There’s two side of me. The usual cheerful and fun-loving side of me and the other whom seldom have yet to seen before, the cold and quiet side of me…
I will live my life the normal way when I’m in the cheerful state of mind but once I switch to the darker side of me, things in my mind start to take a twist and an overwhelming state of coolness will settle down in my body. I seriously dunno how this whole thing works but I will feel a very strong sense of determination to achieve what I want. For example, I will feel the sudden burst to train very hard and that time, I trained a totally of 3 hours at my void deck…
If only I can hold on to this kind of determination to succeed throughout the year, instead of feeling it for only a few minutes… How can I hold on to it?If only I knew the answer...
28th June, Monday
School have finally reopened. The june holidays was over in an blink of an eye. Hiaz, life gets on. Had the usual boring lessons with teachers giving us a whole pile of homework. Made an improvement today by paying more attention in class, I really benefited more but unfortunately, some teachers are still talking crap all day long and didn’t really teach much.
After school, Cren, Derek, Eugene, Ryan and I went to pizza hut for lunch. Tried to convince Eugene to dance but didn’t really manage to change his mind.
Honestly, I don’t blame Eugene. I honestly don’t blame anybody for not dancing. Cose~ I can’t make everybody’s thinking to be alike. Things that I like, people might not like. Personally, I love dancing and I intend to learn some real dancing in the near future, but for some, they don’t intend to do so, so there is no reason I should force them to dance.
A team dance will really benefit us if we can do it well thou. Coordination, gracefulness, confidence, getting into music like how we get into the game, the ability to carry out what was taught, teamwork, flexibility in game and in dancing as well; there are so many things that comes with a single dance. The kind of unity and belonging to the team will be overwhelming, but that will happen if only we can carry out the whole dance successfully.
Most importantly, I want to show everybody that floorballers can do something else other than to play floorball only.
Life is great but reality is harsh. Not everything in life will go in your favour. I just have to do it with 7 men then.
I really want to excel in both my studies and sports. I really need to practice good time management and jungle my time well. I really need to learn to prioritise and do the important things instead of those leisure activities that should only be done during free time. Today, I wasted close to 2 hours just for lunch. Seriously, it is time I learn to manage my time and do things with a plan in mind at all times. Most importantly, put it into action. No delay, once I delay it, god knows when I will finish it.
Darrell Hwaiting! It’s all in the mind~
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