I'm breathless~
So restless yet~
I can't do anything to maintain this peacefulness...
******
Okay, whatever I written about is just crap. Can't seem to make it rythmn and make sense at the same time.
Well, this is my 202th post. Wow. Blink of an eye, one year have past, I've written my 202th post... Still remember last year around this time in the year I was still strugling to quit dota and study.. Now? Struggling to study, but not enough time!!!
Gosh, the homework given = endless. I was planning to do some revision on topics that I'm not good at like trigometry and the few physics topics that were taught recently BUT a whole pile of homework is waiting for me to complete them!!!
I know the teacher's are doing this for our good, all the homework are like revision and practises to prepare us for EOY. But hello!!! If each teacher gives us homework that we have to do for 1 whole day or more, do we have enough time? Plus do we stay at home the entire day just to complete their homework? We still have remedial and CCA!
I'm the kind that complete homework and I'm struggling to complete it. What about those that don't usually do homework? So far I did: English, chinese, E math.
E math look so easy... TYS nia, do this this this question only mah. WTH, took me 8 foolscape to do all the questions...
I still got: A math, 6 X physics paper, chem paper, geo WB, geo case study, geo LDQ, unfinished Math WS, bio quizzes...
GG... girl's generation=) lol
Hell la... I wasn't expecting myself to be relaxing and playing this holiday but I'm not expecting so much homework either!! Now I can't even find the time to revise thanks to the homework. Gosh, i was still planning to go swimming and bBall. Guess swimming with my cousins on friday is still on but Bball? Abandon plan arh!!!
Slowly but eventually ba.. Haiz... Homework are killing me!!!
***
IF your parents nag at you that only means that you still require them to worry about you. That was what I realised over the past few days.
My parents don't worry about me having not enough friends cose I have plenty.
My parents don't worry about me under-achieving in my sports, cose I'm not.
My parents don't worry about me having problems growing up into an adult, cose I'm doing fine.
BUT my parents worry about my results. Nothing else matter to them other than my results be'cose I guess that's the only area they have to worry about. Other than that, I daresay I'm still doing pretty fine.
Really, if you don't want your parents to nag at you than you have to prove to them that they have to worry. I'm gonna try to work hard for EOY ( empty promise again..)!!!
Time not early le, it is time I stop writing. Hope to recieve your letter soon... Letter writing=)
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
All goes well~
Hope everything goes well 2morow!!!
Cren good luck for your surgery=)
If pain then cry hor, cry already will feel better de=)
Hope it all goes well!
Cren good luck for your surgery=)
If pain then cry hor, cry already will feel better de=)
Hope it all goes well!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Yahoo~
Just realised YAHOO~ is actually a sound you will make when you are feeling 'high', not just some ordinary search engine...
Okay back to the topic, just came back from the badminton session. Although not many people came but it was incredibly fun. Didn't want to play badminton at first (partially cose I can't play it well), but still, it would seemed to be a pity if I didn't...
Okay, so lunch was at 1 at Wendy's at Northpoint. Took bus there. Had a pretty decent meal and bought SNSD ez-link card sticker for my stick. LOL. Planning to paste it on my stick=)
Took bus to Khatib CC. Waited a while and soon it was 2.30. Didn't even bring my racket, my sister took it to her hostel. Not planning to play at all but couldn't resist the temptation of sports~
So nice of my primary school friend, Zheng Wei, to bring an extra racket for me. Started off playing on the stage with his sister, Shi Ni. Was like getting thrashed even though she gave me those nice nice balls ( w8, or should I say nice nice shuttlecocks...). Then she taught me some very basic skill and I'm ready! Went on court...
Haha, only managed to return the balls. Can't smash or control the direction, was plainly keeping it in play... lol, the rest of my friends were like all damn zai... Can't they play floorball or something=) Something I'm good at?
Went on playing and got slightly better. Thanks to all those that taught me how to play badminton, and screw those that kept making me pick up the shuttlecock.
