Today

YOG mascot=)














At my god aunt's house=)














The swimming pool=)













Okay, today seriously rock. TOTALLY. Woke up at 10, was drizzling a little. The 'feel' is nice. Definitely. Being able to hid under your blanket, warm and cozy, when it's cold and chilly outside. ( But my mum had to spoil everything, wake me up...)

So after breakfast, after the rain subset, me and my mum took a ride in my aunt's car to my god-aunt's house=) Went swimming=) Yipee! Was finally able to fulfill my wish for this holiday, to play basketball (Was just standing there only but still counted as playing) and SWIMMING!

Okay, so went to bath after swimming and realised that I left my underwear in the apartment. ( Okay, this is for real, not another 'naked' story again)...

Went back up (and wore my underwear) and ate lunch. Then played a bit of yu-gi-oh and came back home. Then watched korean drama series with my mum and went to sleep >.<

Did a bit of hw and here I am, blogging=)

Gosh, friendly with NJ 2morow but my leg is still hurting!! ( I know... injury again...) Really hope to be able to play up to my standard 2morow=) Hehe, I'm SO gonna wear the captain's armband, for the first time=)

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I really want to find somebody that I can confide to.
Not a brother thou, a girl probably...
Someone that I can share all my problems with
Someone that can be there for me when I'm down

But highly impossible... Don't have courage like some people to ask for people's no. on the bus~

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Agony
Pain
Suffering
Will
All be kept in my heart till the day you open the door to my heart...

Photos~

Chem remedial so boring~













At my sis's hostel=)














Prejudiced...














Whose's stick was that?

So cute~ Sica~

Guess

Guess a four letter word.

It's not really a word, it's a short form.

There is an 'N' in this 4 letter word.

IF you type this 4 letters into the search engine, millions of photos and videos will be found.

Almost all the guys in our guys in the school have seen it before.

Those sexy long legs and seducing body figures=) They even appear in the videos in a group....

Some people secretly film these video, other's do it while the people in the video already know that they are being filmed and yet they are enjoying it...

Wilson have plenty of those videos in his phone.

It's an addiction. Can't control it. The urges to see these videos...

Guess what's the 4 letter word? ( To Derek, Jy and Ryan. Just keep quiet)...

Breathless

I'm breathless~

So restless yet~

I can't do anything to maintain this peacefulness...

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Okay, whatever I written about is just crap. Can't seem to make it rythmn and make sense at the same time.

Well, this is my 202th post. Wow. Blink of an eye, one year have past, I've written my 202th post... Still remember last year around this time in the year I was still strugling to quit dota and study.. Now? Struggling to study, but not enough time!!!

Gosh, the homework given = endless. I was planning to do some revision on topics that I'm not good at like trigometry and the few physics topics that were taught recently BUT a whole pile of homework is waiting for me to complete them!!!

I know the teacher's are doing this for our good, all the homework are like revision and practises to prepare us for EOY. But hello!!! If each teacher gives us homework that we have to do for 1 whole day or more, do we have enough time? Plus do we stay at home the entire day just to complete their homework? We still have remedial and CCA!

I'm the kind that complete homework and I'm struggling to complete it. What about those that don't usually do homework? So far I did: English, chinese, E math.

E math look so easy... TYS nia, do this this this question only mah. WTH, took me 8 foolscape to do all the questions...

I still got: A math, 6 X physics paper, chem paper, geo WB, geo case study, geo LDQ, unfinished Math WS, bio quizzes...

GG... girl's generation=) lol

Hell la... I wasn't expecting myself to be relaxing and playing this holiday but I'm not expecting so much homework either!! Now I can't even find the time to revise thanks to the homework. Gosh, i was still planning to go swimming and bBall. Guess swimming with my cousins on friday is still on but Bball? Abandon plan arh!!!

Slowly but eventually ba.. Haiz... Homework are killing me!!!

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IF your parents nag at you that only means that you still require them to worry about you. That was what I realised over the past few days.

My parents don't worry about me having not enough friends cose I have plenty.
My parents don't worry about me under-achieving in my sports, cose I'm not.
My parents don't worry about me having problems growing up into an adult, cose I'm doing fine.

