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Been a while since I last posted... It is not that I do not want to do inspirational posts or the long long 'interesting to read' stories but it is that I got no time for it. Floorball and the planning of the floorball camp is killing me already, even though I still spare some time for myself to play dota >.<

Had friendly with some JC bunch of friends and I actually scored 5 goals. New record for me =) Kinda happy for myself even though not much people realised that I actually scored 5 but to know it myself is enough. Still have plenty of areas that I got to work on, come Jan and Feb, APAC (hopefully) and B div is when all my hard work will br\e rewarded.

Gonna be off for holiday for a week, leaving on Christmas Eve. Really worried that my fitness and skill will drop like mad when I come back, but hopefully not... At least travelling abroad can give me some time to think through things and relax at the same time.

Ah, really hope everybody can appreciate and enjoy the camp, Josh and I put in quite a lot of effort in the planning and I hope it will be a success. There will bound to be some criticizes but at least I can tell myself, I did my best. Definitely not gonna plan another camp another time soon... It's tedious...

In an blink of an eye, it's gonna be December soon. Time really flies huh?

TaeYeon~

Haha, SNSD AGN... Gonna be a short post anw... Watched SNSD's Horror Factory. TaeYeon was pranked and yet in the midst of the chaos, she was able to stay strong and control her emotions.

Remarkable character=) Used to think that TaeYeon did nothing much as a leader for SNSD but she proven me wrong this time=) Maybe I can learn more from her of how to lead...

Must Watch

If you want to watch the best SNSD video clip available on Earth, this is the one... YOU MUST WATCH THIS!!! Or regret for your whole life. Watch even if you are not an SNSD fan...



Why am I an SNSD fan? Since young, I did not really believe in spending money or wasting time trying to get to know any idols. But SNSD is really different. They taught me so much... They may be my idols and at the same time, my role models...

They taught me that in order to fulfill my dreams, I must not give up no matter what.
They taught me that unity is power.
They taught me that even though the road may be long and tough, I got to hang in there.

Their first ever performance was in a high school. A stage with less than a 1000 audience.

Now? They stand on the world stage and with millions of viewers.

They started small, they worked to where they are today. They took nothing for granted, they deserve every single bit of it.

I do not like SNSD because they are pretty.
I do not like SNSD because they are hot.
I like SNSD because they really shown me the true meaning of determination and unity.

Plastic? If a person goes to plastic surgery, will he or she be as successful as snsd? No. It doesn't really matter whether they are plastic anot. It was their hard work that got them to where they are today.

Look, even when the crowd is not cheering and giving blank faces, they continued to give their best no matter what. If I were them, I would have long walked off but they didn't. They were determined to perform regardless whether the crowd appreciates it anot. Determination.

Look, Jessica was so tired till she collapsed once she was off the stage. She was determined not to spoil the performance and gave her best despite everything. She wasn't even able to walk after the performance.

The 9 of them must have cried more than any other groups in the k-pop industry. I was really touched when the 9 of them gathered and hugged on the stage. They did not talk much or enjoy the glory. They simply stood on stage and hugged, cried. They cried because all the hard work they have endured have finally been recognised... Even though we usually get to see the bright side of them, smiling and laughing, we have overlooked that they must have cried and sweated even more...

10 years, that was how long they have endured to get to where they stand today. The 9 of them have tasted more sweat and tears than any other groups. That is why right now it's Girl's Generation...

Unity. The power of 9... I was really touched by what Tiffany said after her mum died in a car accident last year.

"My mum may have left me earlier, but she gave me 8 sisters..."

SNSD never gave up, they stood as one, and was finally able to get to where they are today. When they were given the award, even other groups stood up and cheered. Some were even jumping because SNSD really deserve it, more than any other groups. They stood as one and have gone through so much together, through thick and thin.

So, SNSD really are my idols. This video only made me love them even more. Even though they will never ever know me, but I will always be there for them!!! SNSD Hwaiting!!!

If only our team can be like this, that is my only wish, my biggest wish. To be as close as real brothers, to work hard and become champions. If that is possible, maybe you can help me=)

Fate

Maybe it was all fated that we will meet again. I really can't believe that we will actually meet each other, face to face after 2 years... It seem like genie decided to grant my wish... I didn't really want to talk about this but then again, I shouldn't bottle it all up. So this was how it went...




I was really bored today. Really really bored. Finished watching hotshot and was surfing the net aimlessly. Really had nothing better to do. Felt like watching a movie, after flipping the newspaper, decided to watch the movie The Next Three Days... Got changed and left. Took the Mrt to AMK. But then, it was not an ordinary Mrt ride. At Yio Chu Kang station, that where it all happened... I was sitting on the seat and listening to music, Lucifer~, then when the train door opened, guess who walked in... U noe who~

I was totally shocked. Totally shocked. Could feel my heart beat so much faster and my palms got sweaty. That feeling I got is a mixture of excitement and fear. Excited to see her again but fearful of the much predicted outcome that she will dao me. I wasn't sure whether it was her anot. I have experienced it so many times. Thought I saw her but turn out otherwise. But this time it is for real. I can hardly believe it. She could have taken the train before or enter another cabin but she didn't.

She stepped into the cabin. My eyes were fixed on her. She was still very pretty, maybe even prettier than before. She was wearing a white shirt with short sleeves and a mini skirt... In other words, she like an angel~ Freaking hot angel somemore...

I was expecting her to look as if she doesn't recognise me and sit else where. If she did, I would take it as if I didn't know her as well. That would be fine with me anyway.

BUT, guess what... She actually came over and sat beside me!!!






