Sorry for not posting for close to a week. Had been really busy, I swear.
Monday - Had combined schools training from 7 – 10 pm.
Tuesday - School training.
Wednesday - Friendly against West Wing ( Div 2). Won 10-5
Thursday - School training.
Friday - Sports Day and friendly against Hitman ( Div 1). Lost 3 - 7?
Think you can see that my schedule pretty packed right? By right, I should be going for school training this Saturday and will be having a game on Sunday against Skools Innebandy. That would mean a whole week of floorball.
I’m really very tired now. Tired of school. Tired of floorball, even tired of living as well. Every morning when I am about to crawl out of bed, I would ask myself, what’s the point of living? Why am I not doing what feel like doing instead? Reality is harsh. I know that we have to work hard to our goals if we want to achieve them…
“Goals are not achieved overnight, it takes time… “
I’m so tired now. I need a break from floorball and my studies. I need time to think about what I actually want in life and how I should set about achieving them. Look at Jarryl. He is so damn good in floorball and his studies. He is also on good terms with his parents. How many of us can be like him? Sometimes, I really wonder how he is able to balance his work and his floorball…
Truth is, we all have equal time. It is how we manage our time and how we prioritise things. But how do we do it? That is what I’m going to figure out over the next 11 days…
For the next 11 days I’m really going to let myself go. I’m really going to enjoy myself. The main aim of my trip this time is to give myself time to rest and to THINK. Think about what is my priorities in life right now and how am I going to work towards them.
I really need this time to organise myself and prepare myself for the upcoming challenges I will be facing. I need this time to think about what I actually really want in life. I need to rest, I’m very tired of my life right now. I really hate sleep at 1 am and waking up at 6 am and going for training almost every day. Give me a break.
I’m really going to let myself go and enjoy the trip totally. But once I’m back, with my new resolutions, things are going to change. I’m really going to set out to achieve what I want. I will succeed, I shall succeed, and, I must succeed.
Things are really going to be different...
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