BUT my parents worry about my results. Nothing else matter to them other than my results be'cose I guess that's the only area they have to worry about. Other than that, I daresay I'm still doing pretty fine.

Really, if you don't want your parents to nag at you than you have to prove to them that they have to worry. I'm gonna try to work hard for EOY ( empty promise again..)!!!


Time not early le, it is time I stop writing. Hope to recieve your letter soon... Letter writing=)

All goes well~

Hope everything goes well 2morow!!!

Cren good luck for your surgery=)

If pain then cry hor, cry already will feel better de=)

Hope it all goes well!

Yahoo~

Just realised YAHOO~ is actually a sound you will make when you are feeling 'high', not just some ordinary search engine...

Okay back to the topic, just came back from the badminton session. Although not many people came but it was incredibly fun. Didn't want to play badminton at first (partially cose I can't play it well), but still, it would seemed to be a pity if I didn't...

Okay, so lunch was at 1 at Wendy's at Northpoint. Took bus there. Had a pretty decent meal and bought SNSD ez-link card sticker for my stick. LOL. Planning to paste it on my stick=)

Took bus to Khatib CC. Waited a while and soon it was 2.30. Didn't even bring my racket, my sister took it to her hostel. Not planning to play at all but couldn't resist the temptation of sports~

So nice of my primary school friend, Zheng Wei, to bring an extra racket for me. Started off playing on the stage with his sister, Shi Ni. Was like getting thrashed even though she gave me those nice nice balls ( w8, or should I say nice nice shuttlecocks...). Then she taught me some very basic skill and I'm ready! Went on court...

Haha, only managed to return the balls. Can't smash or control the direction, was plainly keeping it in play... lol, the rest of my friends were like all damn zai... Can't they play floorball or something=) Something I'm good at?

Went on playing and got slightly better. Thanks to all those that taught me how to play badminton, and screw those that kept making me pick up the shuttlecock.

Was not planning to play initially but ended up playing the most in the end=) Improved quite a bit within an hour plus. By the end, I was like on par with Shi Ni (I hope...), when she was like owning me at the start. Maybe I'm just good in sports=)

Went to the card shop too. Had not been there for 3 or more years already... The smell of the place seemed so familiar. Really missed those times in primary school where the few of us rush to this card shop right after school to buy cards. I must have spend close to 300+ on cards...

Time to make my way to my aunt's house for dinner. Gosh, badminton is now making my hand tremble, my hand is shaking as I'm typing...

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"It's tiring to bear grudges..."

Learn to forgive and forget.

Everybody makes mistakes, so do you. Give the person a chance. Forgive him whether it was on purpose or not, allow him to repent.

It's easier to get along well with a person rather to to bear grudges against him. If you do, you have to deliberately ignore him and even have to avoid him at times. How bother to bear grudges then? Let whatever that happened go...

I can't really 'hate' anybody regardless of what he have done to me. People have hurt me deeply before but I just forgive and forget. Some hurt me so badly that I can ignore him totally for a month or so if I make up my mind to do so. But why bother to make him feel so sad and why bother to deliberately ignore him? Forgive him, even he was at fault. Forgive him, so that he wouldn't feel so sad. Forgive him, be generous.

People can hurt me so deeply till they don't know it cose I don't show it. He can hurt me so deeply that I almost cried but when he apologises on the phone an hour later, I forgive him even though I'm still heartbroken.

We all have feelings, we are all humans. Don't always think about yourself all the time. Think from other's people persepective as well. Put yourself in people's shoe. That's my theory in life.

If you make up your mind to 'hate' somebody, you will never be able to let go of this grudge but if you decide to forgive him, you will realise that he ain't such a bad person afterall.

You can 'hate' him, everything you see about him is bad. If you forgive him, you will see that everything about him ain't that bad afterall. That's life!

Forgive and forget!

Our ever-lovable chem teacher! Mrs Chua~














Yu-gi-oh?













I'm suppose to be in Anderson Sec!!!!

Head-shot

Colours of life...

After combined schools training, at subway~ Empty place=) Last customer as usual~