S: "Hi, you are Darrell right?"







D: "Yea... Hi." My heart was pounding like crazy. I was like OMG!!!







S: "Waaa, it has been so long since we last met. Got miss me anot?"







D: " Yea, got missed you very badly~." Which was true... Gave her a smile =)







S: `Laughed and gave the LOL face.` Shall never forget that face~







D: "So where you going?"







S: "Watch movie."







D: "With frens ar?" Prepared for a disappointing answer from her.







S: "Alone la. Everybody busy... So sian."







DUMBFOUNDED. OMG, unbelievable. This was like a chance god have gave me~ I could hardly believe it~







D: "Me too! I'm watching alone too. Wanna watch together?" Now's my chance!!!







S: "Ok. I'm watching Harry Potter at J8. U ok with it?"







D: "NO problem." =) Even though I watch le XD







Then for the next 5 minutes or so we talk a bit about the past and a bit of k-pop stuff. Can't believe it, she actually likes SHINee too. Her favourite is Tae-min XD My favourite is HER XD




Before I know, we arrived in Bishan. We talked and talked as if we were both long lost friends and joked around, poking each other. Deep in heart, I was like thinking " Wonder what's she thinks of me..."

Quened up for the tickets together. As we were quening, we suddenly ran out of topics to talk about and what was left was an awarkard silence... I decided to get on and went on to talk about JongHyun having a girlfriend... Finally was our turn. Got a seats on the left side at the back. She wanted to treat me the tickets ( How can I let her!) but I ended up treating her XD Money worth spending=) She got the popcorns though...

We went in early and were talking. I decided to mention the 'incident'. Her reply was " Sry luh, my bad." From that moment onwards, I decided that I really like her. Really felt how blissful it is to have somebody you like right beside you... That kind of joy, can't be described in words... Sweetness in your heart ?

Movie started. Was pretty cold but when I asked her she said it was okay. Haha, didn't have a jacket to spare her anw... Realised I was looking her more than I was looking at the movie screen... Never really wanted the movie to end. I want the movie to last forever so that I can look at her forever...

Oya, the popcorn proved to be a big problem. As you know, I'm a popcorn maniac but didn't dare eat too much of the popcorn, afraid that there might be too little left for her. We shared drinks too!!! Maybe that's why the drink was sweeter~

Halfway through the middle of the movie, I found myself unconsciously leaning closer to her. She must have noticed it too. She actually laid her head on my shoulder!!! Faint! Faint! Faint! Could actually feel the smell her hair... I really felt that I was the most blessed guy on earth then...

"So she really likes me..."

After a while, she decided to lift her head. Felt a little sad but relieved at the same time. Relieved be'cose I no longer have any stress cose before that I dare not move XD At the part where the snake pop out, she gave a little shriek. Priceless expression. How should I put it? Cute + Frightened =)

This time I decided to take the initiative and went out to hold her hand. She didn't resist!!! Her hand was tender and smooth, AND was cold XD

The movie ended in the end and I had to let go of her hand, sadly. Out of the threatre we went and the both of us went to the toilet. I had to style my hair right? But the story did not end after the movie ended. We went to walk around J8. It seem like the both of didn't want this to end so quickly...

Somehow we ended up at the open area in J8, the one below the food court.

We talked a little but here comes the main point. As we talked, we moved closer and closer. We kissed. My first kiss...

The feeling was wet? But it felt really great. Totally awesome....

I never want to let the feeling go, never...

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Just finished hotshot... lol, seem like everybody is watching it too...

Was really very nice even though I'm watching it for the 2nd time. Learnt a lot of things that can be applied to floorball/sports. Even though some parts are very fake and unrealistic (like the dunks and mid-air action), but many of the theory in the show are true.

We see how Da Ying (Show Luo) evolved from a noob to a pro due to his passion and hard work and so on. We see how unity in a team is capable of bring them from being the lousiest team in the nation to becoming champions. Even though it is a story that was created by the director, much of the theory cannot be any true-er(If there is such a word)...

Quoted from W, " Practise is like homework, something that a sportsman must do." is one example. Jerry Yan/Dong Fan Xiang, was not a super talent but he was as good as one through the amount of hard work and practise that he had put in and having the 'never give up' attitude.

Attended Eugene's confirmation on saturday. Even though had to sit there for few hours, felt that it was worth it. Felt really happy for Eugene, being able to be confirmed as a follower for his own beliefs, but wasn't really convinced by religion and beliefs. I'm like Jarryl, I think it is impossible to prove that god exist but I don't rule out the possibility that god really exist so religion and stuffs, I'm neutral~ Ate mac's and sang a bit of K, was fun. Joke a lot and pool was kinda fun even though most of us were not really good at it.

Wow, this is one of the rare chances were some many of the 'clique' are together. Hope that there will be more of such chances in the future.

O ya, the quote on Cren's blog is I say one ar, I mean, anything wrong? We were comparing CS and CHS. Like we don't blame anybody when we concede a goal but in CS they do. Nothing much anyway, just chit-chatting...

Had a really sweet dream recently... Super sweet till I can't remember what it was about XD But I was smiling when I woke up =) Jessic~aH~~~

Damn it la, my chest is hurting. No really very severe but it will affect my training definitely. Can't do push-ups or any chest related exercises. Don't even know how I got the injury...

Okay, Jarryl and Joshua said my blog is dead, post are short and after getting to a conclusion, I 've decided to make my 2nd post for NAKED!!!!

Wait in anxiety XD LOL.

Crying

Feel like crying for no reason...

Maybe I do know the reason,

It is just that I don't want to face it.

I just want everything to be over...