A new journey

Decided on something that I will not regret nor give up. I'm gonna work hard from now on.

Sounds very ordinary but this time I'm seriously gonna do it. Work hard on my studies, floorball, personality and practically, everything. Do things which I dreamt of doing. Dreaming of it is not enough, I shall go ahead and do it.

Time really files. It only fly past you when you do not cherish it. From now on, I shall make better use of my time and make sure I don't waste a single second anymore. It WILL be hard, no doubts about that but that shouldn't stop me from doing it.

"Something that is hard to achieve is something that is worth working for."

Changes will not come overnight. I just got to take it one step at a time then. Gradually but eventually. I'm starting RIGHT NOW and not wait till 2011 or wait till end of chinese new year but I'm starting now. Cose~ I got no time to waste and it doesn't really matter when I start does it? All that matters is that I START.

Really, what my parents say do make sense afterall. I was childish, immature. All I thought was to enjoy life. I'm so glad they did not give up on me or I would have long destroyed my own future. Even though I was rebellious and said nasty things to them but they never gave up on me. NEVER. They loved me. It's time I make amends. It's time I do what is right. I dream of my future, and I got to work towards it. Step by step, but I must not falter. Already deleted my warcraft and garena. That was my first step but I must not give up along the way. Talk (or writing about it) is cheap, actions speaks louder than words. No point thinking and saying so much. It is all down to doing it. So FULL-STOP.

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O yea, SNSD won the Music Bank award with Oh~ SNSD jiang~ They derserve it anw. Oya, got the Hoot album=) Ty Seh Hian for helping me buy it =) Really love it. really got no idea why I love SNSD so much but they are a true source of inspiration FOR ME. So to people like Eugene or Jarryl, don't mistaken me for some idiot that is following k-pop cause it is the trend. I appreciate chinese music but SNSD serves as role models to me and motivates me to work hard. Yea?~

Went to read about this music bank event. Lots of good performance but I shall not waste time to watch it. Got to spend lesser time youtubing and more time doing more meaningful stuffs. Too much of anything is bad=)

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Friendly with St Gabs. Honestly, found it rather easy, they posed not much of a trend but still learnt and spotted lots of mistake in my gameplay. Severe mistakes somemore... Didn't score any goals, wasn't very surprised. Mainly cose I'm not supplied with the passes in front of goal and more importantly is that it was my shooting. Could have netted a few if not for my poor marksmanship. The strength and accuracy was horribly wrong. Okay, maybe its my new blade but mainly it is me. Found myself making the play more than usual. Haha, normally I will leave that to Jarryl and Cren but since they are not around... I got to do it. Didn't do it well but not too bad I hope. So glad joshua is back in action=) Solid board passes and defending on the left side again=) Grats on your hat-trick josh! You derserve it totally. You worked hard for those goals!

At least this friendly let me know what areas I got to work on... And I got to cool down a little on court. Slightly too physical. Need to know when to get physical and when NOT to... >.<

VS game shall be a good guage for us. My prediction > lose by 4 or less. I'm so gonna play my best on monday!! Oya, high chance of going Kbox after the match on monday.

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Shall promise to blog and update my blog more often from now ( since dota and youtube is gonna be greatly reduced )...

Yeah. A much needed break. Off to China in the early morning on 24th, friday. My last training is on thursday 23th. Any request for presents? Say now. Not too expensive ones >.<

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I'm so tired. So tired. Really need a break badly. Need a break from everything. Just wanna relax and enjoy myself as I forget about everything here.

Fucking irresponsible I was. This was not the first time already. Got to wake up my idea. If I wanna lead, then I got to do it well. If not... I might as well not do it...

Thought I saw you, again. Guess I miss you too much...