I hate myself

Self discipline, the ability to do what is need, to follow the plan...

Self control, the ability to restrain myself from doing things, that occur unexpectedly, which is not part of the plan...

Self-determination, to noy give up doing something easily, to last till the end and not give up

Self confidence, to believe in myself that I can do it, to trust my ability and not doubt it

Self motivation, to encourage myself, to make myself believe that I can do it..


My 5 pointers I keep reminding myself when I'm carrying out my plans...

After 4 days, I came to a conclusion...

I got no self discipline at all...
Self control, even worse still.
Determination, negligible.
Too much self confidence
Too optimistic, too much self motivation till I dunno what am I motivating myself for...

I'm such a loser... I hate myself, I hate myself to be unable to follow my plans.

I got to train myself even further, to have self discipline, self control and determination to carry out my plan, then with some self confidence and motivation, then can I finish what I set out to do.

C'mon Darrell!!! Don't be a loser!!!! I'm a winner!!!