Was not planning to play initially but ended up playing the most in the end=) Improved quite a bit within an hour plus. By the end, I was like on par with Shi Ni (I hope...), when she was like owning me at the start. Maybe I'm just good in sports=)
Went to the card shop too. Had not been there for 3 or more years already... The smell of the place seemed so familiar. Really missed those times in primary school where the few of us rush to this card shop right after school to buy cards. I must have spend close to 300+ on cards...
Time to make my way to my aunt's house for dinner. Gosh, badminton is now making my hand tremble, my hand is shaking as I'm typing...
***
"It's tiring to bear grudges..."
Learn to forgive and forget.
Everybody makes mistakes, so do you. Give the person a chance. Forgive him whether it was on purpose or not, allow him to repent.
It's easier to get along well with a person rather to to bear grudges against him. If you do, you have to deliberately ignore him and even have to avoid him at times. How bother to bear grudges then? Let whatever that happened go...
I can't really 'hate' anybody regardless of what he have done to me. People have hurt me deeply before but I just forgive and forget. Some hurt me so badly that I can ignore him totally for a month or so if I make up my mind to do so. But why bother to make him feel so sad and why bother to deliberately ignore him? Forgive him, even he was at fault. Forgive him, so that he wouldn't feel so sad. Forgive him, be generous.
People can hurt me so deeply till they don't know it cose I don't show it. He can hurt me so deeply that I almost cried but when he apologises on the phone an hour later, I forgive him even though I'm still heartbroken.
We all have feelings, we are all humans. Don't always think about yourself all the time. Think from other's people persepective as well. Put yourself in people's shoe. That's my theory in life.
If you make up your mind to 'hate' somebody, you will never be able to let go of this grudge but if you decide to forgive him, you will realise that he ain't such a bad person afterall.
You can 'hate' him, everything you see about him is bad. If you forgive him, you will see that everything about him ain't that bad afterall. That's life!
Forgive and forget!
Okay back to the topic, just came back from the badminton session. Although not many people came but it was incredibly fun. Didn't want to play badminton at first (partially cose I can't play it well), but still, it would seemed to be a pity if I didn't...
Okay, so lunch was at 1 at Wendy's at Northpoint. Took bus there. Had a pretty decent meal and bought SNSD ez-link card sticker for my stick. LOL. Planning to paste it on my stick=)
Took bus to Khatib CC. Waited a while and soon it was 2.30. Didn't even bring my racket, my sister took it to her hostel. Not planning to play at all but couldn't resist the temptation of sports~
So nice of my primary school friend, Zheng Wei, to bring an extra racket for me. Started off playing on the stage with his sister, Shi Ni. Was like getting thrashed even though she gave me those nice nice balls ( w8, or should I say nice nice shuttlecocks...). Then she taught me some very basic skill and I'm ready! Went on court...
Haha, only managed to return the balls. Can't smash or control the direction, was plainly keeping it in play... lol, the rest of my friends were like all damn zai... Can't they play floorball or something=) Something I'm good at?
Went on playing and got slightly better. Thanks to all those that taught me how to play badminton, and screw those that kept making me pick up the shuttlecock.
Was not planning to play initially but ended up playing the most in the end=) Improved quite a bit within an hour plus. By the end, I was like on par with Shi Ni (I hope...), when she was like owning me at the start. Maybe I'm just good in sports=)
Went to the card shop too. Had not been there for 3 or more years already... The smell of the place seemed so familiar. Really missed those times in primary school where the few of us rush to this card shop right after school to buy cards. I must have spend close to 300+ on cards...
Time to make my way to my aunt's house for dinner. Gosh, badminton is now making my hand tremble, my hand is shaking as I'm typing...
***
"It's tiring to bear grudges..."
Learn to forgive and forget.
