 'GODLY' university certificate to get good job opportunities but is the 'GODLY' certificate all it matters? Would you want a child that has his own thinking or one that obeys his parents and know nothing? I know our parents does things for our benefits in mind but sometimes I really feel that my parents parenting is a BIG failure.

I often tell myself, when I grow up to be a dad, I must not be like my parents like that, doing 'these these these'... They told me not to be engross with computer/Internet but they themselves watch their TV programme 'AI' without fail everyday. They also watch it for a few hours. Then when I use com for leisure, they scold me. Contradictory.

Friendly 2morow, hope I cn recover from my flu to play 2morow. Nites~

Pretty

"Pretty from far, far from pretty..."

Haha, JY's quote. Really meaningful I think.

But there are some girls, the longer and closer you look at them, they look more and more beautiful.

One of which is JESSICA!

O level chinese in a week time, FB camp in a month's time. Holiday ends in 2 months. B div starts in 3 month or less. Gosh, time is SOOOO gonna fly past me again.

TROUBLE TROUBLE TROUBLE, SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT, HOOT HOOT HOOT. Really nice song IMO! Addicted XD

Lol, spammed 4 hours of 'Hello Baby' yesterday...

Nites...

Ssnd K-pop Night at Singapore

Feeling slack..

Artistic....













Haha, Jie Ying having detention...













Trying to hit the pole with the ball...













Fish and Co Express~














AT WWW bathroom~













K box~














The usual 'zi-lian'...



















Tissue paper army!!!

Feeling extremely slack now. Not much work to do, just training and some random homework.

Ah, holiday is going to come soon, so is chinese O levels. Actually I'm not really very nervous but really hope to do well for it though. I want my O level certificate to be straight A's, if possible=) Saying that, I really need to get started on my revision if I wanna do well for next year.

I SHALL NOT WASTE THIS HOLIDAY!!!

Friendly 2morow but will be referee-ing it.

Damn, gonna fall sick soon. Was sweating yesterday night(didn't warm down) and slept air-con = GG!

SNSD's newly released 'Hoot' song appeals to me but not to many. I find it nice though. Trouble trouble trouble~

Just planned the outline of the floorball camp with gene and Joshua. Should be fun. Just hope that everybody can cooperate to make it easier for me and Joshua to run the programmes. Other than that, should have no problem=) Afterall, since we are the one planning, it will be very fun!

Piano is pretty difficult to learn but I'm not going to give up so soon=) Music isn't really my strength but I'm gonna try...

I really want to do well for 'O's next year... " Success is attainable, if consistent effort is put in..."

I'm gonna start working now. So I shall floorball, study, play for this holiday. Strictly keep electronic devices to a mininum=) Cose I think it is gonna screw-up my holiday if I play too much of it.

The future is in my hands now. I've grown up and have control of my own life now, unlike the past where my parents were deciding on most issues regarding my life. So if I screw up, it's entirely my fault and I got nobody to blame for. Seem like my life is more well managed by my parents than myself. Haha. But I can't rely on them anymore. I got to work by myself and learn to take care and manage my own life. Maybe I can start by scoring better for my studies...

Hwaiting!!!

Emotionally unstable...

Emotionally unstable. Nah, nothing of that sort. After all it's after exams, no stress or anything that is bothering me. Feeling pretty relaxed and having fun every day.

Result slip for EOY:

English- 65 (Improved 4 marks from mid-year)

Chinese- 65 (Improved by 16 marks from mid-year)

E math- 60 (Dropped by 18 marks...)

A math- 54 (Not much improvement...)

Geography- 82 (Was an easy paper though...)

Combined Humanities- 62 ( Dropped from A1 to B4... Both SS and history infer wrongly, 10 marks each from both papers...)

Biology- 55 ( Dropped by 5?)

Physics- 71 ( Miracle happened, improved by 24 marks. Improvement should be highest in school liao=) YEA~

Chemistry- 54 ( Still as bad...)

Now all my results out liao, compare all you want... So dun ask me about my results if you intend to compare, I don't give a heck about comparing results...

Overall, I would say that I'm utterly disappointed with my E math, Combined Humanities and Bio. Could have done MUCH better than this...

Languages and physics came as a surprise and Geo met my expectations. Physics was really a miracle, I knew I would improve from mid-year but an A2 really is a big jump. Hope I don't drop back to where I was last term...

Chem and A math was expected to do badly and I did... Luckily I didn't fail A math. Phew.

Overall comment on my results: Decent improvement on some subjects but some dropped unexpectedly. Those that I'm weak at are still very weak. Could have done better on the whole. Didn't really study consistently the whole year and only started one week before exams. Couldn't really expect much improvement. Glad that I passed all subjects and had improvement for some subjects.

What is over is over, can't really be sad cause I didn't work hard consistently and I got nobody to blame but myself. Now, I should really get serious and put my focus back on floorball. Friendly with NJC, scored 4 assist 1. Pretty decent if I were to comment on my own performance, given my shitty form in training for the last 2 weeks. Jarryl scored 4, Cren 2, Ryan and Jy 1 each, the other 2 I'm not sure. 12-2. Sorta feel sad for them cause it is really humiliating to lose to people younger than them but never give mercy on court!!!

Sorta got a new aim in training, thanks to Jarryl and Eugene. Was watching Jarryl play and realised that dribbling doesn't really need to have any complicated moves, just simple ball controlling. Was playing one-on-one with gene the other day after training, he just did the simple to-the-left and then spin me on the right side and he got past me. I was dumbfounded. Such a simple move and I was caught off guard. Then I tried to do those complicated moves and couldn't dribble past gene at all. That was when I realised dribbling is not that complicated, keep it simple=)

Just went down my block to train. Just love that place. It was the place where I mastered my dragshot, slapshot, bouncing ball (even though I've yet to master it) and some ball control. If I were to break down how I improve into percentage, it should be something like this.

20% watching others and learning,
5% from advices, mostly from Cren,
40% in school trainings,
5% after trainings,
25% under my block, 5% at home.

Gonna work hard for Nationals next year. Got my aim and I'm gonna work towards it. It's gonna be tough but I'm not going to give up=)

Gosh, I'm still rather stuck at PSP... I don't want to waste too much time on it~ Before I knew it, last week of school is arriving. Gosh, why does time past so quickly... Better make good use of this holiday to train hard and catch up on my studies... Still have so many things I wanna do this holiday...

Having lesser time and the 'feel' to blog nowdays. Just can't seem to get that 'feel' which I used to have which make me wanna blog.

Nites... "I will treat you like a kid if you are one." Not directed at Ryan aggressively=)