2011

Wow. Just 3 days. 3 days was all it took for me to clearly understand what my 2011 life is gonna be like.

Erm, 5 training a week. Sunday and Monday I'm floorball-free.
Remedial every single day.
Tons of homework from all subjects.
Gonna be off for APAC on the 25th to 31st, missing 1 week of school.
B div coming really soon, pressure and stress is building up.

January will be the busiest period for 2011. 2 competitions coming up at around the same time and prelim 1 in feb, side by side with B div.

Just 2 trainings and I'm on the brink of collapsing already. I don't know how long I can last before I'm outta gas but I ain't gonna give up just yet.

I really believe that " To be tired physically is a joy, to be tired mentally is weak." Even though I'm really worn-out, I'm feeling great, cose I know by doing so I'm making full use of my time and energy. The hardest thing though, is getting up from bed in the morning. I know I have to get on with life, get on with the lessons in school, remedial after school and training in the evening but I just can't bring myself out of bed. Tired, lack of sleep, lack of rest. Sleeping will solve it all but I can't afford to just lie there. I got a life to manage. It might be a busy and hectic one but I love it. I say FML but deep inside me, I knew that I'm doing the right thing.

Not everybody has so many commitments to attend. To be busy and living my life to its fullest, it is a pleasure for me. It may be hard, but I'm sure it's worthwhile.

CS training yesterday was hell. PT. Gosh, I slacked and now I'm feeling really bad about it. "If you want to succeed, you got to take the pain. No pain, no gain." Yea. If I can't endure the pain, I will never be able to succeed. You think Usain Bolt, Messi and SNSD all happily rise to where they are today>? Hard work and tons of pain and endurance brought them to where they are today. Snsd sleep like 3 to 4 hours a day. I'm sleeping so much more than them. If I want to succeed and be like them, I got to work as hard as they do.

2011, it may be a tough year but it will be a good and meaningful one.

Didn't play well today, spotted my flaws and got to work on it asap. Getting selected for APAC is my honour and I got to give it my best.

DARRELL, ALL THE WAY!

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I'm crying cose I can't have you~