Everybody makes mistakes, so do you. Give the person a chance. Forgive him whether it was on purpose or not, allow him to repent.
It's easier to get along well with a person rather to to bear grudges against him. If you do, you have to deliberately ignore him and even have to avoid him at times. How bother to bear grudges then? Let whatever that happened go...
I can't really 'hate' anybody regardless of what he have done to me. People have hurt me deeply before but I just forgive and forget. Some hurt me so badly that I can ignore him totally for a month or so if I make up my mind to do so. But why bother to make him feel so sad and why bother to deliberately ignore him? Forgive him, even he was at fault. Forgive him, so that he wouldn't feel so sad. Forgive him, be generous.
People can hurt me so deeply till they don't know it cose I don't show it. He can hurt me so deeply that I almost cried but when he apologises on the phone an hour later, I forgive him even though I'm still heartbroken.
We all have feelings, we are all humans. Don't always think about yourself all the time. Think from other's people persepective as well. Put yourself in people's shoe. That's my theory in life.
If you make up your mind to 'hate' somebody, you will never be able to let go of this grudge but if you decide to forgive him, you will realise that he ain't such a bad person afterall.
You can 'hate' him, everything you see about him is bad. If you forgive him, you will see that everything about him ain't that bad afterall. That's life!
Forgive and forget!
Friday, September 3, 2010
For a very special fren. Part 4
To U:
You light up my life
Your cheerful-ness brings me alive.
You make life look so fun
Hyper-active, run run run=)
4 sentences is all I need
Enough for everyone to guess who it is=)
****
Bro, many things happened. Really worried for you. I can't help you, decision is yours. The result: Me- tails, yours- heads. Seemed like what I would advise you and what you want in your heart is different.
Nevertheless, decision is yours. I can only watch from the side and pray for the best.
Ok, back to the happy post!!!! Thank you Derek!!! ( lol, Jarryl...)
We met since Sec 1, but only became really close friends in Sec 2 and I really appreciated this friendship. We totally had some much in common, till we can't even stop ourselves from being best friends. I mean, let's go down the list- SNSD, floorball, prefect, basketball, k-pop, psp games, movies, looking at girls, maybe not the height..., talking about sick stuff, slacking during duty, dota? lol rmb maple~, pokemon, china trip, hanging out, meals, going home together, suaning each other, wipping your oil on my towel, talking about C and K, going out with L D K, sharing your message conversation of u n C, WildWildWet, floorball under my void deck, dota at my house after cross-country, watch P at nz's cousin house... And much more which I can't remember...
I can't even remember when was the last time I was angry with you for more than 10 minutes... We shared all our secrets... We even slept together (with clothes) during the chalet!
You are like the most energetic friend I ever met. You seriously brighten up my day. Whenever I hear 'ding!'... I know that my day ain't gonna be that bad anymore, cose you will be there for me=)
Thank you for all that you have done for me, cheering me up when I'm down and encouraging me when I'm losing confidence. The memories we share, I will never forget them.
Bro, one last thing i would like to tell you... Once bitten, twice shy, or be twice sorry=)
Nites...
***
Spoiler for next post ( For a very special fren. Part 5):
You never once fought back when he owned you, even though he fails everytime...
You light up my life
Your cheerful-ness brings me alive.
You make life look so fun
Hyper-active, run run run=)
4 sentences is all I need
Enough for everyone to guess who it is=)
****
Bro, many things happened. Really worried for you. I can't help you, decision is yours. The result: Me- tails, yours- heads. Seemed like what I would advise you and what you want in your heart is different.
Nevertheless, decision is yours. I can only watch from the side and pray for the best.
Ok, back to the happy post!!!! Thank you Derek!!! ( lol, Jarryl...)
