Friday, May 7, 2010

Exams Over~~~

WOoHOo~~~

EXAMS Over~! Finally!

These mid-year exams have been an exceptionally long one, lasting over 2 whole weeks. Most paper wesre rather long as well. But I'm glad it’s all over~

I'm glad that exams have ended but that brings me to the next test. Triple Science Probation.

I hate these 3 words, but I have to face it.

These 3 words alone is enough to make my legs jelly. Failing it is not an option. I think I'm pretty safe now but the only thing worrying me now is my physics paper...

I totally blank out during physics paper. Took close to 30 minutes to remember the formula for work done... “Force X Distance” I could not think properly then. I majorly screwed up this paper.

I dun think I will fail this paper but I don't think I can score very well too. There is a possibility I might get an overall of below 60 for my physics this term which means that I will fail my probation...

Blanking out? Could not think properly? Think I'm just giving myself excuses. Honestly, I did not really study for my physics paper. I probably ‘blanked out’ due to my uncertainty in my concept and 'could not think properly' due to too many uncertainty in my answers which accumulated and affected my confidence when I was doing the paper.

Who can I blame at the end of the day? Nobody else but myself.

I really really really hope to pass my probation and remain in 3-4. I will have totally no face to return to 3-8. If I were to be transferred back there, I seriously do not know what I will do. I can’t return back there.

When I was making my birthday wish back in April, I hoped for a spot in combined schools line 2 initially. But as I sat down in from of the snsd clock as it ticks pass 12 midnight, I changed my wish and hoped for myself to be able to pass triple science probation instead.

There is nothing I can do now. All I can do is to cross my fingers and pray hard. I must get at least 60% for my physics. I must and I have to.

I’m sure that even if I were to get below 60%, I will still be able to talk my way through and remain in 3-4, even if it requires me to talk to the principal.

Right now, all I can do is to be positive. There is no need for me to worry so much since I can’t do anything anyway. I should stay positive. I must stay positive. I might even easily get 60% for my physics and pass my probation.

There is no need to worry, there is nothing to worry~ cose I know if there were to be an obstacle, I will solve it, and my friends shall all be there to support me.

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