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Tuesday, February 22, 2011
!!!
I'm under immense stress from my life! So gonna break down.
Stress over? I also dunno.
Hmmn, 7-1. Decent scoreline, scored 1. Okay, just to clarify, I really did touch the ball but it did not go the way I intended it to go only. In other words, I missed the ball totally but it still went in the direction of the goal and the keeper fumbled and TADA, that was how the goal was scored.
Hmmn, just have to beat Bedok Town 2 days from now to top the group. VS, BS, Northbrooks. Can't believe everything is laid right in front of us, the path to Top 4 is right in front of our eyes. The path that will lead us to what we have been longing for, Top 4. Everything is set in place now. All that is left is for us to win the games that we need to win. Simple and easy. Top 4 is finally within our grasp, not a dream anymore.
Regardless of how much i want to get Top 4, there is still a little struggle in me cose... I know once the season is over the few of us might not be as close as we are now. Or will we not? Anyway, the celebration when we get Top 4 is so short. Rather it be like now...
Stress over? I also dunno.
Hmmn, 7-1. Decent scoreline, scored 1. Okay, just to clarify, I really did touch the ball but it did not go the way I intended it to go only. In other words, I missed the ball totally but it still went in the direction of the goal and the keeper fumbled and TADA, that was how the goal was scored.
Hmmn, just have to beat Bedok Town 2 days from now to top the group. VS, BS, Northbrooks. Can't believe everything is laid right in front of us, the path to Top 4 is right in front of our eyes. The path that will lead us to what we have been longing for, Top 4. Everything is set in place now. All that is left is for us to win the games that we need to win. Simple and easy. Top 4 is finally within our grasp, not a dream anymore.
Regardless of how much i want to get Top 4, there is still a little struggle in me cose... I know once the season is over the few of us might not be as close as we are now. Or will we not? Anyway, the celebration when we get Top 4 is so short. Rather it be like now...
But
But when I decided to send you a message, I changed my mind. Cose no matter how much I try to convince myself, I know it is impossible between us.
When I was about to land my hands on the keyboard to write something in the message, I could not think of anything to write, cose... we got really nothing in common.
Time to stop dreaming... haiz
When I was about to land my hands on the keyboard to write something in the message, I could not think of anything to write, cose... we got really nothing in common.
Time to stop dreaming... haiz
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Giving up
Sometimes it is just so easy to give up and let it all go but when we look back, we realised that we should have hang on.
So darn stressed up right now.
I can just think that prelim 1 is just a short 45min test and not mug but I know this results might be important for dsa.
Haiz, already coming to the end of the weekend and I can't even decide whether I want to study anot. Worse still, whether I can study anot... Just can't seem to concentrate when I sit down and just can seem to do any work.
Sometimes, I seriously hate myself.
Feel like crying now. Maybe I will. Think I will, just to relieve stress.
FML.
So darn stressed up right now.
I can just think that prelim 1 is just a short 45min test and not mug but I know this results might be important for dsa.
Haiz, already coming to the end of the weekend and I can't even decide whether I want to study anot. Worse still, whether I can study anot... Just can't seem to concentrate when I sit down and just can seem to do any work.
Sometimes, I seriously hate myself.
Feel like crying now. Maybe I will. Think I will, just to relieve stress.
FML.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Me
Sometimes I really find myself to be someone I have yet to understand very well. Inside my mind is just like a maze, one that I've yet to solve. At many points in my life, I have surprised myself by doing something that I've never dreamt that I could do. Alternatively, I find myself unable to certain stuffs no matter how hard I try.
It really makes me wonder what kind of being I am. What things that lie in me have I not found out yet? That is why I like saying ' Never underestimate yourself', because too many times I've proven myself wrong.
And many times I do not understand myself, could not understand why I'm feeling emotions that I could not even comprehend. For example, everytime I watch certain k-pop MVs or related programme, it will get be all stirred up just by imagining the competitiveness that is present between all the idol group in korea. There just seem to be a burning fire inside me that will ignite and get me all fired up just to think of all the hard work those groups put in just to make their group become even better, become even more successful. I really don't know how to explain it in words but that is the kind of feeling I get sometimes.
I always thought I knew inside out what kind of person I am but I'm wrong I guess cose I don't think I know myself well enough yet.
Haiz East View 2morow. This B div will be a very memorable one for me. Just hope that this season will be one that is worth remembering, one that ends in victory. Cose I don't want to have any regrets in the future.
It really makes me wonder what kind of being I am. What things that lie in me have I not found out yet? That is why I like saying ' Never underestimate yourself', because too many times I've proven myself wrong.
And many times I do not understand myself, could not understand why I'm feeling emotions that I could not even comprehend. For example, everytime I watch certain k-pop MVs or related programme, it will get be all stirred up just by imagining the competitiveness that is present between all the idol group in korea. There just seem to be a burning fire inside me that will ignite and get me all fired up just to think of all the hard work those groups put in just to make their group become even better, become even more successful. I really don't know how to explain it in words but that is the kind of feeling I get sometimes.
I always thought I knew inside out what kind of person I am but I'm wrong I guess cose I don't think I know myself well enough yet.
Haiz East View 2morow. This B div will be a very memorable one for me. Just hope that this season will be one that is worth remembering, one that ends in victory. Cose I don't want to have any regrets in the future.
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