We met since Sec 1, but only became really close friends in Sec 2 and I really appreciated this friendship. We totally had some much in common, till we can't even stop ourselves from being best friends. I mean, let's go down the list- SNSD, floorball, prefect, basketball, k-pop, psp games, movies, looking at girls, maybe not the height..., talking about sick stuff, slacking during duty, dota? lol rmb maple~, pokemon, china trip, hanging out, meals, going home together, suaning each other, wipping your oil on my towel, talking about C and K, going out with L D K, sharing your message conversation of u n C, WildWildWet, floorball under my void deck, dota at my house after cross-country, watch P at nz's cousin house... And much more which I can't remember...
I can't even remember when was the last time I was angry with you for more than 10 minutes... We shared all our secrets... We even slept together (with clothes) during the chalet!
You are like the most energetic friend I ever met. You seriously brighten up my day. Whenever I hear 'ding!'... I know that my day ain't gonna be that bad anymore, cose you will be there for me=)
Thank you for all that you have done for me, cheering me up when I'm down and encouraging me when I'm losing confidence. The memories we share, I will never forget them.
Bro, one last thing i would like to tell you... Once bitten, twice shy, or be twice sorry=)
Nites...
***
Spoiler for next post ( For a very special fren. Part 5):
You never once fought back when he owned you, even though he fails everytime...
Quote
" We live to our own expectations, not people's imagination... "
- Darrell Er
We can only truly said that we are good if we think so. What people say will not be able to gauge your ability as well as you gauge your own ability... Live up to your own expectations...
- Darrell Er
We can only truly said that we are good if we think so. What people say will not be able to gauge your ability as well as you gauge your own ability... Live up to your own expectations...
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
31/8/10
All I can say that yesterday was a very enjoyable day for me=)
6.10: Got onto my dad's car and went to school. Can' take Mrt cose the box was damn huge. My beauty sleep~
6.40: Took the box and went to Ish to collect chips from sec 1s. Trust me, the sec 1s are freaking good for their standard. Swear we are no where close when we were at there age.
Believe it anot, by the time they reach sec 3, they would have far exceed our skills. I'm serious. My fellow sec 3s, better buck up and better not lose to the sec 1s... Since the sec 1s are pretty good, we might as well aim for a double next season... Champions for C div and B div=) Jia You!
7.20: Return back to class to play yu-gi-oh.
7.40: Morning assembly. Received the Geo medal. Finally... Drag drag drag, until yesterday then give out the medal...
7.50: Went back to class to prepare for the 'snack box'...
8.15: Went to hall for 'rehearsal'... Crap la... Didn't even rehearse anything. The band fucking hell occupy the stage, didn't even let us have 1 chance to practise up on stage... Slacked there~
10.30: Finally, the much awaited Teacher's Day performance began!!! The student-teacher band did okay... CO and the Chinese singer.. I would say... screwed up...
Our dance went pretty well, was well received too. Screw the band la, insisted on performing their last song after us. Reduced our already constricted space to half. But, resilience! We did okay with that limited space=) Well done people!!!
I would really like to thank Derek, Cren, Joshua, Jarryl, Jie Ying and Ryan, for supporting me in organising this dance. Remembered the very first time I tried to introduce this team dance idea?
If you guys didn't support my decision then, I couldn't have accomplish anything. You guys supported me all the way, even willing to dance with me on stage. For this, I'm truly grateful. Thank you. A leader can't achieve anything without the support of his comrades. He would just be a man with big dreams.
Thank you for being there when I needed you guys. Thanks for all the support. You guys made one of my dream for the team come true. Last but not least, Eugene! Although you din't dance but thank for being our 'DJ' and helping us out in out practices (sleeping) and being the back-stage crew.
Think you got your own reasons for not dancing but at least you made it clear from the start that you will not be dancing. Oya, Billy thanks as well=)
12.00: Teacher's day celebration finally over~ Managed to entice Mr Han to treat us to lunch. Pizza Hut =) Played 'zhong ji mi ma'. Haha, Mr Han had to call Miss Khoo.LOL. If only we could have more of this kind of meals... Breaks down the barrier between a teacher/coach, but still retaining the same kind of respect in school/on court. Friends outside the school, student/teacher in school.
1.45: Reach kahtib. Was late and saw nobody there. Walked around yet nobody to be found. Decided to go home. Was like emo-ing. Nobody care about me. Nobody remembers me...
2.10: Was under my block already when 'anonymous' sms-ed me that they were actually in my primary school. Tq anonymous=) Or I would have missed out on all the fun.
2.15: Finally found the rest. They were all like super welcome me=) Maybe I wasn't that unpopular afterall=)
Wow. Been a while since I last saw them. All changed quite a bit, including me as well. We have all grown, but still retaining our wonderful childhood memories which we created together=) Really glad to see them all again. Boys decided to go Safra, girls decided to go shopping.
3.00: Finally reached Safra after wasting a lot of time waiting here and there. Met Wei Ning there, for those that know who is she. So happens to be one of my primary school friend's friend. Then Wayne came over and told me, 'hey, I know about the girl u like.." WTF. I mean how did Wei Ning know about it?
It was stupid... I realise I was even more stupid, liking a girl that i have met for like less than 5 times? I mean I even know that her character and behaviour (in all aspects) sucks, she doesn't study and goes out a lot. She ain't that pretty, tell her to lift up her fringe and I will puck...
DARRELL ER hereby announce that he is no longer in love anymore. It was purely an infatuation that lasted till 1/09/10, 4.00 pm.
Pool had to wait damn long. In the end, played a bit of Arcade and went to Zheng Wei's house.
4.00: Btw, Zheng Wei's neighbour is Wan Terng... Such a small world. Decided to play Bball.
4.20: Went to buy drinks and sat down and chit-chat.
4.30: Went to the children's playground and got chased out. LOL. Deprived childhood... Over-sized kids. That was what we called ourselves=) Reminiscing our childhood...
4.40: Played primary school games which we used to play at the fitness corner. Like walking on the balancing beam and see who goes down first, things like that. Lol, freaking deprived. But was very fun.
5.00: Played catching under Zheng Wei's block. Ice and freeze... Deprived again. Me and Darryl were both caught, then we touch each other and claimed ' self-unfreeze'... Lol.
5.30: Went back to the shop and bought ice-cream. Wayne was like trying to make mist come out from his mouth after eating ice-cream. Initially, we thought he was joking so we were all like laughing damn badly. Bursting into laughter all of a sudden, as if we were drunk. But he really did it in the end.
5.50: Went back home by bus.
6.30: Dinner.
8.00: Studied, but was so tired till I could hardly keep myself awake.
Was such a fun day for me... Looking forward to the badminton session on Sunday=) Revive our childhood memories again=)
6.10: Got onto my dad's car and went to school. Can' take Mrt cose the box was damn huge. My beauty sleep~
6.40: Took the box and went to Ish to collect chips from sec 1s. Trust me, the sec 1s are freaking good for their standard. Swear we are no where close when we were at there age.
Believe it anot, by the time they reach sec 3, they would have far exceed our skills. I'm serious. My fellow sec 3s, better buck up and better not lose to the sec 1s... Since the sec 1s are pretty good, we might as well aim for a double next season... Champions for C div and B div=) Jia You!
7.20: Return back to class to play yu-gi-oh.
7.40: Morning assembly. Received the Geo medal. Finally... Drag drag drag, until yesterday then give out the medal...
7.50: Went back to class to prepare for the 'snack box'...
8.15: Went to hall for 'rehearsal'... Crap la... Didn't even rehearse anything. The band fucking hell occupy the stage, didn't even let us have 1 chance to practise up on stage... Slacked there~
10.30: Finally, the much awaited Teacher's Day performance began!!! The student-teacher band did okay... CO and the Chinese singer.. I would say... screwed up...
Our dance went pretty well, was well received too. Screw the band la, insisted on performing their last song after us. Reduced our already constricted space to half. But, resilience! We did okay with that limited space=) Well done people!!!
I would really like to thank Derek, Cren, Joshua, Jarryl, Jie Ying and Ryan, for supporting me in organising this dance. Remembered the very first time I tried to introduce this team dance idea?
If you guys didn't support my decision then, I couldn't have accomplish anything. You guys supported me all the way, even willing to dance with me on stage. For this, I'm truly grateful. Thank you. A leader can't achieve anything without the support of his comrades. He would just be a man with big dreams.
Thank you for being there when I needed you guys. Thanks for all the support. You guys made one of my dream for the team come true. Last but not least, Eugene! Although you din't dance but thank for being our 'DJ' and helping us out in out practices (sleeping) and being the back-stage crew.
Think you got your own reasons for not dancing but at least you made it clear from the start that you will not be dancing. Oya, Billy thanks as well=)
12.00: Teacher's day celebration finally over~ Managed to entice Mr Han to treat us to lunch. Pizza Hut =) Played 'zhong ji mi ma'. Haha, Mr Han had to call Miss Khoo.LOL. If only we could have more of this kind of meals... Breaks down the barrier between a teacher/coach, but still retaining the same kind of respect in school/on court. Friends outside the school, student/teacher in school.
1.45: Reach kahtib. Was late and saw nobody there. Walked around yet nobody to be found. Decided to go home. Was like emo-ing. Nobody care about me. Nobody remembers me...
2.10: Was under my block already when 'anonymous' sms-ed me that they were actually in my primary school. Tq anonymous=) Or I would have missed out on all the fun.
2.15: Finally found the rest. They were all like super welcome me=) Maybe I wasn't that unpopular afterall=)
Wow. Been a while since I last saw them. All changed quite a bit, including me as well. We have all grown, but still retaining our wonderful childhood memories which we created together=) Really glad to see them all again. Boys decided to go Safra, girls decided to go shopping.
3.00: Finally reached Safra after wasting a lot of time waiting here and there. Met Wei Ning there, for those that know who is she. So happens to be one of my primary school friend's friend. Then Wayne came over and told me, 'hey, I know about the girl u like.." WTF. I mean how did Wei Ning know about it?
It was stupid... I realise I was even more stupid, liking a girl that i have met for like less than 5 times? I mean I even know that her character and behaviour (in all aspects) sucks, she doesn't study and goes out a lot. She ain't that pretty, tell her to lift up her fringe and I will puck...
DARRELL ER hereby announce that he is no longer in love anymore. It was purely an infatuation that lasted till 1/09/10, 4.00 pm.
Pool had to wait damn long. In the end, played a bit of Arcade and went to Zheng Wei's house.
4.00: Btw, Zheng Wei's neighbour is Wan Terng... Such a small world. Decided to play Bball.
4.20: Went to buy drinks and sat down and chit-chat.
4.30: Went to the children's playground and got chased out. LOL. Deprived childhood... Over-sized kids. That was what we called ourselves=) Reminiscing our childhood...
4.40: Played primary school games which we used to play at the fitness corner. Like walking on the balancing beam and see who goes down first, things like that. Lol, freaking deprived. But was very fun.
5.00: Played catching under Zheng Wei's block. Ice and freeze... Deprived again. Me and Darryl were both caught, then we touch each other and claimed ' self-unfreeze'... Lol.
5.30: Went back to the shop and bought ice-cream. Wayne was like trying to make mist come out from his mouth after eating ice-cream. Initially, we thought he was joking so we were all like laughing damn badly. Bursting into laughter all of a sudden, as if we were drunk. But he really did it in the end.
5.50: Went back home by bus.
6.30: Dinner.
8.00: Studied, but was so tired till I could hardly keep myself awake.
Was such a fun day for me... Looking forward to the badminton session on Sunday=) Revive our childhood memories again=)
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